count down to the staff retreat tomorrow.. there is just so much prep work to do! have gathered the equipments like flip charts and all these.. stationaries.. cam.. more or less settled everything le.. last minute called the Legends for confirmation to give myself peace of mind.. haa!
today, i received the staff handout that everyone will get for the retreat.. and there is so much sense of pride! almost half of the thick handout is prepared by me unknowingly! remember the terrible 50 page report i have to summarise to 8 page? its in there! and the mica outcome table i did.. the pragramme list.. the newspaper clips.. i am so proud of myself for this retreat! planning for the venue.. games.. equipments and all.. the sense of satisfaction is some thing that words cant describe!!! i am into the skies!!!
will post some pics of the event tml.. that is if i manage to get any.. ahah!
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
after the pissed-off-ness yesterday, life hasnt got much better. cant login to msn the whole of last nite. more piss-off-ness this morn, people says i am petty, office com bully me too, lotus notes bully me too. new shoe that levis just exchanged the spoiled one for me is spoiled again.. damns! sighs.. the last com issues cant blame cos is i remember wrong password resulting in cannot login.. haha!
i am silly la.. to think that even pass word also can remember wrong.. i shd have some cod liver oil to improve my brain mans!
gorging myself with food since i am in a bad mood.. for lunch i had a mini wok, mcspicy burger, four leaves bread, drinks, bread again, till i ki siao liao la! but its not healthy.. i am not going to do that so often.. haha!
went to orchard area for a walk after work.. i jus need those quality moments to be alone and clear my tots and be happy! haa... wanted to find Dann, Andy, Ling but they happens to be all not working! *note they are all at diff place some more and they don't know each other.. so i jus toured ard lo.. and shun bian take my fone go and repair... =)
fri is coming.. i am nervous.. cos its the staff retreat and i have planned quite some parts of it.. director's gona be there and i hope everything will turn out well. some more game masters for the team building games! faints... i got no experience at all.. hope it will turn out well...
meanwhile i will post updates on the retreat soon!
i am silly la.. to think that even pass word also can remember wrong.. i shd have some cod liver oil to improve my brain mans!
gorging myself with food since i am in a bad mood.. for lunch i had a mini wok, mcspicy burger, four leaves bread, drinks, bread again, till i ki siao liao la! but its not healthy.. i am not going to do that so often.. haha!
went to orchard area for a walk after work.. i jus need those quality moments to be alone and clear my tots and be happy! haa... wanted to find Dann, Andy, Ling but they happens to be all not working! *note they are all at diff place some more and they don't know each other.. so i jus toured ard lo.. and shun bian take my fone go and repair... =)
fri is coming.. i am nervous.. cos its the staff retreat and i have planned quite some parts of it.. director's gona be there and i hope everything will turn out well. some more game masters for the team building games! faints... i got no experience at all.. hope it will turn out well...
meanwhile i will post updates on the retreat soon!
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
无言以对
对于L今天在公司里出现，的确感到意外，甚至有点措手不及，深怕自己恼羞成怒。
有时实在受不了自己的放不开。事实已摆明眼前，他能来到我公司却cant be bothered to come and find me. 我还有什么好气的？不用劝说他可能不知道我也在这里实习，那不是更糟吗？连我在那里实习都不知道。
幸好，在他到来的“欢乐时光”中并没有碰见他，因为不知道我该用怎么样的心情与态度面对这个情景。
why should i be bothered, when he cant be bothered at all?
很丢脸，因为每次只是说得出，做不到。=（
有时实在受不了自己的放不开。事实已摆明眼前，他能来到我公司却cant be bothered to come and find me. 我还有什么好气的？不用劝说他可能不知道我也在这里实习，那不是更糟吗？连我在那里实习都不知道。
幸好，在他到来的“欢乐时光”中并没有碰见他，因为不知道我该用怎么样的心情与态度面对这个情景。
why should i be bothered, when he cant be bothered at all?
很丢脸，因为每次只是说得出，做不到。=（
Monday, October 02, 2006
是巧合吗？
J问我，为什么我的 nick 跟Y的博客里的一句话一样。 我只能说是巧合吧。J说我们是有默契，我心里想，我真的是不敢当。总不能要我厚着脸皮说我是他好朋友吧？应为事实不是这样..
当他有烦恼时会找的不是我，闷时想出去玩找的也不会是我，口中的朋友也好像没出现过我的名字时，我常问自己，到底是哪里出了差错？或许他说得对。我们本来就是不同世界的人。
朋友的定义，人人不同。或许以我的定义，对他来说，我只是个路人甲。
曾经，我以为是我们改变了他，让他从他一个人的世界走了出来。but after all, i found out that i have no part to play in it at all.
或许我们的brotherhood，只是我一厢情愿的想法吧。我真得有点累了，对朋友这样的心力交瘁，我不知道我还能撑到几时。我常劝人，握紧的手到底又能抓住什么。但看来，我是最没有资格说这句话的人。放不下这个包袱我前进不了，但我又何尝不想？或许我需要的，只是多一点的时间..
J问我，为什么我的 nick 跟Y的博客里的一句话一样。 我只能说是巧合吧。J说我们是有默契，我心里想，我真的是不敢当。总不能要我厚着脸皮说我是他好朋友吧？应为事实不是这样..
当他有烦恼时会找的不是我，闷时想出去玩找的也不会是我，口中的朋友也好像没出现过我的名字时，我常问自己，到底是哪里出了差错？或许他说得对。我们本来就是不同世界的人。
朋友的定义，人人不同。或许以我的定义，对他来说，我只是个路人甲。
曾经，我以为是我们改变了他，让他从他一个人的世界走了出来。but after all, i found out that i have no part to play in it at all.
或许我们的brotherhood，只是我一厢情愿的想法吧。我真得有点累了，对朋友这样的心力交瘁，我不知道我还能撑到几时。我常劝人，握紧的手到底又能抓住什么。但看来，我是最没有资格说这句话的人。放不下这个包袱我前进不了，但我又何尝不想？或许我需要的，只是多一点的时间..
Sunday, October 01, 2006
and so its sunday. have not rested.
been awoke since 4.30 am when the darned taxi called. i wonder why they are here so early to pick me at 4.50 when shop only open at 6. so that means near to 45 mins of nothing to do when i can actually have more sleep!!! *anger*
whats more, the leg message machines have been removed as the area is under make over.. no entertainment!! so i decide to nap after i ate my breakfast from bk..
mundane life continues.. i have decided to work on all week ends and public holidays.. that means 7 day work weeks and it will continue till next month.. i dunno how long i am able to hang on! i hope i will be able to do so.. jess please dun scold me u noe my reasons.. i need support of friends like you to hang on.. =)
tml is monday! tml will be a new day! lets all start a fresh! jess cheer up! everything will be fine!!
been awoke since 4.30 am when the darned taxi called. i wonder why they are here so early to pick me at 4.50 when shop only open at 6. so that means near to 45 mins of nothing to do when i can actually have more sleep!!! *anger*
whats more, the leg message machines have been removed as the area is under make over.. no entertainment!! so i decide to nap after i ate my breakfast from bk..
mundane life continues.. i have decided to work on all week ends and public holidays.. that means 7 day work weeks and it will continue till next month.. i dunno how long i am able to hang on! i hope i will be able to do so.. jess please dun scold me u noe my reasons.. i need support of friends like you to hang on.. =)
tml is monday! tml will be a new day! lets all start a fresh! jess cheer up! everything will be fine!!
like finally.. MY COM IS FINALLY BACK!! repaired and working well again but it costed me 170 bucks.. gee! wear and tear.. no choice..
ANWS, i think MINDEF dun like me. cos they dun let me submit my e measurement say got error, and i have to trouble QQ. then all the items i have is different from the rest. lastly, the date that they all booked is full and it means i have to go on another date ON MY OWN~~~!!!!!
oh gawd... sianz..
ANWS, i think MINDEF dun like me. cos they dun let me submit my e measurement say got error, and i have to trouble QQ. then all the items i have is different from the rest. lastly, the date that they all booked is full and it means i have to go on another date ON MY OWN~~~!!!!!
oh gawd... sianz..
Friday, September 29, 2006
yea jie mei... i have heeded ur advices the last time things happened and have moved on.. its just that some times i jus looked backed and had some thoughts... blogging bout it doesnt mean i cant get over it, i have gotten over.. jus that sometimes i still think about it..
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anws THE BIG RED ENVELOP HAS ARRIVED! my invitation from MINDEF is sent right to my door step.. hahas.. saw it only on monday cos i didnt go and open my letter box.. haa! mixed messy feelings. shall see how things goes first ba.. better go register at the website first for a medical check up date otherwise they will anyhow allocate.. =(
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the week has been a fulfiling one actually.. been to some site visits like sentosa golf club and fort canning country club... been years since i went to sentosa liao. it has changes alot. i shall find some time and get a bunch of friends to go there soon!
the fort canning park is also a place i have not been to since i am primary four. remembering those tombs and taking fotos there.. been up there twice this week and i love the greenery there!
had a mini outing to the philatelic museum after lunch on wed.. cos yan er has a pass to go.. and so me and kah ying and pete went with him... had fun and see alot of interesting things! some of the stamps i have them at home too! an eye opener...
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so now, i shall go for lunch.. tata~
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
why is it that everyone likes to do things that annoys me and in turn says that i am giving attitudes? i hate all these thats happening.. people claim alot of things.. like "you are a good boy.. we are good frens.. u are not disturbing... can always call me.." but how true are those comments?
i am starting to wonder what has the world become? why is it that no one is doing what he/she is preaching?
there was a time not long ago, i always get badly affected when i felt my "friends" left me out, neglected my feelings, dont treat me as frens. some one close told me not to be so petty.. forget the past and jus expect less from them lo...
now i was no longer "petty"...i jus heck if people dun like me and i can jus stay away from them in case i annoy them off... but what happens? people say u dun care about the friendship. i mean what the hell...
i cant care too much. then dun care also wrong. what to do? live with only myself is the best...
i am starting to wonder what has the world become? why is it that no one is doing what he/she is preaching?
there was a time not long ago, i always get badly affected when i felt my "friends" left me out, neglected my feelings, dont treat me as frens. some one close told me not to be so petty.. forget the past and jus expect less from them lo...
now i was no longer "petty"...i jus heck if people dun like me and i can jus stay away from them in case i annoy them off... but what happens? people say u dun care about the friendship. i mean what the hell...
i cant care too much. then dun care also wrong. what to do? live with only myself is the best...
Monday, September 25, 2006
gee! the prev post that i post up caused a stir! =(
anw, dunch worry jess cos what this guy wrote does not really represent what i feel.. i jus copied it there cos its sort of diff from what we used to see in those old chain letters. so i am not a MCP like him!! hehe. its the new age and no one should longer be so chauvinistic rite? but then ur guess is definately rite! he is one lonely person and his best companion IS his best buddy - the dog.
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well anw its a 7 day work week for me last week... so tired! esp sat and sun.. worked morn shift at levis... now its giving me serious headache.. plus not enough sleep... imagine yest, the taxi is at my home at 0450 am!!! T_T all the not enough of sleep will make me age!!!
sat was day out with ben, cindy and joycelyn to celebrate her birthday, out at marina! the rest didnt come cos they were some what busy.. we ate yuki yaki and the night is filled with fun! also walk walked to esplanade there and we heard this performance at the out door theater.. this acapella group key elements. they sing well! the song that attracted me is liu shui nian hua.. their version is so nice and soothing! after that we walked to merlion too to take pics.. which after we all headed home.. i hope she liked the present we got for her!
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i seriously need more rest.. and motivation.. like some recognition from the work i am doing.. =(
anw, dunch worry jess cos what this guy wrote does not really represent what i feel.. i jus copied it there cos its sort of diff from what we used to see in those old chain letters. so i am not a MCP like him!! hehe. its the new age and no one should longer be so chauvinistic rite? but then ur guess is definately rite! he is one lonely person and his best companion IS his best buddy - the dog.
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well anw its a 7 day work week for me last week... so tired! esp sat and sun.. worked morn shift at levis... now its giving me serious headache.. plus not enough sleep... imagine yest, the taxi is at my home at 0450 am!!! T_T all the not enough of sleep will make me age!!!
sat was day out with ben, cindy and joycelyn to celebrate her birthday, out at marina! the rest didnt come cos they were some what busy.. we ate yuki yaki and the night is filled with fun! also walk walked to esplanade there and we heard this performance at the out door theater.. this acapella group key elements. they sing well! the song that attracted me is liu shui nian hua.. their version is so nice and soothing! after that we walked to merlion too to take pics.. which after we all headed home.. i hope she liked the present we got for her!
*****
i seriously need more rest.. and motivation.. like some recognition from the work i am doing.. =(
Thursday, September 21, 2006
i am quite free this morning! but it happens only once in a blue moon... =(
anw, since i am quite free, i SECRETLY go and surf blogs and webs and chat on msn.. a tough mission considering the amt of people walking pass my desk every moment.
first to present is what i have saw from jess's blog!
in another conversation with Tatwee, we were discussing bout how we steal time from work to "take a rest". now i finally found someone who has the same habits as me!!!
was reading blinkymummy... and her post in the movie "the departed"... super funny can! haa!
anw, since i am quite free, i SECRETLY go and surf blogs and webs and chat on msn.. a tough mission considering the amt of people walking pass my desk every moment.
first to present is what i have saw from jess's blog!
ok it all started when i said i dunno if i wanna go cos guys will have to be topless during spa sessions and all my fat meats will be out to meet the crowd. very malu. but then spa seems very appealing to me too! i shall do some calculation on the budget thingy so lets keep this on the top of our list still k jess? =)
in another conversation with Tatwee, we were discussing bout how we steal time from work to "take a rest". now i finally found someone who has the same habits as me!!!
was reading blinkymummy... and her post in the movie "the departed"... super funny can! haa!
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
so free that i start blog jumping and trying out the quizzes that people have been trying. heres one, which you might want to try.
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
---http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
---http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Adopted from Cruzteng.com....
waaa!!!! i didnt noe 26 liao still can have mcdonald party!!! i also want!!! nex yr i will be 20 nia~ wun be too old yet! *envious envious*
i have never had a party ar mac b4... childhood dream but never fullfilled..
waaa!!!! i didnt noe 26 liao still can have mcdonald party!!! i also want!!! nex yr i will be 20 nia~ wun be too old yet! *envious envious*
i have never had a party ar mac b4... childhood dream but never fullfilled..
it has been a hundred years since i last blogged! but due to my home com breaking down.. sighs.. some one with lobangs please tell me to save my ccom!!!! T_T i want all my mp3s and my precious memories my fotos back! sighs..
i will be real sad if i lost all those fotos.. those precious memories! some gone that will never be back.. cos things changed, people changed. those people that i have took fotos with, might not want to take with me anymore now.. so.. please come back my fotos!!! jess i will be waiting to see if ur boy can help.. ha!
so meanwhile my limited readers, please bare with the time being for lack of posts!
work has been fine! with the tasks given enough to keep me occupied at the correct time (ie, busy in the morn, free after lunch cos i am near to hibernating mood). the alone shoppings after work on my own has been enjoyable too and i am sad to pronounced that i am $XX poorer now! ha! but ok la.. cos the things that i have bought made mum happy lol..
working has been becoming a chore. i am considering quiting levi's. cos i just simply cant stand some people anymore. like a bit no point staying there anymore liao le... cos i work and slog and i became someone who is more tired and sad. so whats the point? they raised the pay of people in the other boutiques but not ours in airport. we are suppose to get more higher paid then them cos its more troublesome for us to work! imagine the rubbish working hours. enough to tire everyone to death! sighs.. whats the use of sighing? as if its going to help..
i will be real sad if i lost all those fotos.. those precious memories! some gone that will never be back.. cos things changed, people changed. those people that i have took fotos with, might not want to take with me anymore now.. so.. please come back my fotos!!! jess i will be waiting to see if ur boy can help.. ha!
so meanwhile my limited readers, please bare with the time being for lack of posts!
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work has been fine! with the tasks given enough to keep me occupied at the correct time (ie, busy in the morn, free after lunch cos i am near to hibernating mood). the alone shoppings after work on my own has been enjoyable too and i am sad to pronounced that i am $XX poorer now! ha! but ok la.. cos the things that i have bought made mum happy lol..
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Thursday, September 14, 2006
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
its quite a day.. imagine whole day, i am stil stuck at the 50 page report that i have to summarise to about 8 page only.. T_T have been doing it for about a week, but progress has not been significant till today. hope i can finish it by tml and hand it up!
meet up with jieyingz after work today!!! she is the best pal can! come down from science center to raffles city to pass me the vcd.. and we shopped ardd too!! i wanna say SORRY to her.. cos our shopping make her get suan by people!!! you will still be my good pal no matter wat jieying!
meet up with jieyingz after work today!!! she is the best pal can! come down from science center to raffles city to pass me the vcd.. and we shopped ardd too!! i wanna say SORRY to her.. cos our shopping make her get suan by people!!! you will still be my good pal no matter wat jieying!
results is out! nearly forget abt it but jess reminded me.. hee.. and we waited till 12 tog. with amanda online too! results not out at 12 and me and jess were speculating that we are sabo-ed again. like the time for ipp posting. but at 1225 like that its out.
hmm. how to say leh. i am not satisfied with my results cos my gpa dropped. make me further from my ntu/smu dream le. like cant reach at all le. T_T
but nontheless, there is still causes worth celebrating!
whee!! i passed the f**king qm paper!!
hmm. how to say leh. i am not satisfied with my results cos my gpa dropped. make me further from my ntu/smu dream le. like cant reach at all le. T_T
but nontheless, there is still causes worth celebrating!
whee!! i passed the f**king qm paper!! yea i got D+. not a fab result at all. but considered how suck the lecturer/tutor and the notes is, i passed. i got a + somemore! ain't it worth celebrating??? i can't wait! tml going to reward myself over lunch!!!
p/s: MR LEE CHANG DA STOP BUGGING ME FOR MY RESULTS!!!!
gpa dropped. i am a little disappointed. cos that means i am one step further from ntu/smu. maybe i can get in there in my dreams. HAHA~ like they will allow! maybe in my dream i will be denied access too! ha!
jess passed all, and yh passed all too. and so does jieying, shaune, sam and herry. happy we cleared everything. and yongsheng jia you! dun give up. off i go to zzz! tml is another working day! now must cheong for ipp le.. hope it can pull my muddy grades higher!!!
p/s: MR LEE CHANG DA STOP BUGGING ME FOR MY RESULTS!!!!
gpa dropped. i am a little disappointed. cos that means i am one step further from ntu/smu. maybe i can get in there in my dreams. HAHA~ like they will allow! maybe in my dream i will be denied access too! ha!
jess passed all, and yh passed all too. and so does jieying, shaune, sam and herry. happy we cleared everything. and yongsheng jia you! dun give up. off i go to zzz! tml is another working day! now must cheong for ipp le.. hope it can pull my muddy grades higher!!!
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