just simply too lazy and quite busy adapting to the new environment.. but also quite tired.. havent been toking bout my ipp rite! back track to first day!

tues:
y is tues leh!? erm.. cos i this big sotong.. go and fall sick.. first day mc.. HAHA!

i got my temp pass today.
i got to noe the people here today.

my pass, my training guide

ok la.. they are quite nice people.. thou they dun really like talking.. haha! office is at the meeting room.. cos not enough place so they pulled one of the meeting table to put two com for us. oh yea! i am lucky! cos i got a fellow nyp-ian here with me! her name is andrea.. and at lunch got to noe more of us.. melissa and lifen.

after that also start to have some task.. and got my MICA computer account.. my lotus account.. my MICA email account!

waa every thing like so real. like i really work there.. but we actually dun do much!


and so after work, its the MALAYSIA trip!! long awaited makan trip there! the trip with Dann and Ting is great! imagine.. low cost seafood!!! goodness we are filled to the brim! stingray, crayfish, prawns, sotong and more!

ting, dann, me

they are simply shopping freaks. dann have to go every 3 months for shopping of entertainment goods and his favs LV bags (real one somemore). the amount of money they spent there will not be disclosed here to prevent shocking effects.. but all i can say is the two of them nearly spent near to 4-digit sing dollars over there!


wed:
got out of bed unwillingly! even got the tot of not going to work!!!

y leh? cos its raining heavily outside. heavy enough to make sleeping the only thing u wanna do! but still, its IPP! grades at stakes! dragged my self outta bed and head to work place.. if only its still classical classes.. i will even skip a tutorial!

shot from my office window

works cool today.. went to EDB (economic development board) to have meeting.. i must thank the supervisor for giving me this chance to have extra exposure manz.. its for the upcoming exhibition called global entrepolis @ singapore. the peeps are fun and crack jokes to make atmosphere more relaxed.. and i am glad that i am properly dressed and prepared ie. note book to take notes etc. the place is at level 28 raffles city the plaza! pretty scary with the storm outside still on and the lightning that looks like its going to strike the building anytime!

but after some thinking.. i suddenly remembered that westin is beside and its much taller, and so shall be striked first if we really have to. haha! *lame -_-||

at raffles the plaza level 28. too foggy cos raining. ha!

meeting ends pretty on time, at 6.30. walked ard raffles city before deciding to head marina sq to "visit" zibin. and kamisah who is at the same place as him. bahs! spent money there.. haha.. got a shirt lo. also cos bin got a discount for me.. lol..


thurs:
a very mismatch day. cos i wore a pair of shoe that is sooooo mismatch to my attire!

the mis match shoe,

the mis match attire.

pretty left with no choice. cos its been raining since yest and i have to wear this, the best i could get to go with my formal, or risk fallin in the wet rain, which has a very high possibility of happening!

buts anw, dun care at all also. ugly also like that wear to work. hhaha.. its jus me la... dun care abt image at all..

back from lunch and saw this:

oub and uob bldg half covered by the fog. after math of the storm.

fri:
suppose to be dress down day la i think.. cos everyone is in jeans and tee.. but i still went in full formal! even with my best shirt! bahs!

stoned thru out today... cos our office got torn down! haahaas.. they have to hold a meeting for some japs.. and so we have to clear out.. like refugees anyhow sit and got nothing to do lar.. then cant use lotus notes to chat some more.. so sianz.. can only sms andrea to chat abit.. and we also went out to explore the pantry for level 5.. a kind lady from workplace dept taught us how to use the coffee machine!

shall patronise the machine more. haa!


p/s: i wanna complaint! haha.. seriously think that mica shd increase the allowance abit laa.. cos dunno if wat we had now is even enough to cover our food cost!

the nasi briyani that so the expensive!

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

我爱你，不是因为你是一个怎样的人，而是因为我喜欢与你在一起时的感觉。

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won‘t make you cry.

没有人值得你流泪，值得让你这么做的人不会让你哭泣。

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can‘t have them.

失去某人，最糟糕的莫过于，他近在身旁，却犹如远在天边。

Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

纵然伤心，也不要愁眉不展，因为你不知是谁会爱上你的笑容。

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

对于世界而言，你是一个人；但是对于某个人，你是他的整个世界。

Don‘t waste your time on a man/woman, who isn‘t willing to waste their time on you.

不要为那些不愿在你身上花费时间的人而浪费你的时间。

Just because someone doesn‘t love you the way you want them to, doesn‘t mean they don‘t love you with all they have.

爱你的人如果没有按你所希望的方式来爱你，那并不代表他们没有全心全意地爱你。

Don‘t try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

不要着急，最好的总会在最不经意的时候出现。

Don‘t cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

不要因为结束而哭泣，微笑吧，为你的曾经拥有。

from some one else's blog.. isnt it meaning ful? especially a night like this when i am so vexed.. haa..

i am on mc today!

bahs! first day of attachment then mc liao! wth... but eyes swollen la.. not serious but dun feel like letting people seeing me in this state.. lol.. everyone is talking about their ipp but i have nothing to say... lol.. therefore i will have lots of uncertainties ahead of me!

dunno how is my co workers,
dunno how is my supervisor.
and the environment!

i think i will need a long time to fit in.. haha.. having a computer with internet access should not be a prob as told by amanda.. she was here last sem.. wad kinda lost this morn when i had to take mc la.. also dunno who to call cos the mica incharge didnt pick up fone.. so i only called my LO.. i seriouly hope that mc on the first day will not bring me a bad impression from them!

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anw i have not updated on last sat! its a belated celebration for kailing's birthday!!

meet ups at hougang mall is a facinating trip for me.. cos i havent been there for a while and there is a real big change! i think the last time i am there (real shooping go in) is last yr.. when me and ter go there work for the flyer job.. after that got go that area walk walk laa.. but didnt go in. level two and B1 holds the biggest surprise. the ntuc at L2 where no one goes is gone and replacing that area is food outlets! siam kitchen, xiao long bao, cartel.. and more food outlets like ya kun, long john silver, pepper lunch and more! the revamp has made that place a better place to shop at.. at least i think that.. there is even a neo print shop at L3~

anw, me and zb met at the mrt b4 going over to meet ling at hg mall.. when we reach we actually so engrossed in our talking that we didnt see her! sotongz. decided to shop ard first before we head down to makan..


we also took neoprints and took like more than 1/2 hr to design it? cos no one is using and the time is not jumping laa! haha.. so much fun in the designing.. thou got the ideas of indian dot on the forehead and moles.. it doesnt look nice so we scrapped those ideas..

dinner is at pepper lunch!! yum yum.
there werent anyone in the queue when we were there.. so we decide to go have a look at the menu first.. but when we are done we became third in the queue! >.<

ordered our beef, curry beef and salmon sets... and then we cook cook and eat eat.. and there is the present opening session! gotta guess the present before opening it!



happy that ling likes the presents we got for her.. =)

we're there at pepper lunch till i think they are closing.. and then bin suggested that we go to punggol park for a walk - great way to burn those calories we jus took in!

talks continued as we sat by the "lake" - i dunno wads the real name. haha cant be sea rite? topics revolved ard life, friends, ipp, work and all.. its enjoyable! cool atmosphere!


my eyes were sharp to see 30 cents lying on the floor. haha. jus nice can! we 3 person. so we each took 10 cent and throw into the lake to make a wish.. -a untold wish cos if we say out it will not come true. haha. walked home after that la.. cos longer trip can talk more with ling.. while bin go home too..

its a memorable day! cos we all enjoyed.. haha.. more to come during ipp! and not forgetting the outing with yy and yh, angel, amanda and the jb trip tml! haha..

sorry abit lag. its suppose to be aug 24's news but i was busy with the chalet and exams. and so..

PLUTO IS NO LONGER A PLANET??!!


goodness me. for all my life its the nine planets. now its going down to 8. so called demoted to dwaft planets. bahs! always like that de. anyhow only. haha.

EXAMS OUT~!

bahs! the last paper - qm is a killer. many said it was easy but there was nothing i could chunk out except cust focused, partnership and continuous improvement. lalala~

but who cares! its over! lol. anw, after the paper yest, we straight went to the chalet!! met jess, cheryl and yuyan.. and then we head to white sands for some light makan before we start the shopping - aka the most fun part. hhaha.. y leh? cos u get to decide what everyone get to eat!! and we got quite a feast.. meat.. chicken wings.. prawns stingray sotong.. we were super lucky this time round cos seafood is super fresh no smelly smell even thou we got the cheaper range!!! shioks. haa..


after that we heads to costa sands pasir ris.. and then peisin, yonghui, joycelyn, kee meng came a while later.. ben and cindy had their own chalet nearby too and so came only a while.. angelia, joseph and co has their chalet too.. at the otherside.

prepare the food. cook the food. its all fun and very fun!

later in the night keemeng went over to angelia's chalet.. and cheryl left ard 6. peisin left at midnight and joycelyn at near to 10? alls left with me, yh, yuyan and jess!! we played games.. ate tidbits.. try to kill the cockroach that came into our room.. we spent near to one hour on that~! jess is so freaked out. haa.. in fact all 4 of us were. imagine sleeping with roaches climbing ard!


anw, after killing it, we went for a walk walk along the beach.. then sudden got cravings for supper la.. and we went to jalan kayu for prata!! jess went back on the way in the cab.. and its left with us 3.. talked and ate and joked. i laughed non stop and all of us had a real good time at the chalet. maybe thats wat we call quality time spent?

all of us dozed off at abt 6.. and we woke at ard 9.. talk about sudden urge and we went to cycle! yh had to double with yy cos she doesnt noe how to cycle.. and then i got myself a bike that is actually too small. jokes la we 3~ but its nice to have small excercise in the morn.. to think we slept so little and still so energetic!!

checked out of the chalet and off we go, wanting to find FOOD! hopped on to the train and with no idea where to head to, we started silly way of deciding - close ur eyes and point on the map. but some how when the two of them try its always sembawang or toa payoh.. their homes! maybe they cheated.. haha!


anw, in the end decided to go to the xin wang hong kong cafe..



we ate lots! and after that we start to feel drained.. several things still undone but we decided to head home.. its a so enjoyable 2 day! freed me of all the stress, sadness, hatred and nonsense accumulated in the past month with all the exams and cramming of icas and others!

i miss outings like that, where every single one of us is truly happy. there will be more to come! still lots of things we 3 havent accomplish!

late late late! 12.43 am le still online! haa.. later at 8.30 still got qm! the last paper!!! after that its really a break le.. untill mon when ipp starts.. anw, i got to ministry of info comm and arts. duno do wat de. jus gotta wait and see!

lifes been a mess cos of all the exam studying..

some pics i took!

i took some pics recently.. feel that they are quite nice la. haha. been awhile since i try fotography again.. unlike my friends.. i dun like very pro style.. i like more amateur de style. so i anyhow take. haha! ok i noe its lame. haha!

taken when i went to batam at the start of the year.. the color is cos i took it from tainted glass.. not fotoshoped wor!

bored kel and bored rena and bored wanyen. cool rite!

at our sch bb court.. taken jus a few days ago after we finish studying..

national stadium! a special place for me. haha. lots of memories here.. taken when i went to catch the preview of ndp this yr!

~洁莹语论 ~

我爱冷笑话
却很怕被人冷淡对待
尤其是自己认为感情很好的人


~伟良语论~

我有同感！

bahs! we are busted!! cheated!! the ipp details didnt come out last night la! jx say it will be on monday. -_-"

more camp at the library today laa.. with weihao, jx, joan, mingsiang, eugene and sammy.. today till library close la.. finished ccm notes. going with qm and cb! jia yous!

fwah~!
first paper down!!!!!!!!

dun dare to say i will get A, but all i'll say is that the days spent at the library are fruitful. not wasted lar! even thou i still forgot wat is relationship strategy and wrote something else.. haha!

today personal selling
monday contact center
wed cust behavior
thur quality mgt


gogogo!! we can do it friends!

for this exam.. several people i wanna thank.. even thou they might not see this post..
1) mr herry
thanks for concerning me when u are sick too! i really felt the care.. haha.. and do take care of urself k!

2) christina
i was really touched la. when you sms and asked how my studies are going and sorts. she even printed past yr paper for me! a caring friend who did alot for my this sem studies.. motivated me alot too! ur simple gestures have touched me..

3) lijia
haahaa.. my companion at library.. the motivations when i feel like giving up and sleep.. explanation when i dun understand..

=)

*****

meanwhile waiting for ipp announcements.. actually quite excited about it.

i do hope i will get into a co thats good and i can learn something.. but this kinda thing is difficult to say la.. luck also important in determining where i will go.

lots of hopes can!?
hope the co will be good
hope colleagues will be good
hope co will be near home
hope everything goes well lar~!

=)

bahs!!! still not feeling well! thou much better le.. yest was day one mugging camp in the library.. studied some of personal selling.. and ate instant noodle and much more there! *opps dun tell the librarian.

today is day 2. but i studied at home.. cos of big big rain la.. lazy to go out.. also napped in the afternoon too loo.. but hope i can finish personal selling today.. not much time left!!!

the fire of urgency is burning like no one's business.

*****

有时真的不知道其他人要的是什么。
一味的想满足所有人，到最后最失望的却是自己。

快乐的公式到底是什么？有没有人能告诉我？

An amazing Love Story

He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised.

They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. "would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee."

Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; why you have this hobby? He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there". While saying that tears filled his eyes.

She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.

They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: "My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt.

It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life.

If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee again".

Her tears made the letter totally wet. Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee?
It's sweet. She replied.

Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2 hear but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!
Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watchyou sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

When something majorly nasty happens (eh...which almost happened)...I wasn't really feeling depressed or anything. Haiyah....why like dat? 以前的我不是这样的。

**

以前的我。。。还蛮会伪装的。直到有一位我曾经很要好的朋友对我说，他没有办法认识真正的我，因为他没有办法在我的脸上看见我真正的情绪。那时的我，只不过想永远地把快乐带给大家。隐瞒自己的难过，有错吗？从此，我就变得。。。真实多了。不开心，写在脸上。开心，大家都知道。有话就说。

**

为什么这个地球那么复杂呢？应该做什么，才是对的呢？

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quoted copyright ahleck.blogspot.com

i always liked this sentance from miss chia's msn nick... it seems to tell a story.. but i cant figure out where she got this from...

故事最後會有哪些情節可以當紀念？
在我們的故事寫下結局,
最終話的最終場景女孩眼中他的背影...

is it trying to say in the end the couple does not get together? i also dunno.. but i jus liked the last sentance very much..

Entrepreneurship Presentation this morn!
1st time wearing a blazer to present la.. cos rena says everyone also wear..

sick... very sick! this morn at the presentation is like giddy la.. and running a high fever with who body aching.. and so i missed the last friework display tonite! this year one all 4 i didnt get to see la.. nex yr have to go lol..

anw, i have this feeling that i am cursed by nyp.. all the exams that i had here.. i would fall sick... bahz! have to go pray pray liao..

today is the finals of the entrepeunership competition!! glad we are in the finals.. the last one out of the 4 teams NYP sent.. i felt that i really learnt alot thru this event!!

herry, its ok we didnt win any cash.. but the fact we have gone this far is enough for us to learn alot!!!

we had a mini celebration after that.. jus a mini one.. and everyone is happy.. =)

*****

rejected.
rejected.
rejected.


i feel so dejected..

it was something the three of us used to do. but now no one can come... sighs.. issit the medicines that making me so emo?

*****

the curse wouldnt go away! exam next week and i am seriously sick again. cough plus fever plus backache.

shits/

i just hate things to come this way. its disrupting all my study plans! and tmr's entre day.. i really hope i dun drag my team mates down!

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but does anyone care?

no one even asked.

Happy National Day~~!!!!!

haa.. ok one day lag.. cos yest too busy!!!

first time i gotta work on public holiday. bahs! but its ok.. cos the pay is 1.5times.. haa! after that i went to bedok to meet mabel.. and we went for dinner before heading to kallang to see the fireworks! no luck no tic, so we had to camp out side stadium to wait lo.. lucky my fone got radio and we can listen to live coverage from tv mobile.. muahaahaa!!

lots of grumbling and complaints cos we cant stand at where we want.. first time we celebrate ndp with so many bangladesh and PRCs.. lol! the fireworks is great...

later in the night i headed down to downtown east for the family chalet..

its a fully packed day right from 4am! but its also a day well spent.. after these celebrations its really time to start studying for exam liao lo!

graffiti art we saw on our walk to stadium..

beautiful sun set!

flag fly past..

the fireworks!

每当cd唱机播到“枫”这首歌时，cd总会跳针。

这是否预言了什么？

我们的友情是否会像这首歌一样,需要我们狠心按下停止的按钮，一切才能继续？

我不想。
我不要。

你还会是我开心的理由吗？

the 新加坡第一天团。
i think they deserve to win!
fwahaha.. glad they win laa..

even thou people has been saying their patterns have been the same, does it really matter if we really likes it? even jay chou has been the same for years.

J3 is very ke xi to lose.. they sang well!

everything has jus been...

forsaken.




i am left here all alone.

posting the pictures for today...


Lunch at RP.. steak and masala thosai!


I drew this!


Our company: Rena.co
Our CEO: Rena Koh
it rhymes!


me and KA


the serious hardworking us

and some pics from this weeks presentations..


with wend and faezah!


zb and me.


with debbie...


with jess QIU YAN..


with amanda..


with dise..


with rena..


mc, kel, herry - crazy shot


mc, kel, herry - decent shot

Life sarks! problems came one after another.

first its those damned ICAs. just as most of them are cleared, the people caused more probs. its not helping in any way to make my foul mood better.

and cos of the ICAs, there has to be sleepless nights to complete them.. for the past 5 day I slept less that 3 hours everyday!!!!! grrhh.. grouchy.. haa!

went to RP today for the entrepreneurship competition.. and we got to the next round la! haa! not bad bot bad. this round got 4 team can proceed to next round.. out of which 3 is from NYP. and so tml morn it will be another journey to the west la...

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screw my itchy hand.

while at the competition today, was wanting to take some pic but the phone memory is full. i wonder if its the lack of sleep or what ever reason, i go and del some pics. in the end got one pic that i like a lot, i delete it. havent backup in com yet!!! aaggrrhh!!! angry.

rena is right.. shd have del the songs first.. cos songs can reload again while pics cant be retaken.. sighs.. so ke xi.. well it jus make what i have been saying this few days true!

kel's quote..

once you miss out on something.. it will never ever come back.
just like the bus that has go off..

it will not stop once it has left the station.
it will not stop no matter how hard you chase after it.

herry and jess's one year anniversary!!!!

my bestest friend.. i hope two of you will always be blessed with happiness lo.. =)

unlimited supply can! haha..

more anniversaries to come!


PS: this post is specially dedicated to them.. with my most sincere well wishes!

them and the extra me.. haa.. *my hair is ugly!!!

finally.


RW Ica
Entre Ica
out.

whats left are
CCMgt which will end tml.
PS on monday.
ED Day next sat.


did i miss out on any?

-heaving a sigh of relieve.. i am jus mentally and physically drained thoroughly.. xiu says i need a break. a rest. i say i not fated for that cos i got pangseh-ed today.. haha.

彻底的了解，到底何谓“四面楚歌”。
彷徨无助，却求助无门。。

而他終於明白，
為什麼世上沒有無怨無悔的情愛。

因為沒有人擔當得起。