Saturday, February 11, 2006

time is scary.

within 6 months, i lost two of my best fren in school.

i never tot i would lose them. not once in the times we were together.

i saw this phrase sometimes ago. it says: time brought us together. it is also time which tores us apart. will the time bring us back?

i always tot.. time would only bring people closer.. will it tear us apart?

dun think so.. i seldom had problems with time.. like my old time buddy, gary, even thou now he has moved away from me and we are no longer in same class.. we still find time to be together.. and thats how i maintain our friendship..

i dunno about what others thinks.. but thats practically how i treat those friends that i cherishes.. for those that i have used to but now no longer do so, maybe there is some conflicts. but if u think that i am still worth to be ur friends why must i be the one to take initiatives?

have been taking initiatives. sometimes even wondering if i have did too much. fishball says that i am the kind of friend that get friendships moving.. but sometimes i feel i rather be those that is being moved. mayb i expected too much reciprocation and when i dun get it, i feel neglected. maybe thats also the reason why we fell out.

maybe one day, all would be back together.