in the end,

i still had to seek help in the end, even though i really didn't wanted. it wasn't easy to open mouth on that kind of topic..

but i dun wanna the folks to see the pit bottom account and start worrying, i chose to seek help from the trusted friend. am really thankful to him..

today, i confirmed my job and i will start work the week i ord. i hope things will start to pick up from there..



jingyao, you're the best. =D