信誓旦旦给的承诺 全被时间扑了空
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tried calling you last nite, but no one picked up the phone. well maybe you were asleep.. or not free.. some sort i have gotten used to it ba..
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J was surprised to see me eating with Y today. she asked me if things are ok already. well, maybe i am the only one who thinks things are not right ba. maybe its jus his style that he treats "friends" like the way he is treating me..
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Not knowing is already bad enough, what's worse is not knowing what you don't know
this yongsheng hor. his msn nick is always meaningful in a way or other. be it serious stuff or sarcacism.
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i am very stressed, feel like stoning, absolutly no mood to embark on any of the projects. cant get myself moving and things are pilling up. have been stoning but havent do the tutorials and IB proj. seeing time ticking off is making me real guilty cos i noe things are not done yet but i jus cant get myself moving. i don't know what the hell is happening la.. bless me that i can find the kick to start real soon!!! otherwise i will be dead shit.
lastly, some pictures from wed. went out with hao, jx, joan, qq and siang. thanks qq for organising and thanks the company. suddenly feel like back to those old yr 1 days. haaa. fun shopping ard. bought a shirt at cK with hao. same color v nice. we will wear tog one day. haha. also shopped at the retro supermarket where there is a lot of retro stuff, tidbits and toys.