if u dun talk to me, how am i suppose to know wad u r thinking?

if i dun noe wad u r thinging, how am i suppose to give u good advice?

i noe that by not being able to give u good advices on life and friends, i am not included as your friend.. wo men bu shi shen me dou shuo de hao peng you ma?

i noe i am not the one that can always b by ur side to lend a helping ear..

i kept asking myself why arent i the one u wud approach when u felt troubled?

i failed thoroughly as a friend...

ooh.. i am so into japanese drama again! all caused by the show now on tv.. Good Luck!

its such a nice show.. all about pursuing dreams, friendship, love, kinship etc.

its definately a show worth my time.

anyway, it helps, as i am learning jaapanese now.. lolx...

da best jap show ever watched!!

wao! i think the last time i blog is 40 days ago! i din even notice!! wah paiseh paiseh..

well.. alot things happen in this shrot period.. had my second exam. then bbq for the class.. got result last week.. happy that i passed all.. BM0411 into history.. that little bit of sadness has been making me feel very uncomfortable.. and my new class is BM0431. should i say i look forward to it? i dun no..

i also when to guangzhou in china! for a exhibition there.. helping my dad at his workplace.. and the things there are damned cheap. i even permed my hair there for only 9 bucks! but the effect.. err.. sigh.. lets change topic.. T_T

school starting next week.. pretty looking forward to it! hope it will turn out to b a nicer class.. thou alot pple still from 0411.. lolx..

some pictures from our last presentation.. so sad.. :`(




Taida, Joko, KK and Dilys..



With Diyana and Herry..




With Herry, Junxiong, Sam, Di and Joan..



Me and Sam.. d "Look Alike" brothers.. which he finds so unfortunate.. haha..



Junxiong! Brothers forever!

A promise made is a promised made.

no matter where you go or run, you can never erase the memory of another.

Another who listened and hold your promise to death.

sounds familiar doesnt it?

up to today,

i lost all faith i have in those i trusted

so little i have with me.

but i still lose it finally

i dun blame

cos you have your reasons.

valid reasons.


i am just disappointed in myself.


friends forever ok? u noe i treasure u as a buddy.

hope that this isnt an empty promise made.

i dun want you all to misunderstand me.

walking away doesnt mean i am petty. i jus dun want to quarrel with u all over trival matters.

mood swings.. afraid i wud harm the friendship when we quarrel so i jus walk away for a small cool down session..

sigh.

people come in and out of our lives.. sometimes, the time we spend together is short-lived. but the feeling will always be in our hearts rite? i hate it when my friends are leaving.. i hate the feeling.. the one that u feel when u see their back.. slowly diminishing.. slowly fading off, out of ur sight. its not that we are not going to meet anymre, but we just couldnt see each other that often. no more jokes, no more pple to share happiness and woes, no more foto taking.. arent these all the good memories that we share?

hope they will always stay in my heart.. ur heart.. everyone's heart..

take care my dear fren, i will still be here for u!

Yesterday was so great too! went to chinatown to catch the fire crackers with mabel and goerge.. met at 4.30 to eat at mac at lucky china town and then start to q at 5! the fire crackers only start at 7.30.. so we had to entertain ourselves with jokes and nonsenses.. to the extend that the auntie behind us is laughing at us! haha.. then came the grand fire crackers which is so awesome.. i think the long wait is worth. then after that george have to go home and me and mabel walk ard and eat supper while waiting for the nex round at 9.30.. but after some walking we are tired so we proceed back to the place at abt 8.30 but by the time we reach there the firecrackers is half way thru!!! stupid news paper for the wrong info.. haha.. but anw, it was realli an enjoyable nite and i enjoyed throughly! thanks for the tee and wallet mabel and goerge! love them!

Wooo~ 2.29 am nw.. i am damnnnn hapi today!!! many of my most wonderful friends came to my house to celebrate my birthday! after econs tut today i mit up with gary and we came over to my house after picking up grandma. and guess wad.. he drew a sketch for me! i was so super touched! haha.. well i can say this buddy isnt for nothing.. after reaching then he slept for abt 1+ hr before jenn and chelle arrive.. i am so happy to see them!! haha well this 3 of them is my bestest friend of ma life.. never regretted this life noeing them! then we jus eat and eat and eat.. for abt 3 rounds i think.. haha.. ate super lots.. then gary ate bout 2 rounds and then huishan came.. gillian was late at about 8 but i am so happy that she is here too... :) after which is the mahjong and foto taking sessions, which was super fun!!! took super lots of foto and all.. i duno y but i jus love it.. there is this one featuring me and jenn and chelle.. and chelle describe as do-re-mi.. haha.. cool... gotta have it on my desk.. and sis's friends was here too.. i just wana say a very big thank you to all of you guys who r present.. it is really a very memorable day for me and i think it will stay in my heart!!! and also appreciates all ur presents they are simply great!! thanks ya all!!

HA HA! I didn't noe i am sooo petty! I didn't noe i am so unreasonable! I didn't noe i am so anti social! i am tooo tired to explain to u all anymore.. after all these time i tot u all noe me, but appearently u all dun. if you all wana continue to think i am that petty kind, then i got nothing to say! after all, i think i had done my part to try to maintain all the friendships.

9 days.. just 9 more days!

Yummy! now i noe one more place for nice food! had buffet high tea at lion city hotel today.. and the food isnt so bad! and furthermore, the price is affordable.. so no harm trying!

haha today i went to courseway point with my dear dear nephew and cousins.. haha.. been training my nephew to call me kor kor instead of uncle.. dun wana b so old!!! haha.. then ate and buy things lor.. had quite some fun! havent been to here before.. haha if i knew i wud have brought my passport so we can go malaysia!

Happy New Yr!!! haha.. a new yr has came.. time for some resolutions! first, have to be puntual for all outings, be it project or all nonsense! haha.. then have to grow taller, darker, nicer body.. (haha this part more or less same as jun xiong..)

sigh.. a few days since the eaarthquake happens.. its so huge.. think it hit about 10 countries in south asia? places like indonesia, thailand, maldives and sri lanka.. think by now the death toll is 63000.. duno wads happening.. last nit tok to gillian, she say she is wondering if the end is coming. choy. nonsense. such natural desaster cannot be avoided lor. i think next time we all jus haf to be more prepared. lets all say our prayers for all the people affected in this catastrophe.

OMG! today i see news that there is a huge earthquake near Indonesia.. 9 on the ritcher scale ok! and that caused a huge tsumani. and many people is killed.. its so near.. cant imagine if something like this hit singapore.. i think we will all die.. so fortunate to be in singapore..

Merry Xmas!!! haha.. yesterday was really great! in the morn went to cresencia house with huishan and amanda. had lunch gathering for christmas mah haha.. at first not go there one jus miting with amanda. but after that she is going there so we just combine lor. and cres's mum still recognise me! haha.. she had great memory.. then after that had a nice BBQ at aunts house and after that we played water bomb.. thoroughly wet! and so happy that i got sooo many presents tis yr! well.. i am not after the present la. but it does makes this festive occasion better and more enjoyable right? hehe! got a levi's tee from yuan zhen they all, a levi's hp pouch from cousin, hp accessory from winnie, choker from joanne, choc from lu and a converse pencil box from angel and sam. soo happy and i love them all!!! such an enjoyable day.. haha..

tml is xmas eve.. will b staying over at warren's house today so that we can take a cab down to aunts house together with grandma.. well, i find this yr i am more involved in all the xmas preperations.. hope that it will jus turn out to b a nice occasion!

supposed to go out with Jenn and Michelle.. but its cancelled.. haha dunno y.. but anw, jus slept the whole day since there is no going out. then in the evening, went to eat sakura buffet with my cousins. cos its my cousin's wedding aniversary and she is treating the kids (am i still one? ;p) out for dinner. eat and eat from 6+ till they close at 10 and we are the last customer to leave.. haha.. very enjoyable.. and we went to walk walk in downtown east. there is this sesame street thing there and i took soo many fotos with my fav characters! haha brings back a lot of memories.. so fun this nite!

yesterday, went out with mabel and sally for christmas shopping. luckily, mabel has gotten over that matter a few days ago and now everything is back to normal.. she gave me a present too! haha.. d first present i got this yr... a violin keychain whichh she explains brought a lot of memories when she came to my house for the first time and we played with the fake violin i had. such nice memories. later, sally also got me a pooh bear for present... haha.. so nice of the 2 of them. first went to ajisen to eat and then went to shop ard and ate dinner at sakea sushi. as usual mabel treating but this time i dun dare to say anything.. haha wait she angry again.. i jus "graciously accepted it" like wad she wanted.. but i really thank you for the dinner and unch and all! after that, we came over to my house and we jus sat ard and ate noodle and talked till 5 am!!! wow i cant imagine that i can tahan till so late.. but it was real nice to have such a long talk with them. nex time must have more huh!

Went out for gathering with mabel, george and meiling yesterday. met at fish and co and had a great sumptuous meal! after that, we wanted to catch a movie but all the show we wanted to watch is all fully booked! so we all only can go to k box.. as usual.. mabel fought to pay and she succeded.. but this time there was a huge quarrel. she said she is so disappointed that we cant even let her enjoy spending her $. and there is a long story behind it lor. made me couldnt sleep till 4.. pondering over wad she had say. goerge say she is jus saying these in a fit of anger. and nex time if she wana treat let her b dun oppose her. sigh. happy occasion tured out to b lidat..