so bored.. today's time passed extremely slow.. i think its cos of the holiday tml... jus now felt cold and hungry.. and eve say like i am in hell.. hahaa.. so i went to get a friend rice from cheers lo.. sian later dinner no appetite then die.. mum going to skin me alive. haha

happy deepavali!!

the same old question is back again...

again i asked myself whether i have personality problems.. so much so that i cant mix ard with pple normally.. people cant get me involved in their activities.. i cant break into their cliques.. i can say i let go all these liao.. dun really feel angry or wad.. but who wun be sad? i mean a tiny little bit is for sure la.. imagine the whole group pple go out but i am not called to go.. but its realli ok.. like i say.. the society is very realistic and cruel one.. anyway nowadays i can handle these problems more better liao.. so dun worry shan and herry!~

today is the second day i am on time... in this 11 days... hhaha.. and rena wore her sec school uniform here! she said its halloween... haha crazy gal... but its fun to have this kinda activities la.. she is wearing malay costume on wed.. so enthu hor haha.. for me is too sian no one company.. otherwise i wud do so too...

i realli feel very sux.. i realli hoped to have someone to talk to.. but too bad i dun have friends who live near me and willing to come out in the middle of the nite to talk to me.. sigh.. maybe i realli have personality problems..

i was just wondering why i cant find so many pple on fri nite... so it turned out to be everyone is at ur party.. haha..

happy belated birthday chang da~

Quote of the day:

"Jokes are exaggerated truths"

saw it on today's urban.. how true.. isnt it? it said by rowan atkinson, the guy who acted as mr bean..

the rope snapped. our rope snapped.

but no one wants to savage it. i cant be the one doing it that often. get it? not that i want to let go. i am just tired.

cya. tep very boring..

Oh my gosh~!!

I happen to browse thru zaobao.com and i saw this taiwan article that reveals the real face of Ocean Ou!!!

He is fat! and like ser ser said.. married with 2 kids..

total not the way i tot he wud b luking like... i tot at least not handsome also quite young.. but anyway i will still support him la.. his voice good...

If u r curious u might want to go here -> http://stars.zaobao.com/pages2/ocean051014.html

took some nice pics at IBRC..

HAHA!

it feels so funny to c some1 talk bout betraying of trust.. in the first place think lor.. have u not betrayed anyone's trust? really?

actually i just cant b bothered.. jus feel ridiculous. lolz...

Fun personality test! courtesy of http://haleonline.com/psychtest/ from amanda's blog..

You're an ISFP

ISFP
You're gentle and compassionate...open and flexible...considerate of others and do not for views and opinions on them. Often focus on meeting others needs...pleasant, quiet and kind....at their best ensuring others well-being. Caring and sensitive....modest and reserved..
OK...you enjoy subjects that relate to helping and knowing about people... art ... computers and history classes if these classes are taught with an applied, sensible approach.. and if objectives relate directly to everyday lives....
You're somewhat artistic, aren't you? You could probably post a great poem on the Storm Palace, huh? You dislike structure, because it takes away from your spontaneity and freedom. You like leisure, and seek it out. You savor it...probably say "stop and smell the roses"...You have a personal and humorous approach that is unique...
Patient and flexible..easy to get along with and no need to dominate others. You don't need to lead, and are a loyal follower...good team members... You're trusting and understanding...
Love to you is utter devotion and loyalty... when you first fall in love, you may feel consumed by it...."falling in love with love" ...focus on the romance of it all..you are constantly nourishing the relationship... When scorned, you probably retreat and repeatedly analyze the situation internally....When you let go finally, you can be more assertive again...
You organize things according to their personal and humanistic values. You like a work setting that contains cooperative people... leadership style involves personal loyalty as a means of motivating others... prefer team approach...likes to enjoy life...
Be careful of the following: you can lose out when you neglect your own needs. because you see others' needs so clearly, and because you're heavily motivated toward meeting others' needs, you may overlook your own requirements. You need to learn how to respect own needs more and to be assertive and direct with others in asking for their help and for time to take care of themselves.
You also lose out when you are afraid of conflict and mismanage it as a result. You take personal responsibility for conflicts and issues that in actuality belong to others. You become hurt and withdraw. Finally, you can lose out when you become self-critical, and do not appreciate your own accomplishments.

ISFP: "I Seek Fun & Pleasure"

one week into tep! has been surviving very well.. except the client project has left us quite unsure to do alot of things cos its the first time we are invoved in such things.. has been calling clients.. faxing letters to them..

also made some friends.. its pretty fun up here.. very different from classical lessons we have.. althou we "eat snake" alot.. haha

out of this 5 days.. wed is the only day i am ontime.. 10 mins early.. others all late.. sigh.. must improve this problem sia..

ok.. i still feel sad when i found out that some peeps went out and din call me...

T_T

second day of tep.. now in ardc room.. verys sian!!!

First day of a new term!!

now i am in the ardc room.. we just completed part of the assignment given to us. its pretty fun over here.. making new friends and sorts. its so sian! this morning the teacher is like talking and talking ntil i fall asleep.. then realli like lijuan say lidat lor slack slack slack..

anw, went over to visit terence at cheers too.. well all i can say is cheer up buddy.. u will get used to it.. hahaha..

ok.. this week quite ok la.. mon went to jb with ser ser, mingsiang, weihao, kang an and junxiong. bought some things and caught a movie "sky high". comedy like fantastic 4 and i dun think its shown in singapore yet. overall quite fun, but after that there is some arguements with my father, which developed into a major dispute last night.

wed there is the tep orientation. super bored and bo liao.

hope sch starts soon.. so that i can be more bz and there will be less nonsense in my life..

*why must my life be so shitty!

"it's strange how often things turn out for the best even when you think that nothing could make it right. sometimes it's not a matter of whether you can or cannot fix a situation. cuz very often you can't. in those times, it's just learning how to work around the problem."

super inspiring quote from bong's blog.. here to share..

home from the tep orientation.

not much emotions. sad to noe i cant go events cos i am quite interested in that..

saw someone. we were suppose to be best friends. but now i din even talk much to him. din even talk directly to him. i dun feel sad; angry; happy. no emotions at all. may be thats what some pple say when ur heart is already dead. all u feel is just meer someone you noe. so many things has happened in this short time frame of abt 1 and 1/2 yrs we have known each other.. and alot if things is always accumulated one.. whether is it anger, happiness.. maybe that time will be the last time u wud say i like to put words into ur mouth.

but i will still like to thank you for the happy memories.

maybe one day we can be good friends back.. i don't know.. like i say maybe..

SH says:
hey..
i really wanna talk but i've gotta study or i'm gonna waste my parent's money

so not him right? haha.. he's the kind like play play like me de.. peicai pple might noe hu i am toking..

jia you in australia! we will al jia you together.. friends no matter where u r..

so long liao! my com spoil so long liao so blogged less.. haha..

just spent 3 days without my hp cos i sent it for servicing.. so uncomfortable lol.. aniwae, a few days ago i went out with gary.. went to watch shen hua, which is a marvelous show thou i dun like the ending.. haha.. after that we went shopping ard before going to cartel for dinner.. yummy..

well.. school going to start soon.. i am so happy i can go back to sch from nex week onwards le.. this holiday alot of thing happened.. but now i dun want to tok about it anymore.. i duno if later i say liao pple might say i put words and things into their mouth.. wads the use? sometimes i feel when u want to say others.. pls c urself first.. if u want to say those things about me, its ok with me now le.. its not that i am petty, but i just dun want to put up a fake face in my life anymore.. its very tong ku..