You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

last time i saw someone's blog about friendster.. this person loves to surf people's friendster accounts.. but one day he saw that his buddy's account don't even has a foto of him.. not even a group one.. he is so disappointed..

yea this is more or less the story..

well that time i din really understood that feeling cos it has never occured to me.. but then now i more or less know how it felt.. hee.. not a good one.. but well..

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wah i jus saw serX2's i weekly and there is this comment from a reader that i bloody agree with.. haha.. anw its in chinese so encode to unicode if wanna see!

"《校园superstar》 让我不禁怀疑评审制度。XXX近期表现有一点退步，挑战快歌时，声音沙哑，整体表现差强人意。评判却以： 快歌不是她/他的强项， 继续给予高分。整体表现不错的，评审就吹毛求疵地挑剔他/她们出场时的小毛病。评判一再地替失水准的人找借口，而该鼓励的又不鼓励。是评判偏心，还是他们的观点太特别？”

bahz~! jus finished presentation for mmD! toopid flash... and the wrong person i present too.. din even really see my flash and all she do is frown when i am presenting.. all the way k! i am one of the first few to present liao still lidat.. cant imagine those at the back how.. cos my english too broken issit? dotz~

anyway i am damn happy how cos flash is finally over! already din sleep a few days to do it already.. and think it wastes my efforts lor.. sighsighs.. can pass can liao la i already dun ask for much more...

last nite went out makan with yy and yh. there i saw angel at bishan.. muahaha.. din see her long liao.. then after some talk went back to eating.. then silly yh go and topple the tray and it dropped on the floor!! so loud hor so malu.. muahhahha.. me and yy laugh till dunno how to paiseh.. haha..

last sat also went out for small makan for benben birthday.. and they ate at thai express while i didnt.. and after that its dessert at swensons!

so fast its week 5 liao.. nex week i will not be around cos of block leave and the week after next when i am back, its week 7. so freaking fast can!!! and my dear tep is ending soon.. so sad.. muahaha.. cherish.. wad the little is left now.. for it may be gone forever once it has passed.. =)

“the time must come to say goodbye, because nothing can live forever."

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has been seeing alot of meaningful phrases my friends use as their nick.. one such above is from a sec sch fren.. serser's is also nice..

"小花朝气蓬勃地生长，只为获得更美好的阳光；小时候的我也希望快点长大， 但现在的我只想回到过去。。。"

谁不想。。回到那单纯的过去。。无忧无虑，简简单单。。？


PS: encode to unicode to see the chinese words..

i think by now everyone around me would be freaked out by the word flash... haha.. all thanks to MMD ica.. personally i am very pek cek this morn cos there is alot of prob! eg. mask dun want to appear. words moves the wrong place. all sorts of nonsense. i nearly threw the com down from fsrc window. haha.. but again.. everyone is having the same old trouble.. so i shouldnt be so bothered.. haha.. must complete by this week cos its due on mon. summary and ps reports to be out soon cos its due after my block leave. project for fsrc. alot of stupid deadlines to meet!! sian.. but at the same time i find it quite challenging to run against time.. haha.. crazy me!!!

havent fall asleep in the bus till i miss a stop for a long time liao.. since tep starts havent yet.. but yesterday i missed the school stop and only woke up when the bus reaches amk interchange.. go home time also miss and today go home time again miss! sigh.. night night must sleep earlier wor.. i think i jus dun have enough sleep.. haha..

anw, mon was campus superstar.. so sian. very disappointed in who is eliminated. cos i think khim and yuyang is very good. for khim its very consistent that she sings well.. and for yuyang thou at first not really good, but i think he has improved alot!! since he sang feng i think he good liao lo.. but too bad he is out.. on the other hand i think that this round adriano and clara should be out.. clara i long long hope she is out liao cos i really think her voice weak lor.. and adriano.. at first i think he not bad too one.. but after that i feel he got abit pretentous.. abit act cute.. some of my friends think that his "cannot find the cam" look very cute.. but i am just wondering.. how come so many months of fliming liao.. still have so much difficulties to locate the machine EVERYTIME? but no doubt his singing is quite well la.. thou the last round i think he got try to cheat lor.. its suppose to be wu qu=u dance. but i see him like jump here jump there only.. not dancing.. well jus opinions la.. so ser ser weiling and shaune please dun be angry k? haha..

actually i dun really like this kinda shows.. cos think its not really fair la.. those really can sing ones out.. so far those i support their singing are khim, kenneth, yuyang, yvonne and one of the twins but i scared quote the wrong name so dun say which one. haha. i think kenneth most ke xi one lor so early out.. i think the revival he did well too.. but like i say too bad! but mum likes him too.. haha.. so maybe nex time you yuan he can sing for people again la! haha..

i got my grades for msc yesterday.. wad can i say.. quite disappointed ba..

cos i think all of us shd have a guage how much effort we have put in in everything we all do.. and thru my personal guage, i think i MAY get something a bit higher ba.. but the fact turns out to be otherwise..

i am not bothered by the grade. i am not sad. ok with it.. cos i think everyone thinks a diff way.. wad i think i did alot may be otherwise to others. so now, i think i have done what i think is correct ba.. i think i have did my personally best.. and i will look into the comments on my and change to a better person! *sounds quite complicated*

in short, i accept the comments on me and i will change for a better me!

so sad.. cos 2 days ago i made some one angry. and that person doesnt want to talk to me now.. wad to do wad to do??? yuan liang wo ba.. dun think he will see this post cos dun think he sees my blog.. haha.. but truely apologetic..

i think i am having big problems recently

i cant find the meaning of me being around
i keep on having this feeling that i am lost.. cant find my way ard in life

i cant find the recognition of my self that i need to have the confidence
cant find wad makes me worth to be around...

did alot of things. but nothing seems right.

very tired.. wad if.. we can stay at the yesterdays that we so longed to.. where nothing really goes wrong..

wad if..