ramen. puncak.

my long-awaited-escapade-to-refresh-myself is finally coming!!! who say only some people can have graduation trip while i cant? now i am going to my own! woohoo-!

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supposedly to be my last day of work yest.. but i extended 4 more days.. part of the reason is to help agnes, who have been a really nice boss to me. another reason is also to earn some pocket money before i land on green man island, where the there will be no pay and only allowance for the next 2 years.. however i will still take yest as last day of work!! woohoo-!

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met up with pebb last nite.. been so long since i see her! shes still the same.. haha.. shopped ard and had dinner at puncak. its nice to meet up with friends you can talk to and bitch about work stuff!! hohoho.

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lunch on thurs was branja-ed by DA JIE! thanks!!! actually was already vvv paiseh with all these treating "farewell" lunches le.. they are not cheap!! i really appreciates it alot.. =) the two of us and SH went to that ramen stall at central where we have heard so much about it already but have not tried yet. personally i find it pretty good while DA JIE and SH finds that tam popo is still better..

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agnes gave me a lift yest after work to town, and we shared some views on working.. at the same time i reflected how working and temping the last few years changed me.. in personality wise and others.. hope that i have became someone better! definately learnt alot but i think that a person on whole is not only measured by the knowledge, right?

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this few days is quite crazy at work. there is just quite alot of urgent things to do but no time. why am i so busy just when i am leaving!! now i got not enough time to finish the tasks and i will feel so pek cek!! haha.. JIAYOUS~!

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met up poly gang at new york new york for short gathering dinner. QQ's back from navy! so fast 2 weeks liao. i hope when i am inside time past fast as well!!

don't we look like small kids?

sweet kinda life.

i heart sepia photos!!

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on the side note, i just feel so dead. cos in 15 days time i am going to be enlisted and i have not started any form of training yet! -_-

work vs rest.

i don't know if the decision to work right till the week i am enlisting is right. i thought i should earn a lil bit more before i go in but it seems that everyone is quite against that idea. everyone keeps saying i should rest that week. hmmhmm...

i love myself. only.

feelin kind of bored recently, or rather easily bored! haha. work hasn't been smooth cos the new temp to take over me aren't up to the supp's standards and i think they are dropping her.. so that means i gotta do da work again!! -_-...

anw, have been busy for the finance things and helping to organise the retreat this coming friday.. suppose to be her work but i am like taking over quite a lot liao.. as for the finance matters, i am really trying hard to be a good coach, i am already very kind with her cos i thought of how i was like when i started out - and i dun want to treat others badly when people actually treated me well with patience when i started out. but i really on the verge liao!! i cannot stand it when people keep saying they have checked their work but when i vet through there is so many mistakes and its serious mistakes! she can actually forget to process all the invoices last week!! and she made a mess of the invoice listing today. and she din ask me to check before she try to process them.. hais now a lot of problems.. hmmhmm.. i shall continue to advise her to be more meticulous ba... some things cant force de..

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didnt go for the fireworks last sat.. for some reason i do not wish to bring up anymore.. that feeling just sucked.. and i hate it.. i dunno.. i mean.. sometimes i wonder.. what exactly kind of a person i am to those people?

maybe just a sucked to the core guy. =(

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jus chatted with peter! that fella! haha. he always sound cheerful thou he might be unhappy.. that guy is going Israel for a business trip! dunno safe or not. anw i think he is coming to meet us for lunch soon! good good. lunch is getting bored when the people are going for meetings and i got no one to lunch with me!!!

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i am quite "nua" recently. even at work. can't stand it. i gonna be more energetic!! k la go zz liao. tmr morn still got a meeting with the finance people regarding virement.. got to get it done before i leave!! bwahaha..

one day to national day.

1. outing with lingz and binz. nice catching up with the two of them! thou we were indecisive about what to eat, everything was great!

2. for once since a long time ago, gary dropped by my home after his event at punggol last sunday. eating and talking and walking ard before we set of to tampines mall for some shopping. he got a levi's tee. thank god that the burms i try at s&k don't look nice on me, otherwise its another hole in the pocket! ate at jacks place too. woohoo we indulge in good food!!

3. met up with chelle on tuesday. thanks to her otherwise i would never have been to forum shopping center before! she treated me organic juices from her shop.. thanks! dinner was at pasta menia, not nice! we both regretted going hohoho. was nice chatting and gossiping with her, not forgetting the impromptu decision to call su lao shi. we're all so ji dong to hear her voice! da next gathering shall be with her.

4. national day observance ceremony this morning. interesting. i didn't know ministry do such things too. makes me feel like a student all over again. sing a long session of national songs, performance, speeches, only diff is we have food here! teeheehee. was down a bit late so i stood at the front with the directors. after the performance, colleagues and i were waiting for the queue to shorten at the buffet when minister called us to eat with them at the "special" buffet for them. hohoho. so in the end no need to queue and have better food! lol.

5. happy national day tmr!!

我要旅游！！

1. I really want: to be the jovial and careless and funny and expressive and talkative and driven KK I used to be. I really want to be less morbid, cynical and skeptical. I want to be optimistic and loving and hopeful.

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2. i find that its easier to blog in point form. haha! but its kind of "unprofessional" la. will see how and then adjust my blogging habits accordingly.

3. YP's last day today, one less temp staff here. soon me will be gone too! work is kind of over the load. "beyond my capabilities" is the word. not that i am not capable, bbut how to expect me to cover work of two person! =X

4. thinking of going to sentosa. any takers?

5. just saw today's paper, there is discount on tics to taipei! O.M.G.

now playing: 张智成 - 很想你

1. i am f- bored. bored to the extend that i went to friendster and start to search around for people i know.. saw the profile of I and W. haha. the eye candy of YP! *YP better stop calling me stalker of blogs and friendster.. i is just pure bored la ok.

2. was reminded by Sandy that this coming weekend is the last fri of the month again- department lunch. it means i have to organise again.. and to my horror it also means aug is here! and sept is right after that. NS. -_-

not that i am afraid of ns. its just that i discovered i am totally unprepared and time left is very little. i better start jogging!!!!!


3. a few days ago mum was telling me about Gary. and NS. she reminded me that i need to bring those papers when i enlist. its lost. how ha?

4. met up with Gary last sat for gathering- da first after he enlist. the irony is that the botak recruit did not wear a cap, but i wore a beanie. LOL. caught Invisible Target, a show starring Nic Tse, Shawn Yue and Jaycee Chan. not bad a show! after that was tau huay and i went to his house for a while to chat and sorts.

5. usually i manage to catch the last train home from Gary's home. but this time i missed the last bus! jus sian la.. in order to save the cab fare i decided to take another last train to serangoon. called sammy to ask if he wanna meet supper, since i already has to take midnight cab. makes no diff in how much longer i stayed right?

sam couldnt meet for supper. however he offered to give me a lift home.. how nice of him! kind of missed the days in school where we hang out like almost everyday.. life seems to have like missed some pieces without the people so constantly being around..

6. just before i alight the car, it was the usual shake and hug bye we do. 933 was our best friend and it played 很想你 by 张智成 at that very moment.

7. now playing: 张智成 - 很想你




你在哪里 这些年来如意不如意
还快乐 还单纯 还美丽
时光如何对你

我在这里人海中的一座岛屿
很平静风平浪静
只除了深夜里回忆会疯狂来袭

我很想你 你知道吗
如果可以就让我再见你
美好微笑清澈眼睛
好确定那持离只毁了我 一个而已

我在哪里?你会不会偶尔好奇?
有没有曾经怀疑?
我说我会忘记只是种好意

我很想你 听见了吗
这是唯一我无解的困境
那些过去不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人
只能叹息
都不是你
我只想爱你

breakdown

the second day that is low in productivity. yesterday morning, there is a power break down at the govt data center. all net access and lotus email access were cut off. access did not come back even when i am knocking off at 6 plus..

net access is back today but theres something wrong in the email. all my mails are gone and there is actually quite alot of impt info i stored there.. =(

sianz.. not that i am itching for work but its just pure rotting here when theres nothing to do.. nothing much to surf too and surfing blogs will make yuping and the rest say i am a STALKER!!! haha..

ok enough of the boring stuff..

lunch was at komalas yesterday! i havent been there for a long long time.. but my first attempt there was with the FNN class.. and that already like 4 plus yrs ago!! food was ok only la.. but at least get to eat something diff from the food courts that i have been eating like for how many months liao. had the poori briyani.. big serving lor.. the poori is not bad..

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kb. fed up lor. some people jus know how to chao keng. everything also say dont know. like just dont come and work like might as well stay at home. its not that i have not taught how to do it before. bad moodie. i hope she dont come and step on my toes right now.

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dont exactly feel welcomed or wanted. like so out of place. i wanna go... =(

15 more mins, lunch here i come!

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lets welcome.

mr 作文簿!!!

thats peter in his fav shirt. we call him 作文簿先生. very handsome right!

he adores doraemon like me too!!! he got that doraemon umbrella!! who says guys cant like cartoons?

Cute!

YS bring her boy boy to office last fri-! cute cute but act shy no want to talk. haha!