Maybe you might even forget me one day.

2011.

2011-01-01T03:40:00.004+08:00

I saw someone's comment on FB, that new year makes one emo.

can't help but agree. this countdown, i stayed home instead of going out to the fireworks. cos i don't want to be that poor soul anymore that catches fireworks on my own.

for the first time i watched the taiwan countdown show on tvbs LIVE instead of the repeat telecast, which i don't usually watch to the end. mayday and amei are the 壓軸s this year.

when mayday sang 突然好想你，i nearly teared. nothing much in particular, but just a sudden surge of emotions.

hmmm...

我已經不再敢做夢。這是不是老了的跡象？

hereby wishing everyone, a happy and healthy 2011.

here's my new year resolution:

Dear Blog.

2010-11-23T23:32:00.003+08:00

and i realised that i had not been here ranting about my boring life for more than four months.

my life, has been taken over by work, school, and mere trying to survive.

just this month, life has been much of a roller coaster. the ex-boss, milton, passed away due to leukemia. to think that we were still celebrating his 100th day recovery some where in june/july. what is life, sometimes we might question. but well, i've also realised that the usual 'chao kuan' human nature that everyone possesses, will make us think of what we have, be thankful, and cherish everything. BUT, just for a while. before you know it people will start all over again to take things for granted and the cycle continues, until (sadly) another star has fallen from the sky.

***

and while i was away for study leave, undesirable stuff happened at work. im not saying that i am totally indispensible, and that everything has to go through me. but well, doesnt it makes sense that if its stuff concerning me and that they are stuff that i had been doing, wouldnt it make more sense if my inputs were seeked? i think some times, my (limited) experience might be useful yea?

also, i don't think i should be carrying your loads simply cos you 'are overwhelmed'. i mean, comm'on who isn't? you think you're paid to just enjoy life? think about it. who else isn't as busy? and what about those unemployed who needed a job so badly?

but that aside, who would have cared? we're just some lowly support staff. everyone was kao pehing on how tired/tied down they are, but had anyone thought of those that were behind supporting them? the reason why the support staff are losing the motivation to work harder is simply cos, we are treated like shit. period.

thanks for listening to my wordy vomit. haven't been typing such long text since twitter has taken over a larger part of my life (with the arrival of a smartphone and dataplan).

OH, i forgot about the amount of stuff i wrote while working. BLEAHZ~!

Unexpected.

2010-07-28T00:37:00.002+08:00

the word to describe today.

j and w did not turn up for lecture, and i was all alone.

dil called and we met during break.

angie wanted to crash my lect, but didnt come in the end.

my spoilt earphones worked and i am able to listen to radio, caught the programme of this dj whom i have never heard of before, but somehow i like his style. the very 'warm' kind of voice.

he talked about taking a break, about work life balance, and feeling 'un-inspired'.

i can totally relate to him.

ring ring.

2010-07-22T21:51:00.003+08:00

ahhhh!! calculated wrongly and now i can't buy the new hp that i am aiming for!! need to wait till 20 aug! aarrgh.

thats one more month, and i had already sold the old phone. bleahx..

有过那一次幸福的机会吗？

2010-07-06T19:52:00.001+08:00

awfully good performance by stanley. really like the emotions he put into this song.

nobody wants to bare the responsibility.

2010-06-26T10:30:00.001+08:00

for the things that i had stopped believing in,

why is the blame always on me when such things happen?

730 Days.

2010-06-18T23:46:00.002+08:00

time flies, so fast, without us realising it.

its been two years- 你好吗？

i may not know you well, but hope that you'll be in peace, and keep blessing the ones who loved you so dearly.

the late at night song.

2010-05-31T20:37:00.001+08:00

and i don't wanna say it.

2010-05-30T02:14:00.002+08:00

while people are praying for another vacation, for another school holiday to arrive, here all i am hoping for is i can get the darned school fees so that i can start classes.

damn! don't wanna take this shit no more. fecking sick of it.

$_$

2010-05-29T23:49:00.002+08:00

money oh money, why don't you just grow on the trees?

its fucking depressing to not even have enough money to pay for that freaking school fees. i wish i was born in sweden or finland where education is free!!!

and I am still on my own.

2010-05-17T23:56:00.001+08:00

今天偶然经过那坚寿司店,

让我想起了当天我们一起吃着那盒过了九点就半价的寿司.

人, 真的是好变化无常哦. 霎时间就会变成陌生人.

One more second.

2010-05-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

习惯就好习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我多一秒。

Quarter of a Pound.

2010-05-03T17:10:00.002+08:00

facebook just reminded me that i have not tried the quarter pounder at macs. its so tempting, i think i will try it for lunch one day this week!

of 黑道，友情 and 义气.

2010-05-01T20:17:00.002+08:00

风往哪个方向吹，草就往哪个方向倒，年轻的时侯，我也已为自己是风，可到最后遍体鳞伤，我才知道我们都只是草.

Obligated.

2010-04-25T23:05:00.002+08:00

yes/no/i consider.

theres only three options and "being obligated" is not one of them. why are you making decisions based on feeling the obligation, when there isn't even any?

why commit and say yes, when you're not even certain you will be doing it? why say you are scared to promise? a promise should be made only if its on something that you are going to embark on. if not, its not considered a promise.

disappointment is not even a word strong enough to describe what i am feeling.

void.

2010-04-21T22:54:00.001+08:00

i'm feeling jaded.. empty, alone.

don't want to be this disorientated. needa escape.

anyone out there care to join me?

25 minutes.

2010-04-20T19:38:00.002+08:00

thats how long i leave my mask on my face.
thats when i feel that nothing elses matters,
thats when i feel that i am actually not alone.

5-month-day

2010-04-18T19:39:00.004+08:00

i went for the 五月天 concert!!

its very very good. the rain did not dampen the mood, and i enjoyed myself totally, singing to all their songs.

its only today that i realised, that many of mayday's songs actually accompanied me through my growing up year - the secondary school and poly growing up years when we know whats happening ard us. all the happiness and sadness...

一场欢喜一场空

2010-04-07T12:20:00.001+08:00

讨厌那种满心期待后的失望。

when will my holiday ever come!!! :(

to my aunt who don't read my blog.

2010-03-01T01:07:00.002+08:00

i flared today. i screamed at aunt.

i am quite guilty cos after all she is elder and its not very nice. but sometimes the things she do is really quite too much and this time round concerning my sister i have to talk it out to her. maybe, my approach is wrong.

i will use a better approach next time, my apologies...

solved.

2010-02-28T23:42:00.000+08:00

sometimes i think that i need to just move to another place where no one knows me and start all over again.

maybe that will just solve all the problems.

小年夜。

2010-02-12T23:12:00.002+08:00

今天是小年夜，再过没多久就是除夕了。

而我却到了现在都还在大扫除，真是临时抱佛脚啊！

其实过年是不错的。因为需要大扫除的时候，可以借机把一些平时丢不掉、割舍不了的东西，统统倒进垃圾桶里！:)

倒是老妈就别再唠叨啦！拜托拜托！现在不就打扫干净了嘛。。

在此先恭祝各位：

财源广进、身体健康、心想事成！

Said.

2010-02-11T21:33:00.001+08:00

你可知道，说出去的话就有如覆水难收。

you can delete the things you've said, but you can't change the fact that you have said those words, nor can you reverse the damage caused.

Masquerade.

2010-02-11T14:57:00.002+08:00

i've recently seen quite a few jokers being

very good 'actors' and 'actresses',

saying one thing and doing another.

只要 · 一个人就好

2010-02-11T00:32:00.002+08:00

為什麼越相信誰能依靠
越換來又一次靈魂寂寥
有沒有永遠再不會讓心絕望的解藥

High maintenance.

2010-02-11T00:12:00.001+08:00

and so i realised, that sometimes 一面的一厢情愿 will usually land you in very sad situations.

like not getting the things/responses that you want.

and worse, you might even end up with people irritating/annoyed of you. and cos of what? not that you are not putting any effort into maintaining the relationship, but its when what you're giving is too much for them to handle, and they will easily brush you off as 'asking for too much'.

am i really so high maintenance? maybe different people would have different answer..

sometimes i am so sick of how things is going, that i got no one to share how i am feeling with.

等等等等.

2010-02-07T00:34:00.003+08:00

我.. 是什么？

只是你填充空闲时间的一个人吗？

无止境的等让我觉得好累.. 或许是我想太多了吧？

改变所有的错。

2010-02-05T21:26:00.001+08:00

今天就是将来的以前, 与其总想着从头再来, 不如从现在开始好好地过, 不要让将来的自己后悔。

Roooaaarrr...

2010-02-04T23:07:00.002+08:00

in ten days its cny.

the traditions are really wearing out. i think the society have reached a point where they no longer care about festivals like these. i remembered, when i was much younger, the atmosphere would already be real good if its ten days before cny.

but right now all i see is sparingly deco-ed places. but at least i still hear alot of cny songs la.. hehe.. i like those old old, 'off beat' 80s kind.. need to be that kind that will have the gong xi fa cai feel! i'll be blasting them on chu 1!

any, its going to be my year this year. will it be a good year?

you have 1 new message.

2010-02-04T23:01:00.001+08:00

but i want my tau huay lei... ;(

你还记得吗？

2010-01-20T02:01:00.001+08:00

ai. 爱.

2010-01-11T21:01:00.001+08:00

叫我怎么能不难过
你劝我灭了心中的火
我还能够怎么说怎么说都是错

你对我说离开就会解脱
试著自已去生活
试著找寻自我别再为爱蹉跎

只是爱要怎么说出口我的心里好难受
如果能将你拥有我会忍住不让眼泪流
第一次握你的手指尖传来你的温柔
每一次深情眼光的背后
谁知道会有多少愁多少愁

叫我怎么能不难过
你劝我灭了心中的火
我还能怎么做怎么做都是错

如果要我把心对你解剖
只要改变这结果
我会说我愿意做我受够了寂寞

只是爱要怎么说出口
我的心里好难受
如果能将你拥有我会忍住不让眼泪流
第一次握你的手指尖传来你的温柔
每一次深情眼光的背后
谁知道会有多少愁多少愁

爱要怎么说出口我的心里好难受
如果能将你拥有我会忍住不让眼泪流
第一次握你的手指尖传来你的温柔
每一次深情眼光的背后
谁知道会有多少愁多少愁

叫我怎么能不难过
你劝我灭了心中的火
我还能怎么说怎么说都是错
你对我说离开就会解脱
试著自已去生活
试著找寻自我何必为爱蹉跎

help!

2010-01-05T22:34:00.003+08:00

did anyone even realised i was in need of help?

or is it that i just seemed too nonchalant? i am just too afraid to look like i am trying too hard, like an attention sucker..

一月五日，晴。

2010-01-05T20:57:00.000+08:00

下雨也好迷路也好
空气里有种相依为命的味道
爱你很好连风都知道
第一次心甘情愿不想逃

当爱相随
能完美一切不完美
当你皱眉
我陪你留在天黑的世界

我们是座城堡
爱情放在里面很好
就算没有人看好
幸福是因为互相依靠
爱情这座城堡
牵著手才能找到
当我们彼此微笑请不要打扰

into 2010.

2010-01-01T23:48:00.004+08:00

and i realise, i have been much neglecting my blog. its too much of a convenience to just upload how i feel as and when i can on the profile status, that i had became so lazy to even pen out my thoughts properly! its starting to show its damage at work recently and i think its high time that i go back to blogging to at least have a practice of writing a longer passage that makes sense.

so, its the first day of the new decade! happy new year my readers! (if theres still any.)

the past year had been one of many changes.. i'm done with NS, got a job and started working back at Dsg. like what Ah Jie says- 2009 has been a yr of changes, challenges and lots of cheeriness, including knowing colleagues who became lunch khakis and much more! for my team managers who have been tolerating and teaching, thanks! and also siang, ah jie and jacq who has added so much colors to my life. siang and ah jie, i will constantly remind myself not to say that i have no friends!

dad is also back home.. though i think we are all still getting used to having each other around, haha! things will be better. ;)

i hope, that this 2010 will be a better one, with all the issues we have at home can be settled in the real near future. also hope that i can get back to school soon, and save up more money to travel around this wonderful world!

to talk, not to talk.

2009-12-28T01:56:00.000+08:00

some times i wonder, whats the point in putting in the effort in commuicating.

Yes i know, u r trying too, but u just have to change the way u want things work. not always wanting people to only agree with u, but pls also open up and take in opinions..

level 1.

2009-12-26T00:39:00.001+08:00

那可怕的无力感又再度来袭。

该怎么样才能把它赶走？

secret.

2009-12-08T20:53:00.000+08:00

i'm hiding the biggest secret.

everything is going to be alright.

2009-12-06T12:11:00.003+08:00

grandpa is hospitalized. he fell and has a cut on his forehead, which needs 6 stitches.

i'm feeling damn guilty cos i am not doing my part enough! and i should start by visiting them more often..

quoted: Wei An

2009-11-25T19:01:00.002+08:00

Forgive by ~OnlyCurious

It made me wonder how many times we forgive just because we don’t want to lose someone, even if they don’t deserve our forgiveness.

just another day.

2009-11-22T19:08:00.002+08:00

right things that happens at the wrong time simply means its not going to be a joyous affair after all.

i got the big envelop from SIM.
i'm accepted, but its totally no cause for any happiness and excitement.
who'll understand the plight i am in? who even bothers!

i am so sick and tired of the low vibes. all the shit i am in.

am i sick?

fridae.

2009-11-20T23:28:00.000+08:00

what a sucky fridae night.

and that all i can rely on is a piece of ginseng face mask. to make myself happier, make me feel that i at least existed.

how pathetic.

hello.

2009-11-12T21:21:00.002+08:00

i haven't been blogging seriously for a long long time. the thing is i have been writing quite alot at work and it really made me realised how bad my writing is, kinda demoralized me and lost all the 'feel' to write..

and the blunders at the events aren't helping. Singa says i should give myself more time cos i am still new and learning, i really hope i can learn fast enough to make my existence a help and not a nuisance. that kinda of feeling is so sianz.

iap + festival starting next week, and its actually something i am quite 期待-ing. other than the meetings which i am afraid i will fall asleep, the exhibitions and parties will definitely be fun!

things aren't going quite well recently.. lots of low vibes.. can the better days come faster? :(

sucks.

2009-11-09T00:43:00.002+08:00

my mum just said some thing that hurts me alot. hais. i feel damn sucky.

and i really mean it! DAMN SUCKY!

to my sis and cousin who comes to my blog, please stop telling the adults what i am writing here! =D

quoted: Nat

2009-11-06T01:16:00.002+08:00

void mirror

There's really no point being angry with the people you love.

Sure, you might do a "tit for tat", give an eye for an eye. But at the end of the day, what are you trying to do? Prove a point? Spite them?

An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind.
-Ghandi

Why in the world would you want to hurt someone whom is dear to you? They might not even be around tomorrow. Nor you.

Time is very precious. And we're running out of it - every day, every hour, every minute. This very second.

Some things are not worth holding on to. Anger is one of them. Sometimes, the person you're angry with might not even know it. So all that effort and energy put into being angry only puts a toll on your body. For what? It's too troublesome.

If you have to make a point, and it's someone you love, then Trust that there's enough Love for you to put that point across, and for them to receive it. Just be sure to do it only when the anger has subsided.

Have you let go of your Anger today?

happy or not?

2009-11-02T22:42:00.004+08:00

smile by =dunnalildiffernt

i'm so so tired of wearing that mask everyday. who noticed that face behind that frail smile?

quoted: dickson.

2009-10-22T21:45:00.003+08:00

...alone by ~nunoramos0

Ever have that one person in your life that you just can’t give up on, the one person that can screw you over time after time yet you always seem to give them another chance, and no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it’s a lie because there’s always just one more waiting for them. the one person you know you’re better off without but yet you can’t find a way to let them go because deep down inside, you wouldn’t know what to do without them. The one person you know doesn’t deserve you but yet you choose to overlook it because you love her. -dickson.

ka ching.

2009-10-11T16:31:00.000+08:00

first pay's in.

i told mum, its been 2 years since my bank acct seen 4 figure. haha.

2nd shot.

2009-10-09T23:45:00.003+08:00

i was quite free today, doing some research online, and saw this photo. i suspect that it is taken from my office, so i am so going to try and take a second shot photo- the time difference is definitely more than 50 years!

this is going to be challenging.

只想说声 · 对不起·

2009-09-29T22:44:00.000+08:00

Mother Thersa once said:

We can don't do great things, but we do small things with great love.

沉沦.

2009-09-22T21:51:00.001+08:00

i feel like i am in a boat..
..........
.........
........
.......
......
.....
....
...
..
.

a sinking boat.

sshhhh..

2009-09-18T22:04:00.000+08:00

Gossip by Gashez

有时不是说问心无愧就能心安理得，因为人言可畏。

day 1 as a NS men.

2009-09-15T23:18:00.003+08:00

lazing till the sun is shining all the way on my back side is definitely shiok.

headed out to meet jessamine for catching up at town area. talked alot about all the things and had some serious updates about the various happenings in our lives.. kang an join in later too, after his classes. had not seen him for near to 2 years liao..

oh yea. i is sipeh hiao. i went to dye my hair diy, with help from dad and mum. the color is nice, but i thought its a tat too bright. would have prefered something more subtle. maybe get it properly done the next dye!

tmr is first day of work, hope all will be well! =D

and so it is.

2009-09-14T23:49:00.002+08:00

today i ord.

but the feeling isn't as intense as people told me. its more like any other day, not even the 'ic moment' caused any huge ripple in emotions.

its only till i am home and wanna wash and keep my uniforms, then i feel that its really the end of it. almost surreal, like it has never happened before.

night was gathering with the falcon boyz. turn out was really good i must say, almost half the platoon here. some of the people i have not seen since we left tekong.. i am really glad that every one is well..

D DAY.

2009-09-13T23:42:00.002+08:00

its it. tmrw is the day.

after two years, back to a civilian. one full circle. still remember mum, godma and grandma sending me off to tekong just like it happened not long ago..

its a very special feeling. i dunno how to describe it.

pow.

2009-09-12T12:50:00.002+08:00

i'd rather spend time with my lao ya computer that is going to break down anytime than with you.

i'm serious. stop irritating the shit outta me. you never seem to get enough, always only wanting people to do things you like, do things your way. we're like rubber bands being pulled to the max, not knowing when we will snap.

12 days later.

2009-09-02T20:22:00.000+08:00

finally got the ffi done today, after two weeks since the dental one is done. was supposed to have done it a few days back but was not in camp due to the mc.

my friendly medic, YEO, is a good one. damn good skill when drawing blood, i totally almost don't feel it at all! so much better than the one at polyclinic for my regular check up.

half of the clearance form is also signed, thanks to JL for bringing me around to the various people who are suppose to sign. don't know most of them as i am posted in half way de.. so not really familiar with many people.

up next- get all the names signed probably by next mon/tues, return pass on wed/thurs and get ready to get out of the place!

*pukes.

2009-09-01T00:09:00.002+08:00

first it was the vomiting. then its the LS-ing. almost yao le wo de ming!

now recovering, but stomach still feeling queasy.. hope i'll be better tmr! if not my wednesday will be damn miserable.. cos i will be back camp already! =(

in the end,

2009-08-25T20:16:00.002+08:00

i still had to seek help in the end, even though i really didn't wanted. it wasn't easy to open mouth on that kind of topic..

but i dun wanna the folks to see the pit bottom account and start worrying, i chose to seek help from the trusted friend. am really thankful to him..

today, i confirmed my job and i will start work the week i ord. i hope things will start to pick up from there..

jingyao, you're the best. =D

quoted: jingyao.

2009-08-25T19:36:00.002+08:00

rushing. by shanonaut.

Many things are revolving around me, but I am just trying to act ignorant, or maybe I am just taking it at a positive strike.

Laughter, is just one emotion where it helps to cover up certain things.
Smiles, is just one emotion to stop people from probing you with questions.

Then how about the emotion, sad?

When I was standing still at Outrum Station Platform, looking at the flow of people taking the escalator, the feeling is like, time is never waiting, people is never stopping, out of how many people that pass by you is a friend of yours.

but

in N years time from now................

movie marathon.

2009-08-24T21:47:00.003+08:00

impromptu is the magic word to lots of fun, when a two men dinner turns into a three men one. the fish and chips at amk is just great, finally satisfied my craving for so many days.. haha.

was supposed to meet up with ray for movie, and asked zhihong to come too and included a dinner gathering at amk.. first movie was scandal makers, requested by ray, but also a movie which i had wanted to see too.

didn't really liked the starting part- find the daughter too irritating by just dashing in to the father's life and expect things to go by her way. but overall the whole show is a warm themed one and the songs in it are so nice. cha tae-hyun also did a good job in protraying the father, who has a daughter and grandson out of sudden. a very different side of him from my sassy girl!

after the movie, the trio felt that its just still early at 9 la.. and so they decided to go for another movie! physco-ed them to watch the proposal, which is just real good! laughed to tears at so many parts, and also loved the sarcastic language both the leads used intensively.

its my first movie marathon, and i think it will definitely not be the last. the feeling of watching the films you want at one go is definitely shiok. the next time, we must include jingyao! talk cock sessions are never the same without him.

feeling emotional.

2009-08-23T01:51:00.001+08:00

是否長久以來太過壓抑的不滿、不快、不安，釀成今日的叛逆，繼而演變成變相的報復？

突然覺得自己好可怕。。

等得到下一个天亮吗？

2009-08-23T00:41:00.000+08:00

must watch.

2009-08-22T23:04:00.002+08:00

have been anticipating it since seeing the trailer while watching angel and demon with mabel. and now its showing!

who wanna be my khaki to watch it? haha..

Jinxed.

2009-08-19T23:25:00.002+08:00

and my hp died on me.

yes, i know i just posted on the previous post that i got a new phone. the new camera ord phone meant for my civilian life. and now just 3 weeks into using it, it died on me!

no screen, no sound, NOTHING!

i am so damn sad. i will send it for repair tmr and find out whats wrong.. :'(

tick tock. tick tock.

2009-08-18T21:54:00.002+08:00

can time pass faster please? fast forward to the 14th of september, where i can finally hang that blardy green uniform deep in the cabinet and not wear it soon in the near future!

upgrade.

2009-08-15T01:07:00.004+08:00

cos i always feel.. that my vision is too narrow, too shallow, and i don't look far enough.

once again i feel it, while talking to the peeps back at ex co. i can't compare myself to their kids, different up-bringing and environment and background. but i can only do my best to make myself stand out in my own situation lor.

i must upgrade myself! get myself prepared to be back into the work force!

randomz.

2009-08-10T13:53:00.000+08:00

Mew-

If you love someone, can you bear losing that person? But can you live without loving anyone at all? What about the rest of your life?

Movie on national day.

2009-08-10T12:06:00.003+08:00

June to mum- "sometimes you make a wrong choice out of love, but that’s better than not doing anything for love at all."

My new baby.

2009-07-19T16:11:00.001+08:00

say hi!!!

Insomnia.

2009-07-18T04:13:00.000+08:00

It sucks, insomnia is so freaking cb!!! cant take it. damn tired but just couldnt sleep. =(

anw, went to watch own time own target! very nice, very farnie. cant stop laughing at some of the parts, and relate it to my own bmt. haha... i miss my bmt man.. i miss my buddies.. wonder how most of them are doing?

somebody.

2009-07-12T23:35:00.000+08:00

who'd realise, that i am actually not ok?

-_-

2009-07-12T23:30:00.001+08:00

i'm not taking things well. sometimes i just feel like giving everything up. but i know i can't.

witnessing history.

2009-07-08T01:17:00.001+08:00

the memorial event of one of the most famous person on earth- mj.

watching it on cnn!

迟/不迟 · 主动/被动

2009-07-05T23:31:00.002+08:00

很多事情，是需要很及时地去做，现在开始都不算太迟。

such a damn sad story.

bye bye mj.

2009-06-26T22:42:00.002+08:00

an sms in the early morning sent me into a great shock and woke me up from my still-not-so-awake state at 7 plus.

mabel tells me that micheal jackson is dead.

i thought she was joking or what, but when i switched on the tv in guardroom channelnewsasia confirmed what she says.

msn news.

to be frank, i was never a hardcore fan of his. i just like his music and his MVs that is always fascinating. but the news of his dismissal just shook me. maybe thats the power of the king of pop yea?

goodbye. and thats the end of the legend, end of a superstar era.. RIP...

一片空白。

2009-06-25T22:21:00.001+08:00

「我不是一定要你回來，只是當又把回憶翻開，除了你之外的空白，還有誰能來教我愛。」

a packed sunday!

2009-06-22T23:28:00.004+08:00

yesterday was a packed, fun filled day. first was met up with weihao, angie and woo heng at tampines 1 for weihao's birthday!

its my first time there. erm nothing much to shop lei but the food there is great! go to manpuku at level 3 for all the japanese food there! we had the fruit pies, which is fabulous. we also made a mental note to come back for the ramen, sushi and such!

our pies at manpuku.

we love polaroid!

angie and the present i made for her!

oh yea, we saw charlene choi! she is so chio! woohoo =)=)

after that was shopping and exploring around the new mall, which we found a pretty good shui jian bao. i'll definately be back there for more!

later in the evening was steamboat at bugis with jon and gang for his birthday, which i ate 6 crabs unknowingly. damn guilty, cos i shouldnt be eating so much of it at all due to my high cholesterol! =(

happy birthday hao! happy birthday jon! =D

happy fathers' day.

2009-06-21T23:53:00.001+08:00

the part of the movie that moved me alot is the part where louis koo altered the tiger tattooed on his chest so that it looks less fierce as it always scares the daughter to tears. awww....

One year.

2009-06-11T23:17:00.001+08:00

一年了，你那里还好吗？

我们都很好。希望你也是开心，快乐。

who cared? but they do.

2009-06-06T01:19:00.001+08:00

ANGELINE said (1:10 AM):
u got enough ma kel?

what more can i ask for?

thank you for being there angie.
thank you for being there jingyao.

random rants.

2009-06-04T19:10:00.003+08:00

some random rants for the past few days,

sat was spent at jaime's bdae. met up with jingyao in the morn to get his prez, and i must say this is one of the shortest time i spent to get some one's prez. its always good with jingyao cos he would make it chop chop done.

but in the end, jingyao fell sick in the late afternoon and did not go for the party.. so i ended up going with only meepok, hong and ah kee.

anw, on my way home, i took the circle line! latest addition to our mrt system. its pretty spacious at the stations. transfered at bishan mrt, which i havent been to for years! used to take train there very often as bishan is one of the fav hangout during secondary school.. it looked so different now!

yesterday was dinner with mich and cheewei at serangoon gardon hawker centre. after dinner we were looking for a place to chill, and in the end we settles for K! and we realise, after knowing each other for 10 years, this is the first time that we actually K!

time flies, and how easy is it to make friends that actually stays? not easy at all..

handmade and sorts of.

2009-06-02T23:49:00.003+08:00

back from Jaime's birthday and i just realized,

i have never received anything like a handmade scrapbook or something like that before. like the one that everyone signs on for his birthday.

y is it like that leh! is it because i appear to be materialistic that people must give me some physical "gifts" that is actually bought? haha.. good point to ponder isn't it?

will he go into top 5?

2009-05-31T23:31:00.002+08:00

this is the first episode i watch for this new season of 超级星光大道V. and i thought this guy is pretty not bad. both me and mabel hopes that he will go a long way!

btw, the song is 不会消失的夜晚.

囍帖街

2009-05-19T22:34:00.000+08:00

找寻中...

2009-05-18T22:49:00.003+08:00

你说，你已不再相信这个世界上还有true love.

但是，父母的爱也是love啊。
朋友间的爱也是love啊。

看，你还有好多朋友关心你。这些都是true love吧。

这个世界上还是有true love的，只要你还相信。
希望未来的日子里你会开心一些，我的朋友，纵使我并不知道你会不会看到我的祝福...

还怀念什么？

2009-05-15T00:30:00.002+08:00

was flipping channels, when i stopped at mtv. 孙燕姿 is singing 我怀念的。

心里突然一阵揪着痛。

New toy.

2009-05-11T18:41:00.003+08:00

rena, yen, its been a real long time since we 3 met up. rena, its really great to be at your birthday, glad to be there to celebrate the great double 2 for you!

and at the same time, so paiseh cos we're there to celebrate your birthday but at the same time you guys gave me a present too! haha..

for my mummy,

2009-05-06T22:18:00.000+08:00

happy birthday mum.

If there're seasons?

2009-05-03T01:49:00.004+08:00

"这里只有天气, 没有季节, 我很想看看下雪..."

missed the sold-out run in 2007 cos i was cheated by radio 1003, but this time round i did not miss it! 还是实实在在靠自己的钱买票比较可靠! 哈哈..

anw, i totally dun regret going to it! i think part of the reasons why people find that its good is cos of the emotional attachment they have to the songs that is written by liang wen fu (which is incorporated into the musical), and being the usual ah-peh-trapped-in-a-young-body me i totally enjoyed it! 或许出生在80年代末的我并没来得及赶上新谣最好的年代，但梁文福后来的创作我还是很喜欢! songs like 陪我看日出totally rocks! also, thanks to my cousin who IS born in that golden era, thanks for sharing all these good songs with me.

the story plot is also nice, i like the theme- homecoming. have read some reviews online and i do agree with what some if them said, that the start and ending are at a cemetry is a rather good part to bring out the theme. that home town is also a place where you 落叶归根 after you passed away, not only a place where you life happens.

the actors and actresses are also quite good, some pleasant surprises are the kitchen uncle and dishwashing auntie, which totally livens up the show!

当爱人已逝, 是该沉醉于心中的感情, 还是该敞开胸怀, 重新生活?
当理想受挫, 是该向残酷的命运低头, 还是该风雨兼程, 抬头挺胸?
当真爱来临, 是该犹犹豫豫不知所措, 还是该勇往直前, 大胆追求?

原来。

2009-05-03T01:39:00.001+08:00

你也是和他们一样，不是一个能无条件分享我的快乐、我的感受的朋友。

Change is the only constant.

2009-04-27T23:56:00.004+08:00

世事无绝对，有一些东西也不是永远的。

就比如说：一个等你的人。

get lost please.

2009-04-23T19:12:00.002+08:00

grow up and get a life.

challenging me just because i have pointed out what are the things you have not been doing right? trying to scare me by calling outside "enforcements" in front of me?

you tactics are already wearing out my patience. not getting into a further argument with you does not mean i am scared or what. rather, i just cant be bothered anymore.

stop acting like a primary school kid.

boo!

2009-04-19T22:25:00.003+08:00

shiate. i have a pes review coming up in two week's time. whats going to happen? up pes again and start to do all those shit all over again, but now at a brand new environment? or stay with my easy life i am having how? wish me good luck.

**

damn sian. has not been able to watch 17 again yesterday and today! i am on the verge of dropping this show from my watch list cos it just seem that i am not fated with this show. we shall see.

**

i want my ice cream from that shop at shaw tower!!! my rum and raisin with one month aged raisins!!! D=

叶子飞走了..

2009-04-07T00:31:00.002+08:00

i was listening to 933 and just before i was about to turn in for the night, i heard d news that 阿桑, the singer of one of my fav song, 叶子, has passed away this morning due to breast cancer.

Yahoo.com.tw news

life is damn unexpected. goodbyes is due to come anytime, whether or not you are prepared!

cherish.

葉子是不會飛翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的葉子
天堂原來應該不是妄想
只是我早已經遺忘
當初怎麼開始飛翔

孤單是一個人的狂歡
狂歡是一群人的孤單
愛情原來的開始是陪伴
但我也漸漸地遺忘
當時是怎樣有人陪伴

我一個人吃飯旅行到處走走停停
也一個人看書寫信自己對話談心
只是心又飄到了哪裡
就連自己看也看不清
我想我不僅僅是失去你

葉子是不會飛翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的葉子

just cui.

2009-04-06T22:47:00.002+08:00

not very nice hor.

i feel very squeeze dried. all the rubbish being thrown to me and i am supposed to "hop" all of them.

nevermind, just remember,

ORD IN 5 MONTHS TIME!!!

My apple martini.

2009-04-04T21:14:00.001+08:00

happy birthday mich! time flies.. i find that recent years, the rate of our birthdays coming are becoming really fast..

this year its at bakerzine and ballymoon! the food is not bad, but most of them find that its not so fulfilling.. so we had spicy chicken wings at ballymoon! had quite a great time there with all the talking, drinking, and i finally how much of my stories mich is telling the girls! some of them is so not true! haha.. mich please dun make me sound like i am a two timer in a relationship.. -_- lolz..

its a nice gathering, though some of them i only meet up like once a year, we can still quite click. maybe we should have more outing, right mich?

永远到不了.

2009-03-29T20:53:00.000+08:00

我们始终是不同世界的人。

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2009-03-28T14:52:00.004+08:00

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旋转木马终于有了快乐的结局.

2009-03-26T00:13:00.003+08:00

was watching 康熙来了 last night and they were interviewing celebrity couples. theres this couple, the guy is one of them from BAD and the girl i suppose is a model, quite pretty.

they were discussing about their wedding and there is this touching part where this guy sang this song to the girl, which is actually written by the ex-boyfriend who passed away due to illness.

after knowing the story behind the song, i feel damn sad.

but some say, 旋转木马终于有了快乐的结局. 或许这首歌是他对她的祝福.

btw, the girl and the ex-boyfriend is featured in the mv.

拥有华丽的外表和绚烂的灯光
我是匹旋转木马身在这天堂
只为了满足孩子的梦想
爬到我背上就带你去翱翔
我忘了只能原地奔跑的那忧伤
我也忘了自己是永远被锁上
不管我能够陪你有多长
至少能让你幻想与我飞翔

奔驰的木马让你忘了伤
在这一个供应欢笑的天堂
看着他们的羡慕眼光
不需放我在心上

旋转的木马没有翅膀
但却能够带着你到处飞翔
音乐停下来你将离场
我也只能这样

(PS. this guy is also the writer of one of my favourite song, 孙燕姿的- 我不难过.)