went to NUH today to visit Dilah.. quite a few of us went.. she met an accident a few days ago and both her and her bf was hurt. got the news the that day where we were all crazy rushing for the projs, and i think all of us are more or less affected.
happy that she is already recovering. cos as told there is less bandages already, and she has transfered to a lower risk ward. she is really strong. so is her parents. i know that she will recover fast.
but still.. i dun really like that feeling of being in the hospital.. it makes me feel very.. heavy all the time. i think i was abit too emo today..
life is just too fragile, very! last week, we are all still in a class studying together. this week, we have to visit her in the sicu. it set me thinking of a lot of things.. we all will never know whats going to happen the next day.. its a known fact, but did we do anything about it? we still "waste" our days away not cherishing.. sigh..
being at the icu also made me thot of the time where my grandfather was hospitalised. also at icu. i hesitated at the door before i enter the room. for a moment, i tot that maye i werent prepared to go in.. but well i still went ahead with dise.. cos i tot i shd give dilah my support for her la.
hope she will recover real soon.
hope i will feel less emo.