On a monday.

don't need to wonder why i am blogging on a monday. i am sick. haa!!! got food poisoning so there is a 2 day mc which means i can book in only tonight. that also means that i would have one more night's rest at home. hais. rest is so badly needed but not there all the time.

coming weekends will be bad as i will continue to book out late as i failed my ippt. still a zero fighter!!! dare not hope for much just hope that i can at least PASS my ippt when i book out. SOC can pass then forget it le. i just couldn't get over the first obstacle which is the low wall that is not low at all.

days inside is frustrating and demoralising. being a zero fighter and physically so unfit does not help at all. i just hope that endure will help me past this 3 months fast.