> now playing: jay chou - dao dai <

home from work.. surprisingly not that tired.. haa.. anw its day 4 at OG Albert.. also da last day.. only 4 of us at weagon.. compared to the week ends 9 of us.. haa alot of diff rite? since only me, siqi, waileong and zi yuan, then we all talked lo.. haa. jus when i am on the track with them liao, then seperating. sighs. life is always like that. sianz. but will meet them again de la.. haa..

i will miss the people there.
i will miss the talks we had.
i will miss the ba chor mee.. with fried wanton and chicken chop.
i will miss punch card time. (thou always forget to)
i will miss OG albert!

and off i go.. to the next stop: changi airport.

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anw, today had the first written ica this sem.. CustBehavior... think i can pass ba.. cos most of the answer i can do.. either i noe or i jus chunk in something and got it right.. haha.. lucky leh..

oh before i forgot to blog about last nite.. went to meet up with the PEICAI people.. gathering! cos yizhi back on vocation from Canada.. therefore it is organised by him. and since its not me organising, didnt noe who was going.. went with chee wei.. at first i is cant go one.. cos work.. then sudden no need work. tot of staying home to study for ica but luckily i didnt! went with chee wei.. then on the escalator sudden someone called us.. its emma!! so shock and surprise.. haha.. very thrilling and ci ji.. cos i don't know who is going.. at all.. love this kind of feeling! full of mystery and surprise.. anw, alot of us went! the peeps got yizhi, me, huishan, cheewei, des, ross, emma, thiong ming, ms kang, ming chuan, edwin, shandy, yuto, derrick, zaiquan, xinghui, ronald. grand event k.. lol.. since we graduated 3 yrs ago havent got a gathering with such complete people.. haa.. ate at swenson while we all talked.. bout the old times.. the teachers.. others in class.. our "good behaviors".. how our hair was washed and ankle socks caught.. how we do maths corrections for each other, chinese essays, squating when we forget calculators, detention and all! seems like just yesterday but its already years.. wa! old liao. haa.

it is great to see all of them.. especially peeps like yizhi, edwin, mingchuan etc.. havent seen them for like 3 years? gatherings are a good time to connect back with each other.. thou last time we may not be close, its certainly wont be a barrier now. like wat yizhi said, brotherhood like that is only in sec school.. which i agree.. suffer together, play together, happy together, sad together. i think further down in my road of life, this kind of friendship will not appear liao.. cos there wont be time like the past. now, "friends" calculate when they befriend you. last time no one lor. like edwin, last time we also not close, but now he still can motivate me for study and life. cos of the old time friendship.

however, i believe life still have hopes. there will still be good people. =)

edit:
today ba zang day also leh.. haha.. everyone got eat ba zang not? i had mine! those we made ourselves... yummy!!

> now playing: nil <

specially for our dear miss carrie huang...

hp ≠ Hewlett-Packard only can!

haha.. she tot i was refering to some printer or what when i asked her bout it last nite.. but actually i was only asking her something bout HANDPHONES lo... haa!!!

so sian! now in report writing lab..

> now playing: she - yi qi kai shi de lu cheng <

some pics kailing shared with me and zibin.. so cute!! the food! wonder if i will eat it if i got to see them.. maybe she bu de eat them can! haa..

> now playing: fan yi chen - love story <

and then i goes off.. lightly.. soundlessly..

jus like the way i entered your life.

off i go.. just like wind.. will you ever still remembers me?

once there a place in your life.. but no longer now..

> now playing: yang chen ling - ai mei <


四叶草代表的是得到幸福，快乐，健康。

我把我的幸福，快乐，健康送给了你，
但却不再看到你带着它。

可能你再也不需要我在你的世界了吧？

你要快乐。

你要幸福。

因为这是我的期望。

> now playing: yang chen ling - zuo bian <

warauz.. i forget to punch card at the cashier when i return from lunch today.. but then nora says as long as i got punch at security there then ok liao. sighs, later they dun want to pay me for the hours then i cry no tears leh.. haha..

anw today's time passed alot faster.. me and charmaine was like talk and talk and talk whole morn.. then after lunch wai long and jasmine (the 17 yo girl in the prev post) came.. and me and charmaine and jasmine crapped the rest of the days of can.. and then jasmine was talking racist jokes.. not noeing some indians are behind us.. arrggh... i think they heard us.. lol!!

and there is smuggling of sweets in and all sorts. generally today is a better day! gotta work for tues and wed.. and after that i will not be at OG Albert anymore. sighs.. also good la.. here the punch card system so ma fan.. haha.. but i will miss the good food and some of the nice people here!

> now playing: tank - wo men xiao shi hou <

was home.. second day.. and its slightly better! peeps are more friendly.. people i have not seen before is on shift today.. and nice people! wai long (hope i spell it correctly) has been very friendly and talking to me.. guiding me on the way and roughly explained to me wad the code numbers meaned.. *no one did that yet* nice guy! and then this girl called charmaine (also hope the spelling is correct) talks to me now and then and very friendly. haa! and then got this one more girl, who is so astonished i am 19. she keeps insisting i am only 17 like her! haa~~! but then i fotgot to ask wats her name. bahz!

i still dunno wad are the days i am working next week yet.. sighs.. all due to my bad memories la.. joshua told me but i forgot.. and no hp in OG so i got no place to record it.. anw, working in OG means u surrender ur hp and wallet and all electronics devices at the security. and when u work, tap cards at 2 places. same when u go lunch, back, and go home. ma fan rite? punch card still 2 times.. one at cashier one at level 3 security.. yest first day dat time, when i have to go for lunch, i suddenly for get is level 2 or 3 is the security at lo! and so malu, have to ask the other promoter aunties over there la.. lol.. but today i remembered liao lo.. today also got told off by the OG supervisor cos i am 5 min late.. missed the bus laa! tml must earlier.. lol..

awe.. jus home from first day of work.. whole body pain.. cos stand whole day.. haa.. no seat AT ALL except lunch one hr. siao lor lol.

the peeps are.. erm.. "OK" lor.. haha.. all i can say is they are not very friendly la.. maybe cos its the first day, but it really arent nice to bully the "new bird" in the group.. haa! they really openly say one lor..

"haha newbie is like that one la"
"haa i think he is working for the first time. u think he how old ar? 16? 17?"

ok la.. not that bad.. people thinks that i am a yr or two younger.. haa! but nonetheless the people at counter is much more friendly. nora they all.. when i am stationed there they still got tok to me and tell me jokes.. haha.. good good.. this time i managed an image as one who talks little.. lol!

today hao, qq and darren also came to visit.. nice of them k! and also met xuelian there.. lol.. so.. all the best for my next few days there before i get transferred to changi airport outlet~!

from mr yip zi bin:

i dunnnnnnnnnnnn like classical.

a lot of things pissing me off.

樂? gone. definitely.

awwee.. dun be as frustrated.. i noe its cos u dun get to see my since classical started.. =P

> now playing: zhang zhi cheng - kuai le <

a song i like a lot! then coincidently jus now i was still waiting for a nice song to be played for inspiration to blog.. then ser ser suggested this song to me.. meaningful lyrics and motivational!

你是你自己的作者

何必寫那麼難演的劇本

別怪話說的太多了

我只是不要你不快樂

被愛　應該是幸福的

去愛　沒有想像的愚蠢

相愛　可以非常地單純

因為愛全是與生俱來的

> now playing: hong jun yan - guardian angel <

today theres supposed to be the final episode for meng ping tu one.. but i didnt watch. haa! to think i have been catching it since start. but as it proceeds to the end i dun really like it laa. lynn (by kelly) died in the end. tot she could survive after the cancer treatment leh. then Aj (by junyang) actually accepted the father's mistress and their son to this home! ridiculars. noe all these thru the i weekly. maybe later in the night i may catch the repeat.. MAYBE...

anw was just home not long ago.. the night class again.. every thurs.. but today yh came and sat with me.. and then after that we also go and find yy.. and we 3 walked home tog! a long long time since we last do.. brought back memories.. hehe.. days that have passed are always the nicest.. if only.. we can go back to last times.. haa.. but thats impossible..

so.. tml is going to be my first day working.. kinda nervous thou.. but i think i can still brave thru it! haa..

*ps* i am still traumetised by THAT conversation last nite.. haa!

> now playing：zhang hui mei - wo yao kuai le <

有人說
兩條平行的線很悲哀
因爲永遠只能互相遙望

其實
兩條平行的線很幸福
儘管無法接近
但亦不曾遠離
不像兩條相交的線

有過一個交點
便漸行漸遠

>now playing: zhang hui mei - ren zhen<

i have stopped believing.. for there is no more reason for me to believe in you anymore..

>now playing: zhou hui - bu xiang rang ni zhi dao<

its outing dae.. went to watch the da vinci code.. with mabel.. nice show! thou the plot abit too absurd lar.. offsprings of jesus?! but nonetheless.. its jus a film for entertainment.. so look at it from entertainment point of view!


i give it..

and after the show, we went to pepper lunch! have been wanting to go since the last time i went with yy and jc they all..


and i ordered the same old dish..

pepper beef rice!

yummy.. nice.. after that we went to get some ice creams..

thanks to mabel for the treat! and the wonderful outing.. lets dun care the someone who didnt come.. its his lost.. haa!

[.*¨«Öº®ìgíñä£*º°·Smile~°· ©¨*.] - you will NEVER know the truth behind my smile says:

anyway

the mr kho wee leong kelvin in my eyes is not a failure. =)

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thanks mr yip zi bin.. u brighten up my dark nite.. and also thanks to xiu for talking to me!!!

xiu says:

u nOe actually u appear to b a happy-go-lucky type o person, do u nOe that? but if like knOw u, talk to u.. u r quite (- )ive abt tings..

dun worry too much abt tings ba.. take tings one step @ a tiMe.. dun think so much, dun think too far..


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feeling very vexed.. frustrated.. i got no reason for it.. maybe i jus feel stressful ba.. sighs.. life's hard and everyone gotta accept it!

"will you hold on.. to my hand.. forever?"

i love this pic alot. although abit off focus, it give jus sets the right feeling.. and of cos i took this pic! heehee.. not going to enclose who are the main leads..

so.. jus enjoy this wonderful pic i took! if u like, can send to your stead too.. tell them to hold on to your hand too.. haha..

i am finally being employed again.. no more unemployment.. no more boring days cos of no money.



yays!

like so nervous can! i think it has been years since i went for an interview.. thou i work quite a few jobs before, most of them is either my relative's shop (therefore no interview), friend recommand, or some don't even need interviews (distribute flyers interview for wad? haa).. i think the last time i interview is before i came into poly.. interview for the job at NTUC.. haa.. donkey years ago..

anw, hao and me went to the office after sch today.. yea.. pulled him along.. cos got good job lobang we share.. haha.. then waited for the interview by the HR dept people.. i think they are pretty busy cos the interview is a fast game. hao first followed by me. and we think we got the job.. haa.. and one thing, the HR person say that i am too soft spoken.. HA HA!

ahya all cos of me la.. usual time talk loud too used to it liao.. then suddenly i tot interview should lower the volume abit.. then lower too much.. haa! but anw, its going to be a new learning experience for me, and i will learn more more things! how to serve cust, how to promote etc etc. lol..

wish me luck!
wish hao luck!

talking bout the primary school gathering some times back, had this discussion on marriage.

well, we were just counting.. the years to come. now they (those girls from JC not going to army) are going into Uni soon.. and nex yr i am going into the army.. three years later, when i ord, they grad. IF i get into a Uni.. they would have already grad when i enrol in.. then when i grad rite, they might have been married and with kids already..

kel: ahya.. nex time rite.. wanna call u all out, u all will say "cant la.. i have to take care of kids". guys may say "have to acc wife cos she giving birth".

this started to make us all panic, cos it jus says how fast time passes.. haaa..

and for numerous times, the topic on getting married came out a few times. well, i think these are the topics when u start to get level up in the age aspects.. haha..

and so its sunday nite again.. only week 3 and i have 2 ica already. one already passed up last tues and the second one on this coming tues.. Proposal Writing!

luckily i have finished it.. to my own surprise too for being quite fast.. haa.. however the late nights i spent on it is also not easy k.. i do till 3.30am on thurs and fri do whole day.. sat i also do till evening.. anw i hate icas.. cos it means i will always have trouble finding time to go out.. hehe..

well, i have decided that i am going to levi's to interview tml. a long decision making process and i finally decided to give it a try to see if i can have a good juggle between work, school and home. hee.. wish me luck!

rice dumpling day coming.. and its time to make those yummy rice dumpling again! some pics..

its ma creation!! my production!! hehe..

the ingredients: mushrooms, meat, glutinous rice and chestnut.

its cooking.. in the pot..

and the final product~!

first some rice

some meat

mushrooms

and tie it on the rafia! off it goes to the pot!

*a joint prodution of cousin, aunt, mum and me =)