Change is the only constant.

世事无绝对，有一些东西也不是永远的。

就比如说：一个等你的人。

get lost please.

grow up and get a life.

challenging me just because i have pointed out what are the things you have not been doing right? trying to scare me by calling outside "enforcements" in front of me?

you tactics are already wearing out my patience. not getting into a further argument with you does not mean i am scared or what. rather, i just cant be bothered anymore.


stop acting like a primary school kid.

boo!

shiate. i have a pes review coming up in two week's time. whats going to happen? up pes again and start to do all those shit all over again, but now at a brand new environment? or stay with my easy life i am having how? wish me good luck.

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damn sian. has not been able to watch 17 again yesterday and today! i am on the verge of dropping this show from my watch list cos it just seem that i am not fated with this show. we shall see.

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i want my ice cream from that shop at shaw tower!!! my rum and raisin with one month aged raisins!!! D=

叶子飞走了..

i was listening to 933 and just before i was about to turn in for the night, i heard d news that 阿桑, the singer of one of my fav song, 叶子, has passed away this morning due to breast cancer.

Yahoo.com.tw news

life is damn unexpected. goodbyes is due to come anytime, whether or not you are prepared!

cherish.



葉子 是不會飛翔的翅膀
翅膀 是落在天上的葉子
天堂 原來應該不是妄想
只是我早已經遺忘
當初怎麼開始飛翔

孤單 是一個人的狂歡
狂歡 是一群人的孤單
愛情 原來的開始是陪伴
但我也漸漸地遺忘
當時是怎樣有人陪伴

我一個人吃飯 旅行 到處走走停停
也一個人看書 寫信 自己對話談心
只是心又飄到了哪裡
就連自己看也看不清
我想我不僅僅是失去你

葉子 是不會飛翔的翅膀
翅膀 是落在天上的葉子

just cui.

not very nice hor.


i feel very squeeze dried. all the rubbish being thrown to me and i am supposed to "hop" all of them.

nevermind, just remember,

ORD IN 5 MONTHS TIME!!!

My apple martini.

happy birthday mich! time flies.. i find that recent years, the rate of our birthdays coming are becoming really fast..

this year its at bakerzine and ballymoon! the food is not bad, but most of them find that its not so fulfilling.. so we had spicy chicken wings at ballymoon! had quite a great time there with all the talking, drinking, and i finally how much of my stories mich is telling the girls! some of them is so not true! haha.. mich please dun make me sound like i am a two timer in a relationship.. -_- lolz..

its a nice gathering, though some of them i only meet up like once a year, we can still quite click. maybe we should have more outing, right mich?

永远到不了.

我们始终是不同世界的人。

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旋转木马终于有了快乐的结局.

was watching 康熙来了 last night and they were interviewing celebrity couples. theres this couple, the guy is one of them from BAD and the girl i suppose is a model, quite pretty.

they were discussing about their wedding and there is this touching part where this guy sang this song to the girl, which is actually written by the ex-boyfriend who passed away due to illness.

after knowing the story behind the song, i feel damn sad.

but some say, 旋转木马终于有了快乐的结局. 或许这首歌是他对她的祝福.

btw, the girl and the ex-boyfriend is featured in the mv.



拥有华丽的外表和绚烂的灯光
我是匹旋转木马身在这天堂
只为了满足孩子的梦想
爬到我背上就带你去翱翔
我忘了只能原地奔跑的那忧伤
我也忘了自己是永远被锁上
不管我能够陪你有多长
至少能让你幻想与我飞翔

奔驰的木马 让你忘了伤
在这一个供应欢笑的天堂
看着他们的 羡慕眼光
不需放我在心上

旋转的木马 没有翅膀
但却能够带着你到处飞翔
音乐停下来你将离场
我也只能这样

(PS. this guy is also the writer of one of my favourite song, 孙燕姿的- 我不难过.)

2359hrs.

a few minutes ago, i was suddenly craving for tau huay.

damns, i always want to eat food that i am not supposed to (ie. me being sick).

this is damn sianz. =(

mich.

mich, met up with her today.. to get the router and a belated birthday treat from her!

dinner at this noodle place at the basement of the cathay. theres chinese ramen, xiao long bao and some china-ish food. a really heavy meal followed by walking around before settling at swenson to have ice cream for their choclate fondue. had a good hearty chat and it feels like we have not met up for long already.. infact we do! 4 months according to her..

time flies hor!

with friends like her.. i really do hope that we have more chances to meet up.. sometimes i always feel that time is always not enough..

Shocking.

got news that C has left the organization, major shock! and the exit is not a peaceful one either.. with a big whoohaa left behind.

sort of expected her not to stay on from the last few conversations, but didn't expect it to be so sudden. and of cos, did not expect the big whoohaa that is left behind.

hais, workplace politics... gotta start getting used to it again! 6 more months to ord! back to civilian life!

i miss working. where i got more life- more money to have a life!

where is the love?

two friends whom i am quite close to broke off with their other halves recently.

J hasn't been on the smooth road in handling his feelings, but luckily the rest has been supportive too.

F needs a clearer picture of what she wants.

i hope things will be fine for the both of them real soon.. really.. i m bad at giving comfort words.. but the least i can do is just be there for you guys lor.. so dun hesitate! call me! =D

You should mend it, not end it.

Just home from celebrating Mabel's birthday! Had great dinner at sushi tei, and she finally chose what she want for her birthday. though a small gift, its our xin yi!

Sally and boon left after the dinner and the two of us headed to cathay to catch marley and me! We both thought its going to be a comedy, but it turned out to be a really meaningful movie.

How true it is, that a dog doesn't care who you are, if you're rich or poor, if you're tall or short. He's always there for you, as long as you give him you love. No matter what. And no matter how big the mess is, you'll still love him.

Found it a great movie and i am really touched at the later part of the show.. nearing to the end.. The relationship the family shares with the dog, how it has became a part of the family.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MABEL!!

世界の中心で、愛を叫ぶ。

我害怕被人遗忘..
可不可以替我照张相？
可以永远的保存..
~亜紀

rainbow.

no, i didn't manage to see the rainbow everyone saw. no luck maybe, ha ha.

here's a song thou! same title, by jay. love the lyrics.



哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有的怨都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕
没有理由我也能自己逃
你要离开 我知道更简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

thank you.

to mrs quek and joseph over the concern at fb. didnt expect any reply at all when i posted those things.. but well i am really touched by the comments!

thanks mrs quek, for he support thru out the years..
thanks joseph, though i don't even know you at a personnel level at all.. your words of encouragement really perked me..


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the cyberspace has became a place which i have lots of qualms on.. no doubt its my blog, but people is watching this space. my life, and how i am making a fool of myself in it.

people come here for gossips, to know how i am doing, to know all sorts of things. even my cousin and godma comes here!

but i really dunno if this is still that space that i can post my thoughts freely, like i used to be. 有些事是我觉得可以说的，想要说的，其实却是不能说的。因为会引起太多人的揣测，没必要的争论，关心我的人的担心。。

having said that, i will still post my thoughts here la. haha. my dumping ground!

quoted: Jeslin, yh, york, emily.

from jeslin's blog:

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

from yh's nick:

we're meant to lose the people we love. how else would we know how important they are to us?

from york's conversation:

anyways, let me give you a word of advice
when things cant be any worst....
it only can get better!
ai zai...u will be just fine man

from me to mrs quek:

i dunno.. as you know right i am a very verbal person. No matter what I think or feel, there is no problem in me articulating these thoughts. But sometimes...you simply have too many of such ideas in your mind that suddenly, talking/writing them out does not seem to do yourself justice.

from mrs quek to me:

BE yourself. We put on many mask everyday. We act in various roles.

ColorGenics.

Name: Kelvin
Date: 2/19/2009
Colorgenics Number: 15623407

You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'.

You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it. A great deal of strain is involved and you would really like everyone and everything to leave you alone for a while, just so that you can put everything into perspective.

Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavour but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.

情人节不孤单！

happy v day! haha.

met up with mabel and boon on friday the 13th. supper plus some night activity.. we've not done so for so long! i think the last time is the prata trip just before enlistment. this time round, met at bugis first before hitting starbucks for some drink and desserts at liang seah street.

anw, saw that benjamin buttons is finally out! must find one day go see, as usual i will always say but arent sure if it will realise. haha.. cos mabel and boon not very keen on the show leh!

after the dessert it was k at marina square. another sing-till-they-close session, which ended with the 3 of us damn seh and falling asleep on the cab. ha! its always great to be out with the gang, i hope we can all try to make time to meet up more frequently..