sigh.. a few days since the eaarthquake happens.. its so huge.. think it hit about 10 countries in south asia? places like indonesia, thailand, maldives and sri lanka.. think by now the death toll is 63000.. duno wads happening.. last nit tok to gillian, she say she is wondering if the end is coming. choy. nonsense. such natural desaster cannot be avoided lor. i think next time we all jus haf to be more prepared. lets all say our prayers for all the people affected in this catastrophe.

OMG! today i see news that there is a huge earthquake near Indonesia.. 9 on the ritcher scale ok! and that caused a huge tsumani. and many people is killed.. its so near.. cant imagine if something like this hit singapore.. i think we will all die.. so fortunate to be in singapore..

Merry Xmas!!! haha.. yesterday was really great! in the morn went to cresencia house with huishan and amanda. had lunch gathering for christmas mah haha.. at first not go there one jus miting with amanda. but after that she is going there so we just combine lor. and cres's mum still recognise me! haha.. she had great memory.. then after that had a nice BBQ at aunts house and after that we played water bomb.. thoroughly wet! and so happy that i got sooo many presents tis yr! well.. i am not after the present la. but it does makes this festive occasion better and more enjoyable right? hehe! got a levi's tee from yuan zhen they all, a levi's hp pouch from cousin, hp accessory from winnie, choker from joanne, choc from lu and a converse pencil box from angel and sam. soo happy and i love them all!!! such an enjoyable day.. haha..

tml is xmas eve.. will b staying over at warren's house today so that we can take a cab down to aunts house together with grandma.. well, i find this yr i am more involved in all the xmas preperations.. hope that it will jus turn out to b a nice occasion!

supposed to go out with Jenn and Michelle.. but its cancelled.. haha dunno y.. but anw, jus slept the whole day since there is no going out. then in the evening, went to eat sakura buffet with my cousins. cos its my cousin's wedding aniversary and she is treating the kids (am i still one? ;p) out for dinner. eat and eat from 6+ till they close at 10 and we are the last customer to leave.. haha.. very enjoyable.. and we went to walk walk in downtown east. there is this sesame street thing there and i took soo many fotos with my fav characters! haha brings back a lot of memories.. so fun this nite!

yesterday, went out with mabel and sally for christmas shopping. luckily, mabel has gotten over that matter a few days ago and now everything is back to normal.. she gave me a present too! haha.. d first present i got this yr... a violin keychain whichh she explains brought a lot of memories when she came to my house for the first time and we played with the fake violin i had. such nice memories. later, sally also got me a pooh bear for present... haha.. so nice of the 2 of them. first went to ajisen to eat and then went to shop ard and ate dinner at sakea sushi. as usual mabel treating but this time i dun dare to say anything.. haha wait she angry again.. i jus "graciously accepted it" like wad she wanted.. but i really thank you for the dinner and unch and all! after that, we came over to my house and we jus sat ard and ate noodle and talked till 5 am!!! wow i cant imagine that i can tahan till so late.. but it was real nice to have such a long talk with them. nex time must have more huh!

Went out for gathering with mabel, george and meiling yesterday. met at fish and co and had a great sumptuous meal! after that, we wanted to catch a movie but all the show we wanted to watch is all fully booked! so we all only can go to k box.. as usual.. mabel fought to pay and she succeded.. but this time there was a huge quarrel. she said she is so disappointed that we cant even let her enjoy spending her $. and there is a long story behind it lor. made me couldnt sleep till 4.. pondering over wad she had say. goerge say she is jus saying these in a fit of anger. and nex time if she wana treat let her b dun oppose her. sigh. happy occasion tured out to b lidat..

today i went to malaysia with my cousins and aunts for shopping spree!! going to buy lots of cd and nice food to eat! haha.. anyway got about 6 cd and 2 tees.. not bad.. at least still got something to buy.. also settled the maid's christams present too! but the Q at the customs is... haha i dont have to day much.. but was wondering y as it is a weekday and there is not holiday!

Woohooo~ today i am finally back in Singapore! after 2 delays of flight due to weather and maintanence of the plane.. sian sia spent more than 10 hrs at the airport yestersay.. reached home at ard 2 am and today went for the early class that is only one hr!!! if some one had told me i would not have gone to this bloody class! but anyway, so happy to see the class.. so nice to see angeline, frawley, dilys, junxiong, herry.. peishi and co.. haha.. nice to be back home!!!

sigh

sian.. today forced to go with my dad to entertain his customers.. and drinking so much only for lunch! (of cos, its not me drinking).. then i stomache still have to put up with these nonsense. if they have told me someone else is joining for lunch i wud not have went. but anyway, its over.. stomach oso ok liao.. :) talked to sammy jus now.. haha i din noe i am so significant.. he say he sort of missed me.. cos there is already so few guys in class and any short would be v obvious.. haha.. i din noe that.. but anyway hapi that at least someone felt my presence.. haha..

long time no see

muahhahaha... long long time no blog liao lo... today i shall blog.. now still at China.. haha.. supposed to be home last week for school but the flight is cancelled and i have to wait for one week for the next one. So i am supposed to leave tml but the flight is delayed again due to the bad weather condition!! gotta miss first ten days of school!! haha miss loy also send my mail ard.. now everyone noe i am stranded here.. today i was asked if i am filming "the terminal" here by junxiong and kang an.. -_-" 2.10am now.. jus went downstairs for bbq supper.. and i ate a whole lot! sian sia.. all the sit ups i have been doing all wasted.. lol.. so cold over here.. i think its going to snow very soon.. hopefully before i go back.. today it rained.. the rainy scene is so nice.. really hoped i have a camera at that moment to capture it.. sigh.. toked to herry.. junxiong.. angeline.. jennifer.. michelle.. really miss u guys sia.. sigh hope to be home soon to see you all... lol...

PS: ok.. this post is dedicated to angeline.. cos she say i long time no blog so sian liao.. lolx..

buffet!

haha my fav food is in the topic again for today's post.. cos my uncle borthday mah.. so got buffet lor.. had quite an enjoyable time at night with the mahjong.. lol.. hafta unwind mah.. and very paiseh lor win whole nite... my aunts and grandma killing me with their sharp eyes! haha then toked a lot too lor..

sing sing sing...

haha i am really happy today lor went out with mabel, george, and a new friend, meiling, who is mabel's friend. we first meet at cine there.. first time i on time lor then all the rest of them late.. sigh.. haha then we ate at the edo sushi there its so sux lor not nice one.. blacklisted sia.. then we went k box.. haha sori i noe my voice very nan ting.. but i realli like to sing.. also only u all can tolerate lor lol.. got go for neoprints too.. routine.. then after singing for 5 hrs mabel and meiling want to watch movie at 11.45.. then me and george wait with them lor eat at the cafe there.. till 11+.. then me and george leave but i stomache! then i went toilet.. then for the rest of the trip i ran like hell.. run for the last train.. last bus back home.. and finally reach home.. haha.. well.. u all willing to come out with me today.. i really appreciate it.. it really brightens up my this "dark period" that i driving me crazy already.. like mabel.. we r so close to the extend that we nearly sms everyday! everytime i feel real low.. her sms will suddenly appear one lor.. really like that kind "brighten up ur dae" one u noe.. that is why i really treasure this friendship.. cos i noe it doesnt come easily.. love ya all!

if the circumstances allows u, will i have a chance?

thats wad i ask u today.. the answer, i think its quite negative. its not that i hope u will do anything. but i jus want my feelings to be known.. u ming bai ma?

finally.. exam finish! hooray!

yay the exam finally finish today.. but no celebration for me.. so not me again rit? well.. for those who noe why.. good.. for those who dont.. its for u to find out! i think i will go celebrate my self.. see wait for jenn they all or wad lor all will see first..

meeting up

today michelle came to our school! haha cos her holiday mah.. was wondering why she find me when i see the miss calls.. cos she seldom finds me.. then i call back and she told me she is here lor.. waited for jennifer's presentation to finish and went home together.. talked alot.. jus like went back to the peicai days lor.. so nice.. its wad i always missed.. that is why i say.. my sec sch buddies are still the bestest frens i ever have.

first paper!!

today, i had my first paper in the first exam of the first semester of my poly life! and i started with a mess lor! i the morning then i stomache liao.. have to go toilet so many time.. until i have to take a cab. then leh.. i cant get a cab lor! its already 8.35 and my paper starts at 9!!! i was like.. shit.. this time really die.. then this cab came lor.. thank god. then this stupid uncle also dunno how to drive and never ask.. jus anyhow drive.. waste so much time.. when i enter the hall reading time started.. its stats paper lor.. i oso dunno is cause i nervous or wad.. but personally i dun feel nervous.. then as i do the chi-square question, half way i draw the table have to go toilet again!!! luckily i manage to finish off in 15 min.. if not die sure cannot finish the paper!

back for more revision..

today i went to library to study with herry, simran, junxiong, kang an, diyana and sammy. then do stats lor.. do and do.. actually i am really tired liao lor.. i think i finished all the past yr paper liao! but then do more also no harm wad.. exam period leh..

accounts?!

ooh thanks ya so much herry!!! for purposely cumming back to school to teach me accounts.. really learnt a lot and u really encouraged me a lot. haha.. i hope i wun disappoint you huh..

aniwae, met lay yin and bethia at mac.. they are there for project.. and lay yin gave me a get well soon card lor i am so touched! i put on my nick at msn.. a small corner.. and u r really observant enuf to see it lor! then after revision i went home with bethia.. i will continue to mug lor! only success, no failure!

sick..

when u r suay.. it just keeps going.. wun end.. sick for the past 2 days already.. throat pain and all sorts of nonsense.. why come at this time.. wasted so much time of the study week and i cant study at all lor.. felt so tired after taking the medicine.. some more fraw jie also borrowed my econs notes.. i feel so weak.. i dunno where to start studying..

Is everything illusions?

for the first time in my life.. i felt like i was treated like cheap dirt.. like some sort of plague that everyone is avoiding.. i dunno why am i suffering from all these you know? some people i know.. even if they are the most hated and unliked ones in the gang, they still have a bunch of pals that are with them, never left out. am i so bad to that extent that i cant even be compared to them? i dun even have anyone whom i can confide in! today is the last day of school for this samester.. and its also the first time i went home alone.. not even having any friends with me to the mrt.. so not me rite? i cant believe it either. but that is a moment when i tell myself: why b so cheap? but.. pls, is this all i deserve? living alone in this cruel world.. bearing the stares of others.. all by myself.. if thats the case.. why let me live in the first place? i am lost in this life... everything thats happening is tearing my heart apart..

2257hrs

2257hrs of 8th October.. a day i will remember.. finally.. i mustered all my courage and tell u.. i like u... haha i also duno wad got over me lor.. maybe is really ren bu zhu le lor.. well.. i've got ur answer.. i noe u r now in a realtionship.. but i will still always be here for u.. jus as usual..

no acc tut... yay...

haha today duno y accounts tut cancelled.. then got 5 hours of break lor lol... went with peishi, terissa, beeleng, jane, junxiong, kang an, and herry to watch white chicks at j8. so nice lor so funny... had a great laugh.. sigh... havent that familiar laughter that always come from me been gone for a long time?

aniwae, fraw jie is back to school today! so happy to see her back.. missed her so much that i gave her a hug! thou she is still quite troubled these few days over some of her private matters.. hope she can get happy soon..

After thinking..

Sigh.. maybe Peishi is rite.. maybe we r not frens to that long of an extent yet.. only a few months.. but i do cherish all these k?

Frens.. haha.. foolish me..

i am so disappointed today.. i'm sure u noe that i am toking about U! all the way i tot.. u r my best fren.. the best buddy i haf in class.. one of the first fren i noe in nyp.. i also duno y the friendship grew so strong.. but now.. i really think, maybe all these are not so real after all.. i was actually hearing a negative answer from u that u dun think we r good bro.. haha.. how foolish of me rite? sigh.. let bygones be it la.. no need to have exceptionally good friends.. all be normal good friends can already.. i cant take anymore hard blows... i am so demoralised! however.. i still noe there r some of u out there who really cares.. like herry.. thanks really!

but today.. also had a happy lunch with one of my bestest friend... met hui shan at north canteen today... then i went to eat with her.. hehe.. talked and talked a lot.. i can say after nearly 3 yrs of friendship.. she is one who really liao jie me. noes how i think.. my personality.. i think i does noe u to that much of extend too.. i am really happy to have u as my buddy k.. lol.. then met chee wei also..

sigh.. maybe wad i heard can be true.. friends that really goes to ur heart.. mostly they are from seconday sch.. i say MOST huh.. not all.. lol... so poly still have.. wahaha...

food...

haha today haf a IT seminar. din want to go initially.. but miss loy urged us to go.. so i jus went with the class lor.. the talk was ok.. learnt a bit about the technology.. (the part about iPod and iTunes is the best.. lolz..) but it was quite boring too.. taida and me falling asleep.. but wads the best is, after that still got reception lor.. means got food to eat.. yay.. the curry puff not bad.. then miss loy ask us ta pao some more.. wahaha...

met biyun at msn at night.. and its has been a long time since we last had a good chat isn't it? lolz.. told that miss kang wants us to organise reunion.. but since she ask biyun... then i jus wait for it to come and then go enjoy lor! then after that saw jenn.. oso super long no chat le.. still remember the good old days in sch.. she is one of my "gossip khakis"... haha... thou now less tok le.. but hey, i still find that u guys are stil my bestest frens k! toked quite alot.. and also about birthdays! haha.. i so looking forward to my birthday next yr liao.. thou its still quite a few months.. haha..

Sharing wif u..

Read this..
Uhuu... read this stuff, it's really interesting... A friend of mine posted it on the Bulletn Board on my Friendster account.....

Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing
nothing, but just gazing into the sky, while all
their friends are having fun with their beloved
half.

Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a
boyfriend
now to spend time with.

Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're
the only person who isn't with a date now.
(both
sigh n silence for a while)

Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a
game
Peter: Eh? What game?

Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my
boyfriend
for 100 days and I'll be your girlfriend for 100
days. what do you think?

Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan
for
the next few months.

Tina: You sound like you aren't looking
forward
to it at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first
day and our first date. Where should we go?

Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there
is
a really great movie in theater now.

Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea
than this. Lets move. (went to watch their
movies">movies
and sent each other home)

Day 2:
Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and
Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star.

Day 3:
They went shopping together for a friend's
birthday present. Share an ice-cream together
and
hugged each other for the first time.

Day 7:
Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they
watch the sunset together. When the night
came
and the moon glowed, they said sat on the
grass
gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed
by.
Tina mumbled something.

Day 25:
Spend time at a themepark and got onto
rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton
candy.
Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and
Tina
grabBed">bed someone's hand instead of Peter's
hand
by
accident. They laughed together for a while.

Day 67:
They drove pass a circus and decided to get
in
to
watch the show. The midget asked Tina to
play
a
part as his assistant in the magic show. Went
around to see other entertainments around
after
the show. Came to a fortune teller and she
just
said "Treasure every moment from now on"
and a
tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek.

Day 84:
Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The
beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have
their
first kiss with each other just as the sun is
setting.

Day 99:
They decided to have a simple day and is
deciding
to have a walk around the city. They sits down
onto a bench.

1:23 pm
Tina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.

Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks.
What
would you like?

Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.

1:43 pm
Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter
havent return. Then someone walked up to
her.

Stranger: Is your name Tina?

Tina: Yes, and may I help you?

Stranger: Justnow down there on the street a
drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think its
your friend.

Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and
sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over
his
face and her apple juice still in his hands.
The
ambulance came and she went to the
hospital
with
Peter.
Tina sat outside the emergency room for five
and
a half hours. The doctor came out, and he
sigh.

11:51 pm
Doctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we
could.
He is still breathing now but God would take
him
away from us very soon. We found this letter
inside his pocket.

The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and
she
goes into the room to see Peter. He look
weak
but
peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she
burst
into tears. Here is what the letter said.

Tina, our 100 days is almost over. I had fun
with
you during all these days. Although you may
be
greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but
these
all brought happiness into my life. I have
realize that you are a really cute girl and
blamed myself for never taken the time to
knowing
that. I have nothing much to ask for, but I just
wish that we can extend the day. I want to be
your boyfriend
forever and wish that you can be beside me
all
the time. Tina, I love you.

11:58
Tina: (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was
the
wish I made on the night there was a meteor.
I
asked God to let us last forever. We were
suppose
to last 100 days so Peter! You can't leave me!
I
LOVE YOU, but can you come back to me
now? I
love
you Peter. I LOVE YOU.

As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart
stopped
beating. It was 100 days.

Send this to EVERYONE you love or hate...just
Everyone that has taken a part in your life.
Tell the guy or girl that you love them before
its too late. You never know whats going to
happen tomorrow. You never know who will
be
leaving you and never return


This story made me feel guilty.......

The exciting saturday nite...

haha after learning for a long time i finally noe how to use this thing... last nite went cycling with Jun Xiong, Herry, Peishi, Terissa, Kelvin Loy, Amy, Bee Leng, Joan, Joko and Angeline! Second time i stay out over nite to cycle... mit at YCK MRT at 2030 and we took bus 13 to East Coast.. then we booked bikes and then cycle to the East Coast Lagoon Food Village and had a great feast! then we intend to cycle to Changi Airport.. but after a long long cycling/pushing the bicycle along the expressway, we finally found out that we r on the long way and we actually reached the end of the airport runway lor! then cycle back to the park... i siao lor... cycle until nearly in the middle of 2 car... Loy say i realli scared him... lolz... sorry for that.. but i myself was very scared too!!! then Peishi fell down on our way back... luckily not very serious... and Beeleng all the way is like our "mirror" lor.. always turn back to help us look out for cars.. anw... Kelvin Loy and Herry is the heroes for the nite... saved us alot of times and look out for us all a lot.. THANKS!!! well.. Amy is rite.. this week we see each other for 7 days lor.. then this morning also watch the sun rise together.. its a good friendship bonding we had guys. i'm looking forward to the next outing we will have after exam!

Wahaha...

haha everyone oso use this thing... tempt me to follow the trend also... but i first time doing hor pls guide me if there is anything funny... lol...