death.

has been thinking, what if i were to die suddenly one day? like suddenly.

not say i am paranoid becos everyone will eventually die la. but i have just been pondering this thing for a long long time.

have i lived with no regrets? done everything with my max and fullest effort?
what will happen to my parents? friends?

what will people who have been pushing away my request for gatherings feel?
what will people who have been excluding me in gatherings feel?
what will people who do not reply sms and missed calls feel?
what will people who pangseh me feel?
what will people who like me feel?
what will people who hates me feel?