Everything's gone.

why am i keep having this feeling like i am begging you all for a meet up?
why am i like begging people whom i have not seen for a long time just for a gathering?

reply a sms got so difficult not?
calling back a missed call is so hard is it?

that thing called "friendship" is just so not mutual. freaking hell, this feels like shit.






and guess what? its not the first time this kind of things have been happening to me.. i am just so fucked up lor..