i haven't been blogging seriously for a long long time. the thing is i have been writing quite alot at work and it really made me realised how bad my writing is, kinda demoralized me and lost all the 'feel' to write..
and the blunders at the events aren't helping. Singa says i should give myself more time cos i am still new and learning, i really hope i can learn fast enough to make my existence a help and not a nuisance. that kinda of feeling is so sianz.
iap + festival starting next week, and its actually something i am quite 期待-ing. other than the meetings which i am afraid i will fall asleep, the exhibitions and parties will definitely be fun!
things aren't going quite well recently.. lots of low vibes.. can the better days come faster? :(