quoted: dickson.

...alone by ~nunoramos0

Ever have that one person in your life that you just can’t give up on, the one person that can screw you over time after time yet you always seem to give them another chance, and no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it’s a lie because there’s always just one more waiting for them. the one person you know you’re better off without but yet you can’t find a way to let them go because deep down inside, you wouldn’t know what to do without them. The one person you know doesn’t deserve you but yet you choose to overlook it because you love her. -dickson.

ka ching.

first pay's in.

i told mum, its been 2 years since my bank acct seen 4 figure. haha.

2nd shot.

i was quite free today, doing some research online, and saw this photo. i suspect that it is taken from my office, so i am so going to try and take a second shot photo- the time difference is definitely more than 50 years!

this is going to be challenging.

只想说声 · 对不起·

Mother Thersa once said:

We can don't do great things, but we do small things with great love.

沉沦.

i feel like i am in a boat..
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a sinking boat.

sshhhh..

Gossip by Gashez

有时不是说问心无愧就能心安理得，因为人言可畏。

day 1 as a NS men.

lazing till the sun is shining all the way on my back side is definitely shiok.

headed out to meet jessamine for catching up at town area. talked alot about all the things and had some serious updates about the various happenings in our lives.. kang an join in later too, after his classes. had not seen him for near to 2 years liao..

oh yea. i is sipeh hiao. i went to dye my hair diy, with help from dad and mum. the color is nice, but i thought its a tat too bright. would have prefered something more subtle. maybe get it properly done the next dye!

tmr is first day of work, hope all will be well! =D

and so it is.

today i ord.

but the feeling isn't as intense as people told me. its more like any other day, not even the 'ic moment' caused any huge ripple in emotions.

its only till i am home and wanna wash and keep my uniforms, then i feel that its really the end of it. almost surreal, like it has never happened before.

night was gathering with the falcon boyz. turn out was really good i must say, almost half the platoon here. some of the people i have not seen since we left tekong.. i am really glad that every one is well..

D DAY.

its it. tmrw is the day.

after two years, back to a civilian. one full circle. still remember mum, godma and grandma sending me off to tekong just like it happened not long ago..


its a very special feeling. i dunno how to describe it.

pow.

i'd rather spend time with my lao ya computer that is going to break down anytime than with you.




i'm serious. stop irritating the shit outta me. you never seem to get enough, always only wanting people to do things you like, do things your way. we're like rubber bands being pulled to the max, not knowing when we will snap.

12 days later.

finally got the ffi done today, after two weeks since the dental one is done. was supposed to have done it a few days back but was not in camp due to the mc.

my friendly medic, YEO, is a good one. damn good skill when drawing blood, i totally almost don't feel it at all! so much better than the one at polyclinic for my regular check up.

half of the clearance form is also signed, thanks to JL for bringing me around to the various people who are suppose to sign. don't know most of them as i am posted in half way de.. so not really familiar with many people.

up next- get all the names signed probably by next mon/tues, return pass on wed/thurs and get ready to get out of the place!

*pukes.

first it was the vomiting. then its the LS-ing. almost yao le wo de ming!

now recovering, but stomach still feeling queasy.. hope i'll be better tmr! if not my wednesday will be damn miserable.. cos i will be back camp already! =(

in the end,

i still had to seek help in the end, even though i really didn't wanted. it wasn't easy to open mouth on that kind of topic..

but i dun wanna the folks to see the pit bottom account and start worrying, i chose to seek help from the trusted friend. am really thankful to him..

today, i confirmed my job and i will start work the week i ord. i hope things will start to pick up from there..



jingyao, you're the best. =D

quoted: jingyao.

rushing. by shanonaut.

Many things are revolving around me, but I am just trying to act ignorant, or maybe I am just taking it at a positive strike.

Laughter, is just one emotion where it helps to cover up certain things.
Smiles, is just one emotion to stop people from probing you with questions.

Then how about the emotion, sad?

When I was standing still at Outrum Station Platform, looking at the flow of people taking the escalator, the feeling is like, time is never waiting, people is never stopping, out of how many people that pass by you is a friend of yours.

but

in N years time from now................

movie marathon.

impromptu is the magic word to lots of fun, when a two men dinner turns into a three men one. the fish and chips at amk is just great, finally satisfied my craving for so many days.. haha.

was supposed to meet up with ray for movie, and asked zhihong to come too and included a dinner gathering at amk.. first movie was scandal makers, requested by ray, but also a movie which i had wanted to see too.


didn't really liked the starting part- find the daughter too irritating by just dashing in to the father's life and expect things to go by her way. but overall the whole show is a warm themed one and the songs in it are so nice. cha tae-hyun also did a good job in protraying the father, who has a daughter and grandson out of sudden. a very different side of him from my sassy girl!


after the movie, the trio felt that its just still early at 9 la.. and so they decided to go for another movie! physco-ed them to watch the proposal, which is just real good! laughed to tears at so many parts, and also loved the sarcastic language both the leads used intensively.

its my first movie marathon, and i think it will definitely not be the last. the feeling of watching the films you want at one go is definitely shiok. the next time, we must include jingyao! talk cock sessions are never the same without him.

feeling emotional.

是否長久以來太過壓抑的不滿、不快、不安，釀成今日的叛逆，繼而演變成變相的報復？





突然覺得自己好可怕。。

等得到下一个天亮吗？

must watch.

have been anticipating it since seeing the trailer while watching angel and demon with mabel. and now its showing!


who wanna be my khaki to watch it? haha..

Jinxed.

and my hp died on me.

yes, i know i just posted on the previous post that i got a new phone. the new camera ord phone meant for my civilian life. and now just 3 weeks into using it, it died on me!

no screen, no sound, NOTHING!

i am so damn sad. i will send it for repair tmr and find out whats wrong.. :'(

tick tock. tick tock.

can time pass faster please? fast forward to the 14th of september, where i can finally hang that blardy green uniform deep in the cabinet and not wear it soon in the near future!