Entrepreneurship Presentation this morn!
1st time wearing a blazer to present la.. cos rena says everyone also wear..

sick... very sick! this morn at the presentation is like giddy la.. and running a high fever with who body aching.. and so i missed the last friework display tonite! this year one all 4 i didnt get to see la.. nex yr have to go lol..

anw, i have this feeling that i am cursed by nyp.. all the exams that i had here.. i would fall sick... bahz! have to go pray pray liao..

today is the finals of the entrepeunership competition!! glad we are in the finals.. the last one out of the 4 teams NYP sent.. i felt that i really learnt alot thru this event!!

herry, its ok we didnt win any cash.. but the fact we have gone this far is enough for us to learn alot!!!

we had a mini celebration after that.. jus a mini one.. and everyone is happy.. =)

*****

rejected.
rejected.
rejected.


i feel so dejected..

it was something the three of us used to do. but now no one can come... sighs.. issit the medicines that making me so emo?

*****

the curse wouldnt go away! exam next week and i am seriously sick again. cough plus fever plus backache.

shits/

i just hate things to come this way. its disrupting all my study plans! and tmr's entre day.. i really hope i dun drag my team mates down!

*****

but does anyone care?

no one even asked.

Happy National Day~~!!!!!

haa.. ok one day lag.. cos yest too busy!!!

first time i gotta work on public holiday. bahs! but its ok.. cos the pay is 1.5times.. haa! after that i went to bedok to meet mabel.. and we went for dinner before heading to kallang to see the fireworks! no luck no tic, so we had to camp out side stadium to wait lo.. lucky my fone got radio and we can listen to live coverage from tv mobile.. muahaahaa!!

lots of grumbling and complaints cos we cant stand at where we want.. first time we celebrate ndp with so many bangladesh and PRCs.. lol! the fireworks is great...

later in the night i headed down to downtown east for the family chalet..

its a fully packed day right from 4am! but its also a day well spent.. after these celebrations its really time to start studying for exam liao lo!

graffiti art we saw on our walk to stadium..

beautiful sun set!

flag fly past..

the fireworks!

每当cd唱机播到“枫”这首歌时，cd总会跳针。

这是否预言了什么？

我们的友情是否会像这首歌一样,需要我们狠心按下停止的按钮，一切才能继续？

我不想。
我不要。

你还会是我开心的理由吗？

the 新加坡第一天团。
i think they deserve to win!
fwahaha.. glad they win laa..

even thou people has been saying their patterns have been the same, does it really matter if we really likes it? even jay chou has been the same for years.

J3 is very ke xi to lose.. they sang well!

everything has jus been...

forsaken.




i am left here all alone.

posting the pictures for today...


Lunch at RP.. steak and masala thosai!


I drew this!


Our company: Rena.co
Our CEO: Rena Koh
it rhymes!


me and KA


the serious hardworking us

and some pics from this weeks presentations..


with wend and faezah!


zb and me.


with debbie...


with jess QIU YAN..


with amanda..


with dise..


with rena..


mc, kel, herry - crazy shot


mc, kel, herry - decent shot

Life sarks! problems came one after another.

first its those damned ICAs. just as most of them are cleared, the people caused more probs. its not helping in any way to make my foul mood better.

and cos of the ICAs, there has to be sleepless nights to complete them.. for the past 5 day I slept less that 3 hours everyday!!!!! grrhh.. grouchy.. haa!

went to RP today for the entrepreneurship competition.. and we got to the next round la! haa! not bad bot bad. this round got 4 team can proceed to next round.. out of which 3 is from NYP. and so tml morn it will be another journey to the west la...

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screw my itchy hand.

while at the competition today, was wanting to take some pic but the phone memory is full. i wonder if its the lack of sleep or what ever reason, i go and del some pics. in the end got one pic that i like a lot, i delete it. havent backup in com yet!!! aaggrrhh!!! angry.

rena is right.. shd have del the songs first.. cos songs can reload again while pics cant be retaken.. sighs.. so ke xi.. well it jus make what i have been saying this few days true!

kel's quote..

once you miss out on something.. it will never ever come back.
just like the bus that has go off..

it will not stop once it has left the station.
it will not stop no matter how hard you chase after it.

herry and jess's one year anniversary!!!!

my bestest friend.. i hope two of you will always be blessed with happiness lo.. =)

unlimited supply can! haha..

more anniversaries to come!


PS: this post is specially dedicated to them.. with my most sincere well wishes!

them and the extra me.. haa.. *my hair is ugly!!!

finally.


RW Ica
Entre Ica
out.

whats left are
CCMgt which will end tml.
PS on monday.
ED Day next sat.


did i miss out on any?

-heaving a sigh of relieve.. i am jus mentally and physically drained thoroughly.. xiu says i need a break. a rest. i say i not fated for that cos i got pangseh-ed today.. haha.

彻底的了解，到底何谓“四面楚歌”。
彷徨无助，却求助无门。。

而他終於明白，
為什麼世上沒有無怨無悔的情愛。

因為沒有人擔當得起。

为什么

你跟我说话的语气会那么冷淡？

是还在怪我吗？

我们是朋友。。但为什么现在只剩下冷冷的感觉？


灯光也暗了 音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了 人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了

电话响起了 你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了 是你变了

灯光熄灭了 音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了 人是不快乐

我的心真的受伤了

~张学友 我真的受伤了

thank god amanda is here to gossip with me. it helped me alot! i am like feeling 10% better le!

we talked alot.. bout disgusting people with different faces.. how other people treat us.. how love and friendships failed us again and again.

and zb is here to tok to me too! u 2 helped alot today.. really.. and i appreciate it from my heart... i really do.. =)

problems all ard!!! i am so vexed i am so vexed i am so vexed!!!

i have people angry of me ( i dunno y )
i have tonnes of projs pending ( and i dunno where to start )

damns.. i feel like i am collapsing le..

"Stacey and her best friend, Fran, stopped talking after a fight about how to divvy up the bill in a restaurant. The two friends had gone out for a Moroccan food. Stacey had ordered the special: barbecued lamb over couscous. Fran had a bowl of lentil soup and some flatbread. Over the dinner, they each had a glass of red wine and enjoyed the belly dancing. They caught up on each other's lives, at one point, laughing out so hard over Fran's antics at work that they cried. It was what they loved most about each other -- how easy it was to laugh loudly when they were together.

After dinner, Stacey ordered dessert, and Fran declined. Both enjoyed the mint tea traditionally served at the end of the meal. A tall, turbaned waiter stood at his full height and poured the steaming sweet tea into the tall glasses on the table -- from three feet above. They watched, delighted, at his casual, practised aim. It was a perfect end to a wonderful dinner.

When the bill arrived, Stacey assumed they would split the bill evenly. Fran pulled out a pencil and started to calculate what each of them had spent. The two women fought about it. Finally, so as not to create a scene, Fran paid the half but left the restaurant, fuming.

Afterward, Fran refused to pick up Stacey's calls. Stacey stomped around, feeling hurt, perplexed and angry.

"At first, i couldn't believe how ridiculous Fran was being. Why was she making such a big deal about how we split the bill? i couldn't believe she'd be willing to throw away our whole friendship over such a petty thing. But as time went by, i began to wonder if maybe something was going on. By the time i ran into our mutual friend, Petrina, i was ready to listen. Petrina reminded me that i come from a family that is well-off and that money has never been an issue to me. Then she reminded me of Fran's situation: She was a single mother who've gone back to college, and money was really tight for her. When i heard Petrina says that, the whole picture suddenly became clear. i thought about all the times Fran wanted to eat at home when i insisted on eating out, all the times she lobbied for an inexpensive place when i pushed for something fancier. i thought how embarrassing that must have been for Fran and how hard it might have been for her to bring it up. The more i looked at my own behaviour, the more i was faced with my own insensitivity."

Is it humbling to accept the fact that our own stubbornness, selfishness or lack of awareness has contributed to the loss of a relationship we once held so dear? "

~ quoted from minzhen, and it send me thinking again..

> now playing: hong jun yang - nan dao <

waa! excited day! cos we went to jun yang's concert at sch.. a big group of us! with ser ser, jess, minzhen, kl and zb, lijia, shaune, yan lee, wei ling, adelene, rena, jieying and a few more. his singing is great! no off pitch lo.. not like us normal people go k box still off pitch haa. anw, there is this game segment. where he came down to the audience and ask qns and give away posters. and the last qns, he came to where we were. and stopped jus 50 cm away from me.

and the host, cruz said: whose shoe is the same color as jy will ans a qns. and its shaune! haa! we were all quite shocked cos din expect its one of us! and shaune was so shocked and shaking voice when she answer.. haa.. and she got a autographed poster! lucky her! a fun event..

after that, the phui! family went to have a mini outing and soon mz and ser ser went off.. cos mz forgot she got tuition.. haa.. and so its left me and da couple to walk walk ard lo.. and then we saw mckenzie at long john.. while makaning, so coincident. we walked ard several shops and talked alot.. after which we were all so tired la.. and all 3 slept like pigs on the train.

who the fcuk u think you are?

if u wanna be the leader, please act like one. by jus talking and emailing like one is of no use. cos even i noe how to do that too!

no more last min work anymore.

no more nonsense anymore.

thanks to YOU i have no peace over the last week end. not enough sleep. not enough time to do any other thing.

today need to submit de ica, no news until i asked about on fri. and got no reply somemore. IF THATS THE WAY YOU ARE, THATS THE WAY I AM TOO! I JUS FCUKING PISSED WITH YOU. CAN? HAPPY? SORRY IF YOU ARE NOT.. COS ITS JUST ME.. =)

no sleep, rush work, and in the end still being grumbled. its not as if i dont do anything. but see the time and resources given. to think that i can still chunk out the info.

please.. hope that i can control myself... and dun explode.. cos i can sense i am going to.. !!!!!

Generally, everyone changed more or less.
We met up but things will never be the same again.
Every one is living their own lives, walking their own paths and exploring their adulthoods.
Our lives once interconnected but it doesn’t seem so anymore…
There is such a Chinese saying, “天底下，没有不散的宴席”.
There’s no banquet that do not end in this world.

~copyright dickson chew

在我眼里你永远最美
连你一个微笑也都会让我醉
你所谓的幸福我想给
以为手不放开就是痴心绝对
太愚昧
难道
笑容没了 距离有了 快乐也走了
还是真心死了 彼此不信任了
终於懂了真的

很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的
很想说你是否听见了
很想说你真的忘记了

爱了就有坚持理由
别说我会留在路口
不会走
爱你会直到最後

很想说我们可不可以 复合

~李圣杰 - 很想说