Obligated.

yes/no/i consider.

theres only three options and "being obligated" is not one of them. why are you making decisions based on feeling the obligation, when there isn't even any?



why commit and say yes, when you're not even certain you will be doing it? why say you are scared to promise? a promise should be made only if its on something that you are going to embark on. if not, its not considered a promise.

disappointment is not even a word strong enough to describe what i am feeling.

void.

i'm feeling jaded.. empty, alone.

don't want to be this disorientated. needa escape.



anyone out there care to join me?

25 minutes.

thats how long i leave my mask on my face.
thats when i feel that nothing elses matters,
thats when i feel that i am actually not alone.

5-month-day

i went for the 五月天 concert!!

its very very good. the rain did not dampen the mood, and i enjoyed myself totally, singing to all their songs.

its only today that i realised, that many of mayday's songs actually accompanied me through my growing up year - the secondary school and poly growing up years when we know whats happening ard us. all the happiness and sadness...

一场欢喜一场空

讨厌那种满心期待后的失望。

when will my holiday ever come!!! :(