How Many Friends?
The old man turned to me and asked
"How many friends have you?"
Why 10 or 20 friends have I,
And named off just a few...He
rose quite slow with effort
And sadly shook his head"A lucky child you are
To have so many friends," he said
But think of what you're saying
There is so much you do not know
A friend is just not someone
To whom you say "Hello"
A friends a tender shoulder
On which to softly cry
A well to pour your troubles down
And raise your spirits high
A friend is a hand to pull you up
From darkness and despair...
When all your other "so called" friends
Have helped to put you there
A true friend is an ally
Who can't be moved or bought
A voice to keep your name alive
When others have forgot
But most of all a friend is a heart
A strong and sturdy wall
For from the hearts of friends
There comes the greatest love of all!!!
So think of what I've spoken
For every word is true
And answer once again my child
How many friends have you???

as seen on jun xiong's bloggie..

how many friends have i?

so long no talk to xiong le.. last nite i called him.. had a nice long talk.. and finally i can talk to someone who understands me.. and finally someone can listen to what i wana say..

wo shi lian le.. hai shi ta cong lai dou mei you kai shi guo?

i dont know.. maybe u can give me the answer?

George Benson - Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You

If I had to life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so early
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

[Chorus]
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

its our song.. and it will always be..

if u dun talk to me, how am i suppose to know wad u r thinking?

if i dun noe wad u r thinging, how am i suppose to give u good advice?

i noe that by not being able to give u good advices on life and friends, i am not included as your friend.. wo men bu shi shen me dou shuo de hao peng you ma?

i noe i am not the one that can always b by ur side to lend a helping ear..

i kept asking myself why arent i the one u wud approach when u felt troubled?

i failed thoroughly as a friend...

ooh.. i am so into japanese drama again! all caused by the show now on tv.. Good Luck!

its such a nice show.. all about pursuing dreams, friendship, love, kinship etc.

its definately a show worth my time.

anyway, it helps, as i am learning jaapanese now.. lolx...

da best jap show ever watched!!

wao! i think the last time i blog is 40 days ago! i din even notice!! wah paiseh paiseh..

well.. alot things happen in this shrot period.. had my second exam. then bbq for the class.. got result last week.. happy that i passed all.. BM0411 into history.. that little bit of sadness has been making me feel very uncomfortable.. and my new class is BM0431. should i say i look forward to it? i dun no..

i also when to guangzhou in china! for a exhibition there.. helping my dad at his workplace.. and the things there are damned cheap. i even permed my hair there for only 9 bucks! but the effect.. err.. sigh.. lets change topic.. T_T

school starting next week.. pretty looking forward to it! hope it will turn out to b a nicer class.. thou alot pple still from 0411.. lolx..

some pictures from our last presentation.. so sad.. :`(




Taida, Joko, KK and Dilys..



With Diyana and Herry..




With Herry, Junxiong, Sam, Di and Joan..



Me and Sam.. d "Look Alike" brothers.. which he finds so unfortunate.. haha..



Junxiong! Brothers forever!

A promise made is a promised made.

no matter where you go or run, you can never erase the memory of another.

Another who listened and hold your promise to death.

sounds familiar doesnt it?

up to today,

i lost all faith i have in those i trusted

so little i have with me.

but i still lose it finally

i dun blame

cos you have your reasons.

valid reasons.


i am just disappointed in myself.


friends forever ok? u noe i treasure u as a buddy.

hope that this isnt an empty promise made.

i dun want you all to misunderstand me.

walking away doesnt mean i am petty. i jus dun want to quarrel with u all over trival matters.

mood swings.. afraid i wud harm the friendship when we quarrel so i jus walk away for a small cool down session..

sigh.

people come in and out of our lives.. sometimes, the time we spend together is short-lived. but the feeling will always be in our hearts rite? i hate it when my friends are leaving.. i hate the feeling.. the one that u feel when u see their back.. slowly diminishing.. slowly fading off, out of ur sight. its not that we are not going to meet anymre, but we just couldnt see each other that often. no more jokes, no more pple to share happiness and woes, no more foto taking.. arent these all the good memories that we share?

hope they will always stay in my heart.. ur heart.. everyone's heart..

take care my dear fren, i will still be here for u!

Yesterday was so great too! went to chinatown to catch the fire crackers with mabel and goerge.. met at 4.30 to eat at mac at lucky china town and then start to q at 5! the fire crackers only start at 7.30.. so we had to entertain ourselves with jokes and nonsenses.. to the extend that the auntie behind us is laughing at us! haha.. then came the grand fire crackers which is so awesome.. i think the long wait is worth. then after that george have to go home and me and mabel walk ard and eat supper while waiting for the nex round at 9.30.. but after some walking we are tired so we proceed back to the place at abt 8.30 but by the time we reach there the firecrackers is half way thru!!! stupid news paper for the wrong info.. haha.. but anw, it was realli an enjoyable nite and i enjoyed throughly! thanks for the tee and wallet mabel and goerge! love them!

Wooo~ 2.29 am nw.. i am damnnnn hapi today!!! many of my most wonderful friends came to my house to celebrate my birthday! after econs tut today i mit up with gary and we came over to my house after picking up grandma. and guess wad.. he drew a sketch for me! i was so super touched! haha.. well i can say this buddy isnt for nothing.. after reaching then he slept for abt 1+ hr before jenn and chelle arrive.. i am so happy to see them!! haha well this 3 of them is my bestest friend of ma life.. never regretted this life noeing them! then we jus eat and eat and eat.. for abt 3 rounds i think.. haha.. ate super lots.. then gary ate bout 2 rounds and then huishan came.. gillian was late at about 8 but i am so happy that she is here too... :) after which is the mahjong and foto taking sessions, which was super fun!!! took super lots of foto and all.. i duno y but i jus love it.. there is this one featuring me and jenn and chelle.. and chelle describe as do-re-mi.. haha.. cool... gotta have it on my desk.. and sis's friends was here too.. i just wana say a very big thank you to all of you guys who r present.. it is really a very memorable day for me and i think it will stay in my heart!!! and also appreciates all ur presents they are simply great!! thanks ya all!!

HA HA! I didn't noe i am sooo petty! I didn't noe i am so unreasonable! I didn't noe i am so anti social! i am tooo tired to explain to u all anymore.. after all these time i tot u all noe me, but appearently u all dun. if you all wana continue to think i am that petty kind, then i got nothing to say! after all, i think i had done my part to try to maintain all the friendships.

9 days.. just 9 more days!

Yummy! now i noe one more place for nice food! had buffet high tea at lion city hotel today.. and the food isnt so bad! and furthermore, the price is affordable.. so no harm trying!

haha today i went to courseway point with my dear dear nephew and cousins.. haha.. been training my nephew to call me kor kor instead of uncle.. dun wana b so old!!! haha.. then ate and buy things lor.. had quite some fun! havent been to here before.. haha if i knew i wud have brought my passport so we can go malaysia!

Happy New Yr!!! haha.. a new yr has came.. time for some resolutions! first, have to be puntual for all outings, be it project or all nonsense! haha.. then have to grow taller, darker, nicer body.. (haha this part more or less same as jun xiong..)

sigh.. a few days since the eaarthquake happens.. its so huge.. think it hit about 10 countries in south asia? places like indonesia, thailand, maldives and sri lanka.. think by now the death toll is 63000.. duno wads happening.. last nit tok to gillian, she say she is wondering if the end is coming. choy. nonsense. such natural desaster cannot be avoided lor. i think next time we all jus haf to be more prepared. lets all say our prayers for all the people affected in this catastrophe.

OMG! today i see news that there is a huge earthquake near Indonesia.. 9 on the ritcher scale ok! and that caused a huge tsumani. and many people is killed.. its so near.. cant imagine if something like this hit singapore.. i think we will all die.. so fortunate to be in singapore..

Merry Xmas!!! haha.. yesterday was really great! in the morn went to cresencia house with huishan and amanda. had lunch gathering for christmas mah haha.. at first not go there one jus miting with amanda. but after that she is going there so we just combine lor. and cres's mum still recognise me! haha.. she had great memory.. then after that had a nice BBQ at aunts house and after that we played water bomb.. thoroughly wet! and so happy that i got sooo many presents tis yr! well.. i am not after the present la. but it does makes this festive occasion better and more enjoyable right? hehe! got a levi's tee from yuan zhen they all, a levi's hp pouch from cousin, hp accessory from winnie, choker from joanne, choc from lu and a converse pencil box from angel and sam. soo happy and i love them all!!! such an enjoyable day.. haha..

tml is xmas eve.. will b staying over at warren's house today so that we can take a cab down to aunts house together with grandma.. well, i find this yr i am more involved in all the xmas preperations.. hope that it will jus turn out to b a nice occasion!