confused.

sometimes.. i dun understand. why is it that i must think the way some people want me to? why is it that i cant dun like some people simply cos everyone else thinks he is ok? why is it that it is always me in the wrong jus cos i am the only one who is not "ok" with the rest?

i have my own thinking and my own perception of some people.

i need to give it a clear thot yea. this whole issue is taking up too much of my time. maybe its also a good chance that i can leave? since.. i cant really blend in.. why stay and make people sick of me?