alrite? ok?

to yan, kahying, sushi, mandy who tagged me to show that you cared, i suppose i am alrite. please don't force me to say i am ok as appearantly i arent'.. theres just far too much things happening and its beyond my control.. but i believe soon, i'll be ok. =)

Such Irony.

dun think so much on whether our gang will separate or anot.
treasure now, and as for the future, well… i can’t predict what will happened.

this very someone who said this to me before is saying it to someone else. the reassurance that he gave me last time did not come true: look at what the situation is now.

i am not being nasty or "zek ark" but i wish this person best of luck on this statement. i hope it comes true for you.

Setoh Yifeng.

chatting with Jake Sato on msn.

suddenly, i thought of kfc.

the last time i had it was with him and ah lau one fine saturday when we book out after a re-sitest. an impromptu decision to makan there while we are on the bus back from sft.

think this is the first time we actually had a proper talk since pop. miss those days man.

bluff.

stop bluffing me. stop lying to me. its ok. just let me know the truth.. the truth that is. i am left out.

am i not your friend? had i not done enough? had i not been there for you all?

why am i left out, over and over again?


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nothing hurts than having your friend lying to you. i don't know.. i'll just...