Monday, October 24, 2005

took some nice pics at IBRC..

















HAHA!

it feels so funny to c some1 talk bout betraying of trust.. in the first place think lor.. have u not betrayed anyone's trust? really?

actually i just cant b bothered.. jus feel ridiculous. lolz...

Friday, October 21, 2005

Fun personality test! courtesy of http://haleonline.com/psychtest/ from amanda's blog..

You're an ISFP

ISFP
You're gentle and compassionate...open and flexible...considerate of others and do not for views and opinions on them. Often focus on meeting others needs...pleasant, quiet and kind....at their best ensuring others well-being. Caring and sensitive....modest and reserved..
OK...you enjoy subjects that relate to helping and knowing about people... art ... computers and history classes if these classes are taught with an applied, sensible approach.. and if objectives relate directly to everyday lives....
You're somewhat artistic, aren't you? You could probably post a great poem on the Storm Palace, huh? You dislike structure, because it takes away from your spontaneity and freedom. You like leisure, and seek it out. You savor it...probably say "stop and smell the roses"...You have a personal and humorous approach that is unique...
Patient and flexible..easy to get along with and no need to dominate others. You don't need to lead, and are a loyal follower...good team members... You're trusting and understanding...
Love to you is utter devotion and loyalty... when you first fall in love, you may feel consumed by it...."falling in love with love" ...focus on the romance of it all..you are constantly nourishing the relationship... When scorned, you probably retreat and repeatedly analyze the situation internally....When you let go finally, you can be more assertive again...
You organize things according to their personal and humanistic values. You like a work setting that contains cooperative people... leadership style involves personal loyalty as a means of motivating others... prefer team approach...likes to enjoy life...
Be careful of the following: you can lose out when you neglect your own needs. because you see others' needs so clearly, and because you're heavily motivated toward meeting others' needs, you may overlook your own requirements. You need to learn how to respect own needs more and to be assertive and direct with others in asking for their help and for time to take care of themselves.
You also lose out when you are afraid of conflict and mismanage it as a result. You take personal responsibility for conflicts and issues that in actuality belong to others. You become hurt and withdraw. Finally, you can lose out when you become self-critical, and do not appreciate your own accomplishments.

ISFP: "I Seek Fun & Pleasure"
one week into tep! has been surviving very well.. except the client project has left us quite unsure to do alot of things cos its the first time we are invoved in such things.. has been calling clients.. faxing letters to them..

also made some friends.. its pretty fun up here.. very different from classical lessons we have.. althou we "eat snake" alot.. haha

out of this 5 days.. wed is the only day i am ontime.. 10 mins early.. others all late.. sigh.. must improve this problem sia..

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

ok.. i still feel sad when i found out that some peeps went out and din call me...

T_T

second day of tep.. now in ardc room.. verys sian!!!

Monday, October 17, 2005

First day of a new term!!

now i am in the ardc room.. we just completed part of the assignment given to us. its pretty fun over here.. making new friends and sorts. its so sian! this morning the teacher is like talking and talking ntil i fall asleep.. then realli like lijuan say lidat lor slack slack slack..

anw, went over to visit terence at cheers too.. well all i can say is cheer up buddy.. u will get used to it.. hahaha..

Friday, October 14, 2005

ok.. this week quite ok la.. mon went to jb with ser ser, mingsiang, weihao, kang an and junxiong. bought some things and caught a movie "sky high". comedy like fantastic 4 and i dun think its shown in singapore yet. overall quite fun, but after that there is some arguements with my father, which developed into a major dispute last night.

wed there is the tep orientation. super bored and bo liao.

hope sch starts soon.. so that i can be more bz and there will be less nonsense in my life..

*why must my life be so shitty!
"it's strange how often things turn out for the best even when you think that nothing could make it right. sometimes it's not a matter of whether you can or cannot fix a situation. cuz very often you can't. in those times, it's just learning how to work around the problem."

super inspiring quote from bong's blog.. here to share..

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

home from the tep orientation.

not much emotions. sad to noe i cant go events cos i am quite interested in that..

saw someone. we were suppose to be best friends. but now i din even talk much to him. din even talk directly to him. i dun feel sad; angry; happy. no emotions at all. may be thats what some pple say when ur heart is already dead. all u feel is just meer someone you noe. so many things has happened in this short time frame of abt 1 and 1/2 yrs we have known each other.. and alot if things is always accumulated one.. whether is it anger, happiness.. maybe that time will be the last time u wud say i like to put words into ur mouth.

but i will still like to thank you for the happy memories.

maybe one day we can be good friends back.. i don't know.. like i say maybe..

Sunday, October 09, 2005

SH says:
hey..
i really wanna talk but i've gotta study or i'm gonna waste my parent's money

so not him right? haha.. he's the kind like play play like me de.. peicai pple might noe hu i am toking..

jia you in australia! we will al jia you together.. friends no matter where u r..

Saturday, October 08, 2005

so long liao! my com spoil so long liao so blogged less.. haha..

just spent 3 days without my hp cos i sent it for servicing.. so uncomfortable lol.. aniwae, a few days ago i went out with gary.. went to watch shen hua, which is a marvelous show thou i dun like the ending.. haha.. after that we went shopping ard before going to cartel for dinner.. yummy..

well.. school going to start soon.. i am so happy i can go back to sch from nex week onwards le.. this holiday alot of thing happened.. but now i dun want to tok about it anymore.. i duno if later i say liao pple might say i put words and things into their mouth.. wads the use? sometimes i feel when u want to say others.. pls c urself first.. if u want to say those things about me, its ok with me now le.. its not that i am petty, but i just dun want to put up a fake face in my life anymore.. its very tong ku..

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

havent blogged for a long time. alot of things happened.. i am disappointed in many things. maybe after all.. its all my faults... I AM JUS SOMEONE NOT EASY TO HANG OUT WIF!

Friday, September 16, 2005

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ShenZhen: Window of the world
Joan, KK, Darren, KA, WH, QQ, Mingsiang

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KK, WH, JX, QQ, KA, Darren, Joan, Mingsiang

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Snow City: Joan, Mingsiang, KK, JX, WH, QQ, Eugene

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Beautiful Night Scenery of HK from The Peak!
*~遺忘過去~*

對生命你不必存有懷疑 人生它本來像一齣戲
故事的結局是悲是喜 自己總會有些決定

看朝陽又帶著希望升起 歲月的腳步從來不停息
等到那歲月走進你夢裡 生活變得更美麗

工作上有多少不如意 讓明天去好好忘記
道路總有許多不平的遭遇
化做點點滴滴把它全部遺忘在回憶裡

我忘不掉心碎的過去 可是我必須面對我自己
生存還靠自己去努力 我不再猶豫

我揮不去昨日的戀情 可是我必須面對我自己
未來生命該用什麼代替 告自己爭取

霓虹燈裡埋藏了幾許 叫人們迷失自己的騙局
泡杯咖啡請聽我告訴你
泡杯咖啡請聽我告訴你

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

THE MAID. wanted to watch sia...

i shall c hu HAVEN'T c yet can c with me.
happens to c this post for emma's blog and share with u all..:

"hM.. think about this.

you wake up in the morning, get ready to leave for school,
and you -
wait for the lift,
while inside the lift, you -
wait for it to get you to the ground floor.
then you head for the bus stop/ mrt station, and you -
wait for the bus/train to arrive.
then you board d bus/train, and you -
wait for it to take you to your destination.
upon arrival of school, you -
wait for class to start,
wait for your lecturer.
then during class, you -
wait for lesson to be over.
then luchtime, you -
wait for your seats,
wait for your friend,
wait for your food.

and then you go home,
wait for the bus/mrt,
wait for it take you to your destination.
you reach liao, walked to your blk, and you -
wait for the lift.
and it go on and on..

isnt life all about w-a-i-t-i-n-g ?
just like in the movie " The Terminal " ?

right now at this point,
we are waiting for many things.
waiting to finish our studies,
waiting to get a job,
waiting to be a real adult,
waiting to taste like what's life out there,
waiting for a lisense,
waiting to get our first million..
and the list go on and on.

we all have 24 hour per day.
minus the 8 hour for sleeping, (for normal life)
that leaves 16 hours.
16 hours, minus the time for school,
say 6 hour,
that leaves 10 hours.
10 hours. hm.
this 10 hours include :
- eating (well, if u're a fast eater, gd for u )
- bathing
- transport time
- preparing for sch
- waiting time
- meething up with your friends 4 movies etc..

that leaves how many hours a day ?

Life is soo short, isn't it ?

well if you feel panic now,
here is a nice poem for you and to end off with.

** drum roll **

Every morning is a new beginning
Everyday under the sun is a gift from God
Welcome and challenge each new day with Faith and Hope
Enjoy yourself in good and easy days
Challenge yourself in bad and difficult days
No matter what day it is, Thank God.
Treasure each day as if it were the evening of the very Last Day. =.)

if i were to die tomorrow,
i just wanna say,
I LOVE YOU ALL.
thanks for every one and each of you who are reading this.
thanks for your presence.
you add colours to my life."

Friday, August 19, 2005

AaaArrrarRgggHHHhh!!! how can jun yang be out of the competition!!! i cannot accept this fact.... for he sings so well.. even at the final night i feels that he really sang well.. tong hua has never sounded so nice leh! i mean its not that i think wei lian is not good but in this competition i feel jun yang is better.. to the end of the competition this feeling is even bigger.. argh feel so bad for him!!!

maybe people all has a liking for wonderful things. in this case, a wonderful voice. people loss too many nice things. thats y when u r losing one, u are angry, cos u duno when another "thing" of a similar standard will come. haha u all got wad i mean?

maybe this kind of competition is not so bad after all huh.. even thou the advertistments can get real annoying sometimes when they come out too often... but it helps discover talents... and we can enjoy some nice singing too!

well btw holiday has started for ur info! and i faild my advance theory! hahas.. nvm.. its jus first attempt... i think there many people out there too who just cant get it right on the first time.. hmmm holiday started since last fri and its so terrible!!! really nothing to do and time is passing so slow!!! cant get a job due to the hk trip.. cos the timing is too near... sigh.. shall just try to spend my time meaningfully!!!
Following is an excrapt from jun xiong's blog... i am in too distraught and angry state to talk about this topic now..

"This project superstar competition is totally out of point! ok, lets talk about kelvin.. For viewers' info, kelvin is a handicapped person with visual problem. okey, i have totally no objection with handicapped people.. yes, everyone has the right to do the same thing. BUT, this is a SUPERSTAR competition.. superstar means: look, x-factor, talent. 3 basic things a superstar shld have.. i mean who also can see that JunYang is way better in all 3 basic... just don't get it, why did they let kelvin in, and mislooked the talented one... totally not fair!! this competition is a total BULLSHIT! issit because kelvin can help them earn more money thru votes/sms?? haiz~~ typical money makers... never spare a thought for the contestants.. who also can see junyang's score yest was ultra high.. and kelvin's was so low.. yet, got kicked out... "

my feelings is aboslutely the same as yours chua... arrrhhhggg!!!!!


Friday, August 05, 2005

some pictures from previous presentation..


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me and "4 duo hua" plus Jess.. lolz..


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the cool....



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KK n KA n SAM
today i had my second paper.. law.. bloody hell lor.. the medicine is making me unable to focus. head cracking pain like hell... alot of things i remembered cant come out.. shits lah!! !#$^)(*&^%$#!@#$%">*&^%$#!@#$%

rena says: kk chill lahs..wad's over is over..just concentrate on yer next paper..moreover u sick so must take care kaes? hahas..drink more water..and eat more fruits to get well soon..hehes..kaes..rena out..=]

sigh.. still my daughter better.. right now saying encouraging words to me.. haha..

ok.. nw is my turn le.. finalli!!

dise says.. u deserve it.. muahaha.. kiddinn la.. tk it easi la.. and rena is rite!! it's over le.. we shld try to look forward instead of lookin back.. dun b like me k.. ani wae.. lucks fer the rest of ur paper.. study hard k.. dun let regrets live in u.. buaizzzz...

rena says: yea..one last thing before i go..lols..candise ar..u type so slowWwWw~!!!! lols..byebye..

ok thanks for all the encouragements.. hehe.. cya!