quotes: from NAT #2

Disappearance

Sometimes we wonder: If I disappeared (or died), would people come looking for me? Methinks that's the reason why a lot of people go into hiding. They want to know if they did make a difference. Whether their existence mattered.

At most, one or two people might come by, searching for you out of genuine concern. You retreat further. It breaks their heart but in the end, they give up. Maybe one of them might come by now and then to just drop in on you.

Then you move house without telling anyone. At the same time, you wonder where everybody has gone.

And you realise that when you wake from your hibernation, everyone else has moved on with their own life and have their own families and children and grandchildren. You remain trapped in the past. But you can't blame anyone because it was you who went into hibernation.

Everyone else thinks you died. They missed you for a little while, and then they moved on and resumed Life - as all living creatures are wont to do.

It was a sad day to learn the even sadder truth.

Like a modern day Rip van Winkle, the only company you have now is your own shadow and your very long beard.

dA: Sky

check out this new series that i have put up onto my dA. hope that i can me motivated enough to make it a ongoing project thou.. =)

blogthing #1

quotes: from Nat

If people think you are bad, anything you do will always be perceived as
bad.

*****

7. Love is: something that you can't impose on someone. You can only give it and hope that it's reciprocated. Love is also something that we must learn to receive, no matter how unworthy we think we are.

*****

forgotten #2.

It's true. Do one wrong and all the goodness that's ever been done will be erased.

People are indeed forgetful.

-_-

after being very late for work yesterday, i forced myself to get up real early today. and to make my self awake, i decided to jog for 1/2 hour before i go to work. shun bian training for NS!!!

but what happen this morning? managed to wake up at about 650.. buts its pouring like no one's business out side the window.. -_-"

sipeh sian!! told sandy when i reach office, and she say it means i am meant to go in to NS to suffer thats y now wake early le also cant jog. double -_-"

aarrhhgg!! tmr morn i will wake again to jog de!!!

forgotten.

sometimes, knowing more of the truth might only make ourselves feel worse off.. people say: curiosity kills the cat. the truth hurts. very.

日就見人心，時間久了就能看到真相，夢想就會破碎。

why? #4

当他们不断地用“忙”来搪塞你想要聚会的要约，那意味着什么？

Hate This Feeling.

i hate this kinda ambiguous feeling that i am having right now. like i am dying to find out what some people feel but to no avail. and i keep feeling like they have doubt of me/ my character/ hate me/ despise me.

haish..

when will the days like those we have in the past come back??

Spidey III

caught the show with the WSGang. qq,herry,jx,ka,ter,jess,cd. not bad a show i would say. after that is dinner at kfc and then slacking at SMa till 11 when everyone head home for guess3 - selina and hebe.

只是放手未必就好過.

其實，有多少人能真正了解，什麽是貌合神離？什麽是話不投機半句多？

並不是想說又是他們的不對，只是，那件事發生以後，什麽都變了吧。

回不到從前了。。是這樣嗎？

聼著他們說著我不不會被邀請的聚會，確實是有點尷尬。因爲不知道要怎樣面對，縱使我早已知道了這件事。

真的會像T所說的，事情縂有一天會好轉，時間能使一切變得正常嗎？希望如此。

只是放手未必就好過.

quotes: from Mary

怎样忘记他

失恋后，我们总爱问：

“我怎样可以忘记他？我很想忘记他，但我就是没法忘记他。”

如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。

为什么要那么痛苦地去忘记一个人？时间自然会让你忘记他。

现在，我请你干万别想着一头粉红色的大笨象。

请问，你想到的是什么？

你立刻就想到一头粉红色的大笨象了。



你愈努力想去忘记，你愈是无法忘记。

仍然爱着他，忘不了他，是理所当然的事，不必觉得惭愧。

有些人明明忘不了，却自欺欺人说：

“我已经忘了他。”

然而，只要别人一提起他，她就无法控制自己。

有一天，你会忘记他的。

真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。

有一天，你从浴室洗了一个澡出来，扭开唱机听听自己喜欢的音乐，你忽尔想起，

你曾经爱过一个人，啊，原来你爱过这个人，那仿佛是很遥远的事，你已经一点感觉也

没有了。这就是忘记。

有一天，别人提起某某，你才猛然想起，你曾经爱过这个人，现在已经不记得了。

这就是忘记。






如果时间不可以令你忘记那些不该记住的人，我们失去的岁月又有什么意义？

over the weekend.

remember the fire drill here at mica last yr? during the last week of my internship? its suppose to not happen so often. like once or twice a year only. and guess wat? i actually met one again. -_- last thurs!!!

as usual our dept is like one of the latest la. cant imagine what if a fire really break out. haha!

sentosa! still as good but not the same paradise anymore.

went over to sentosa on sun cos its mum's bdae.. and dad suggest going there cos its like long since we last went (10 yrs) and also to see the new musical fountain. there so much changes over there!!! but anws, i am quite disappointed la.. cos theres no longer the tranquility that i used to be able to find there.. so many places down there that i used to go are gone liao.. even the ferry terminal! i think hor its like quite a icon of sentosa leh.. hm hmm.. maybe they're right.. we need these changes for a better future.. lets hope the better future will really come!

song of the sea! great!

dropped by at the new musical fountain too! now its called the songs of the sea. with abit of simple story line and a few people acting, combined with fire and pyrotechnics. actually i do find that its quite worth the 6 bucks. not too bad. and also met YJ there! know he's working at sentosa but didnt really expect to see him there.. lol.. going there makes me so tempted to work there!!! i think if i really work there.. my mood will become v good lor haha. pictures up later. too lazy to upload. lol.

my autographed 延長比賽 album!

and for today!!! i took half day leave hehe. went to meet sis peisin and jieying for TANK'S CONCERT!!! woohoo-! walaos its like totally so good lor. i heart him. his songs are great. one minor disappointment is that he did not sing 我們小時候。otherwise it would have been total perfect. also bought his album there since i have wanted to long ago, its cheaper there at 16, and i get to get it autographed! y not right??

eh.. the concert this time round is by 1003 de but i keep thinking and thot that it is 933.. till i see lingzhi i shocked.. cos i forgot she "jump" to 1003 liao.. still miss her way of hosting but she makes better chemistry with cruz back at the 933 days la..

view from MRT on my way to amk..

after the concert, i see jieying home while peisin rush of to the next filming at mediacorp.. while i went to meet GC. haish.. miss her alot.. its been quite some time since we last met up and i really felt like i miss her alot on sat.. so i asked her if she wanna meet today.. was shopping ard amk hub and talking before her mum came and join us for dinner.. everything was great la.. the chat, the food, the company.




if only we were really together...

quotes: from [。小鳥與樹是甜蜜的。]

放棄不是逃避

放棄不是個錯誤

放棄不完全就叫半途而廢

放棄不一定比持續來的好過

狠下決心放棄一個人一件事其實是很難的

往往都是不得已才會有放棄的念頭

這是要經過漫長的考慮

想很多想很遠想很久才做得出的選擇

當人們選擇放棄

往後卻總是會想起當初如果沒放棄會如何

一直思考這無解的問題更是種折磨

now playing: 丁当 - 明白

盛夏光年 电影主题曲
词曲:五月天阿信



你说你感觉不对
心情很坏
我无法控制
泪水流下来

莫名的难过是情绪作祟
没有谁错谁对需要安慰
不能离开

我只是要你明白
明白我对你的爱
除了你我的爱无可取代
没有人让我如此的依赖
ho……

因为你我的爱
永远存在

爲何? #2

好朋友是不是阿
好啊 那我告訴你啊
我從來就沒有自願要儅你的朋友
小時候 是老師規定我要去儅你的朋友
我根本就不想做你的朋友

明明就已經不是這樣.. 爲什麽還要說這種話傷害對方?

爲何?

愛一個人不應該是這樣的..
爲何要這麽自甘墮落?

盛夏光年

quotes: from YJ

i see the nature of human,
i see through it
and realised all that touches the surface is nothing but a façade.

now playing: 吳青峰 - 小情歌

这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着人们心肠的曲折
我想我很快乐
当有你的温热
脚边的空气转了
唱着我们心头的白鸽
我想我很适合
当一个歌颂者
青春在风中飘着
你知道就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了看见你背影来到
写下我度秒如年难捱的离骚
就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
逃不了最后谁也都苍老
写下我时间和琴声交错的城堡
最后谁也都苍老

*****

its may day!! for the labourers.. and i do "farm" so that means i can celebrate it too! woohoo-! the best way to celebration is to have uninterupted sleep till 11... and i am now so happy! no sleep = unhappy. haha!

mediacorp suck. cos there is no shows to watch on every channel on a PH. i hope their business fold soon!!! but i think thats difficult... cos there is only one station.. bo pian all have to watch their programmes.. even when it suck.. -_-

had mac for brunch.. and fish burger lost the good old flavors of the past.. now its small and no longer nice... =( shall head to grandma's place later soon!

*****

a new series i shot for my dA, i got this idea of reflection cos of the recent series of things that happens between me and my fren, and that i wanna have a better picture of how people see me as. cos i wanna know.. if things really happened becos of me..