Dear Blog.

and i realised that i had not been here ranting about my boring life for more than four months.

my life, has been taken over by work, school, and mere trying to survive.

just this month, life has been much of a roller coaster. the ex-boss, milton, passed away due to leukemia. to think that we were still celebrating his 100th day recovery some where in june/july. what is life, sometimes we might question. but well, i've also realised that the usual 'chao kuan' human nature that everyone possesses, will make us think of what we have, be thankful, and cherish everything. BUT, just for a while. before you know it people will start all over again to take things for granted and the cycle continues, until (sadly) another star has fallen from the sky.

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and while i was away for study leave, undesirable stuff happened at work. im not saying that i am totally indispensible, and that everything has to go through me. but well, doesnt it makes sense that if its stuff concerning me and that they are stuff that i had been doing, wouldnt it make more sense if my inputs were seeked? i think some times, my (limited) experience might be useful yea?

also, i don't think i should be carrying your loads simply cos you 'are overwhelmed'. i mean, comm'on who isn't? you think you're paid to just enjoy life? think about it. who else isn't as busy? and what about those unemployed who needed a job so badly?

but that aside, who would have cared? we're just some lowly support staff. everyone was kao pehing on how tired/tied down they are, but had anyone thought of those that were behind supporting them? the reason why the support staff are losing the motivation to work harder is simply cos, we are treated like shit. period.

thanks for listening to my wordy vomit. haven't been typing such long text since twitter has taken over a larger part of my life (with the arrival of a smartphone and dataplan).

OH, i forgot about the amount of stuff i wrote while working. BLEAHZ~!