after 13 weeks. it just zoomed past like this. *snaps finger* initial thought is that is will not be that fast, but the fact is that it has already passed. cleared all the essential lessons and passed out as Private Kho! no more a chao recruit!!
rehearsals for the parade is packed.. even till the night before it. din really liked the long waiting but somehow everyone didnt complaint much yea.. after all its one of the last thing that we can do together..
its nervous at the very last min in the contingent waiting to go out. stand tall and proud in front of our parents. was afraid of hearing the wrong command, doing the wrong things and making a fool out of myself. thank god, it did not happen.
everyone is reluctant to go off after the parade. stayed and took tonnes of photos. its a mixed feeling. on the walk down the lane leading to the ferry terminal.. knowing that we're not coming back to this island anymore.. and that the brothers we fought together side by side won't be there all the time anymore. the feeling is bitter-sweet. for all the songs we sang, rain or shine..
I won't forget, its hard to forget. It'll be an important part in my life.. a turning point for me.. a time where i really grew up..
"Pain is a sign that fear is living our bodies."