in the end,

i still had to seek help in the end, even though i really didn't wanted. it wasn't easy to open mouth on that kind of topic..

but i dun wanna the folks to see the pit bottom account and start worrying, i chose to seek help from the trusted friend. am really thankful to him..

today, i confirmed my job and i will start work the week i ord. i hope things will start to pick up from there..



jingyao, you're the best. =D

quoted: jingyao.

rushing. by shanonaut.

Many things are revolving around me, but I am just trying to act ignorant, or maybe I am just taking it at a positive strike.

Laughter, is just one emotion where it helps to cover up certain things.
Smiles, is just one emotion to stop people from probing you with questions.

Then how about the emotion, sad?

When I was standing still at Outrum Station Platform, looking at the flow of people taking the escalator, the feeling is like, time is never waiting, people is never stopping, out of how many people that pass by you is a friend of yours.

but

in N years time from now................

movie marathon.

impromptu is the magic word to lots of fun, when a two men dinner turns into a three men one. the fish and chips at amk is just great, finally satisfied my craving for so many days.. haha.

was supposed to meet up with ray for movie, and asked zhihong to come too and included a dinner gathering at amk.. first movie was scandal makers, requested by ray, but also a movie which i had wanted to see too.


didn't really liked the starting part- find the daughter too irritating by just dashing in to the father's life and expect things to go by her way. but overall the whole show is a warm themed one and the songs in it are so nice. cha tae-hyun also did a good job in protraying the father, who has a daughter and grandson out of sudden. a very different side of him from my sassy girl!


after the movie, the trio felt that its just still early at 9 la.. and so they decided to go for another movie! physco-ed them to watch the proposal, which is just real good! laughed to tears at so many parts, and also loved the sarcastic language both the leads used intensively.

its my first movie marathon, and i think it will definitely not be the last. the feeling of watching the films you want at one go is definitely shiok. the next time, we must include jingyao! talk cock sessions are never the same without him.

feeling emotional.

是否長久以來太過壓抑的不滿、不快、不安，釀成今日的叛逆，繼而演變成變相的報復？





突然覺得自己好可怕。。

等得到下一个天亮吗？

must watch.

have been anticipating it since seeing the trailer while watching angel and demon with mabel. and now its showing!


who wanna be my khaki to watch it? haha..

Jinxed.

and my hp died on me.

yes, i know i just posted on the previous post that i got a new phone. the new camera ord phone meant for my civilian life. and now just 3 weeks into using it, it died on me!

no screen, no sound, NOTHING!

i am so damn sad. i will send it for repair tmr and find out whats wrong.. :'(

tick tock. tick tock.

can time pass faster please? fast forward to the 14th of september, where i can finally hang that blardy green uniform deep in the cabinet and not wear it soon in the near future!

upgrade.

cos i always feel.. that my vision is too narrow, too shallow, and i don't look far enough.

once again i feel it, while talking to the peeps back at ex co. i can't compare myself to their kids, different up-bringing and environment and background. but i can only do my best to make myself stand out in my own situation lor.

i must upgrade myself! get myself prepared to be back into the work force!

randomz.

Mew-

If you love someone, can you bear losing that person? But can you live without loving anyone at all? What about the rest of your life?

Movie on national day.

June to mum- "sometimes you make a wrong choice out of love, but that’s better than not doing anything for love at all."