> now playing: she - yi qi kai shi de lu cheng <

some pics kailing shared with me and zibin.. so cute!! the food! wonder if i will eat it if i got to see them.. maybe she bu de eat them can! haa..

> now playing: fan yi chen - love story <

and then i goes off.. lightly.. soundlessly..

jus like the way i entered your life.

off i go.. just like wind.. will you ever still remembers me?

once there a place in your life.. but no longer now..

> now playing: yang chen ling - ai mei <


四叶草代表的是得到幸福，快乐，健康。

我把我的幸福，快乐，健康送给了你，
但却不再看到你带着它。

可能你再也不需要我在你的世界了吧？

你要快乐。

你要幸福。

因为这是我的期望。

> now playing: yang chen ling - zuo bian <

warauz.. i forget to punch card at the cashier when i return from lunch today.. but then nora says as long as i got punch at security there then ok liao. sighs, later they dun want to pay me for the hours then i cry no tears leh.. haha..

anw today's time passed alot faster.. me and charmaine was like talk and talk and talk whole morn.. then after lunch wai long and jasmine (the 17 yo girl in the prev post) came.. and me and charmaine and jasmine crapped the rest of the days of can.. and then jasmine was talking racist jokes.. not noeing some indians are behind us.. arrggh... i think they heard us.. lol!!

and there is smuggling of sweets in and all sorts. generally today is a better day! gotta work for tues and wed.. and after that i will not be at OG Albert anymore. sighs.. also good la.. here the punch card system so ma fan.. haha.. but i will miss the good food and some of the nice people here!

> now playing: tank - wo men xiao shi hou <

was home.. second day.. and its slightly better! peeps are more friendly.. people i have not seen before is on shift today.. and nice people! wai long (hope i spell it correctly) has been very friendly and talking to me.. guiding me on the way and roughly explained to me wad the code numbers meaned.. *no one did that yet* nice guy! and then this girl called charmaine (also hope the spelling is correct) talks to me now and then and very friendly. haa! and then got this one more girl, who is so astonished i am 19. she keeps insisting i am only 17 like her! haa~~! but then i fotgot to ask wats her name. bahz!

i still dunno wad are the days i am working next week yet.. sighs.. all due to my bad memories la.. joshua told me but i forgot.. and no hp in OG so i got no place to record it.. anw, working in OG means u surrender ur hp and wallet and all electronics devices at the security. and when u work, tap cards at 2 places. same when u go lunch, back, and go home. ma fan rite? punch card still 2 times.. one at cashier one at level 3 security.. yest first day dat time, when i have to go for lunch, i suddenly for get is level 2 or 3 is the security at lo! and so malu, have to ask the other promoter aunties over there la.. lol.. but today i remembered liao lo.. today also got told off by the OG supervisor cos i am 5 min late.. missed the bus laa! tml must earlier.. lol..

awe.. jus home from first day of work.. whole body pain.. cos stand whole day.. haa.. no seat AT ALL except lunch one hr. siao lor lol.

the peeps are.. erm.. "OK" lor.. haha.. all i can say is they are not very friendly la.. maybe cos its the first day, but it really arent nice to bully the "new bird" in the group.. haa! they really openly say one lor..

"haha newbie is like that one la"
"haa i think he is working for the first time. u think he how old ar? 16? 17?"

ok la.. not that bad.. people thinks that i am a yr or two younger.. haa! but nonetheless the people at counter is much more friendly. nora they all.. when i am stationed there they still got tok to me and tell me jokes.. haha.. good good.. this time i managed an image as one who talks little.. lol!

today hao, qq and darren also came to visit.. nice of them k! and also met xuelian there.. lol.. so.. all the best for my next few days there before i get transferred to changi airport outlet~!

from mr yip zi bin:

i dunnnnnnnnnnnn like classical.

a lot of things pissing me off.

樂? gone. definitely.

awwee.. dun be as frustrated.. i noe its cos u dun get to see my since classical started.. =P

> now playing: zhang zhi cheng - kuai le <

a song i like a lot! then coincidently jus now i was still waiting for a nice song to be played for inspiration to blog.. then ser ser suggested this song to me.. meaningful lyrics and motivational!

你是你自己的作者

何必寫那麼難演的劇本

別怪話說的太多了

我只是不要你不快樂

被愛　應該是幸福的

去愛　沒有想像的愚蠢

相愛　可以非常地單純

因為愛全是與生俱來的

> now playing: hong jun yan - guardian angel <

today theres supposed to be the final episode for meng ping tu one.. but i didnt watch. haa! to think i have been catching it since start. but as it proceeds to the end i dun really like it laa. lynn (by kelly) died in the end. tot she could survive after the cancer treatment leh. then Aj (by junyang) actually accepted the father's mistress and their son to this home! ridiculars. noe all these thru the i weekly. maybe later in the night i may catch the repeat.. MAYBE...

anw was just home not long ago.. the night class again.. every thurs.. but today yh came and sat with me.. and then after that we also go and find yy.. and we 3 walked home tog! a long long time since we last do.. brought back memories.. hehe.. days that have passed are always the nicest.. if only.. we can go back to last times.. haa.. but thats impossible..

so.. tml is going to be my first day working.. kinda nervous thou.. but i think i can still brave thru it! haa..

*ps* i am still traumetised by THAT conversation last nite.. haa!

> now playing：zhang hui mei - wo yao kuai le <

有人說
兩條平行的線很悲哀
因爲永遠只能互相遙望

其實
兩條平行的線很幸福
儘管無法接近
但亦不曾遠離
不像兩條相交的線

有過一個交點
便漸行漸遠

>now playing: zhang hui mei - ren zhen<

i have stopped believing.. for there is no more reason for me to believe in you anymore..

>now playing: zhou hui - bu xiang rang ni zhi dao<

its outing dae.. went to watch the da vinci code.. with mabel.. nice show! thou the plot abit too absurd lar.. offsprings of jesus?! but nonetheless.. its jus a film for entertainment.. so look at it from entertainment point of view!


i give it..

and after the show, we went to pepper lunch! have been wanting to go since the last time i went with yy and jc they all..


and i ordered the same old dish..

pepper beef rice!

yummy.. nice.. after that we went to get some ice creams..

thanks to mabel for the treat! and the wonderful outing.. lets dun care the someone who didnt come.. its his lost.. haa!

[.*¨«Öº®ìgíñä£*º°·Smile~°· ©¨*.] - you will NEVER know the truth behind my smile says:

anyway

the mr kho wee leong kelvin in my eyes is not a failure. =)

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thanks mr yip zi bin.. u brighten up my dark nite.. and also thanks to xiu for talking to me!!!

xiu says:

u nOe actually u appear to b a happy-go-lucky type o person, do u nOe that? but if like knOw u, talk to u.. u r quite (- )ive abt tings..

dun worry too much abt tings ba.. take tings one step @ a tiMe.. dun think so much, dun think too far..


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feeling very vexed.. frustrated.. i got no reason for it.. maybe i jus feel stressful ba.. sighs.. life's hard and everyone gotta accept it!

"will you hold on.. to my hand.. forever?"

i love this pic alot. although abit off focus, it give jus sets the right feeling.. and of cos i took this pic! heehee.. not going to enclose who are the main leads..

so.. jus enjoy this wonderful pic i took! if u like, can send to your stead too.. tell them to hold on to your hand too.. haha..

i am finally being employed again.. no more unemployment.. no more boring days cos of no money.



yays!

like so nervous can! i think it has been years since i went for an interview.. thou i work quite a few jobs before, most of them is either my relative's shop (therefore no interview), friend recommand, or some don't even need interviews (distribute flyers interview for wad? haa).. i think the last time i interview is before i came into poly.. interview for the job at NTUC.. haa.. donkey years ago..

anw, hao and me went to the office after sch today.. yea.. pulled him along.. cos got good job lobang we share.. haha.. then waited for the interview by the HR dept people.. i think they are pretty busy cos the interview is a fast game. hao first followed by me. and we think we got the job.. haa.. and one thing, the HR person say that i am too soft spoken.. HA HA!

ahya all cos of me la.. usual time talk loud too used to it liao.. then suddenly i tot interview should lower the volume abit.. then lower too much.. haa! but anw, its going to be a new learning experience for me, and i will learn more more things! how to serve cust, how to promote etc etc. lol..

wish me luck!
wish hao luck!

talking bout the primary school gathering some times back, had this discussion on marriage.

well, we were just counting.. the years to come. now they (those girls from JC not going to army) are going into Uni soon.. and nex yr i am going into the army.. three years later, when i ord, they grad. IF i get into a Uni.. they would have already grad when i enrol in.. then when i grad rite, they might have been married and with kids already..

kel: ahya.. nex time rite.. wanna call u all out, u all will say "cant la.. i have to take care of kids". guys may say "have to acc wife cos she giving birth".

this started to make us all panic, cos it jus says how fast time passes.. haaa..

and for numerous times, the topic on getting married came out a few times. well, i think these are the topics when u start to get level up in the age aspects.. haha..

and so its sunday nite again.. only week 3 and i have 2 ica already. one already passed up last tues and the second one on this coming tues.. Proposal Writing!

luckily i have finished it.. to my own surprise too for being quite fast.. haa.. however the late nights i spent on it is also not easy k.. i do till 3.30am on thurs and fri do whole day.. sat i also do till evening.. anw i hate icas.. cos it means i will always have trouble finding time to go out.. hehe..

well, i have decided that i am going to levi's to interview tml. a long decision making process and i finally decided to give it a try to see if i can have a good juggle between work, school and home. hee.. wish me luck!

rice dumpling day coming.. and its time to make those yummy rice dumpling again! some pics..

its ma creation!! my production!! hehe..

the ingredients: mushrooms, meat, glutinous rice and chestnut.

its cooking.. in the pot..

and the final product~!

first some rice

some meat

mushrooms

and tie it on the rafia! off it goes to the pot!

*a joint prodution of cousin, aunt, mum and me =)

let the pictures say the words..


met up with the old school peoples.. for dinner and chilling outs.. was at swenson marina sq with xiu, ru, ruimei, meiqi, kelvin tan and munirah. other than xiu and ru that i see once in a while, the rest of them i have not seen them for 8 years! omg.. so long liao.. haha.. nearly cant recognise them at all already.. how time flies.. haha..

well, that nite is a success.. seldom not i org one.. so today i jus relax and go.. lol~! more of it to come please.. haha..

another attempt to diy dye my hair.

as advised by kailing, i should get the palty dye.

however, itchy hand me got the gatsby one.

BIG MISTAKE!!!

cos in the end, i couldnt get the colour i desire..

bahx.. next time i am going to get kailing buy the same dye for me.. haa.. but anw, still not too bad cos my hair now at least got a bit color~!

jus watched the repeat telecast of the super band.. well, all i can say is surprises.. haa.. xia ri feng proceeds on into the competition with 19 points.. (19=fail!) issit really that they call themselves or wat?

nevermind bout that, but happy that my favs are still in and performing! mi lu bing!! getting higher marks every week!! and shi no bi.. wa.. the atmosphere they bring is very good.. other than them i think brods also improved alot? and soul, the group who can dance well! haahaa..

ok. she go and continue on my proposal report..

buai~!

i am so sick of projects where my team keeps saying that i am doing nothing much.

someone loves to take credits.

someone talk alot of bullshits.

sianx. i am going to wash my hands off the final problem. no one seems to care.

from shaune's blog:

I have 456898213 projects due and the two weeks term break would do me good, again. Barely three weeks ago i was nagging about how i hated hols, looking forward to school etc.

PUI.

Back to project now, my grade's at stake. :DD

any objections to this comment? i think everyone thinks the same.. haa!

quoted from cjx's blog..

Lose it,
and don't regret because it's your decision...

arent it meaningful?

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anw i changed blog skin again! haa.. but some parts arent so right and i am going to get expertise to edit it for me... haha!!!

cheers! its thursday.. school is starting late at 3pm.. proposals not done, epc project pending, tonnes of ica starting at jus week 3??? sighs.. big diff when u r in yr 3... and i couldnt go out!!

sorry angelia.. i noe u are angry..

ooh.. got present got present haha.. yest i exchages present with jessica lim qiu yan.. cos we both went oversaes last weekend for the long weekend! heehee.. she went genting while i went to batam.. and so there is this present exchange! haa.. i got her a wristband that is similar to mine.. and guess wat?ｉ forgot to take off the price tag!!!! so malu!!! haha.. and she got me a keychain/hp accessory with initial D on it! nice and useful cos there is a mirror inside!

this is how the keychain looked like..

thank you so much!! like it alot.. hee!!

anw.. it has been one month since i last see her.. since tep ends.. so long liao!! haha.. and she cut her hair liao.. going to post the pics her once they got to me! hehe..

whats with me these two days..

said things i shouldn't have said

asked someone out but in the end i couldn't make it

i think i have made everyone pissed of me.

sighs....

inspirations from mInZhEn...

"Holidays are poison. It makes you forget about your habits, your life, and perhaps yourself. But i love holidays. Alot. During holidays, i can be my real self - someone i like, the most natural me. I can wake up whenever i want to, eat whatever and whenever i feel like it. I can even talk as and when i want or not talk the whole day. I can day dream of anything and everything i want, and i don't have to account to anyone or be held responsible for anything. I can follow my own timing, and do whatever i love doing. There's no limits, no date lines, no project dues or even the pressure of exams. The only date line is the end of the holiday break.

And the end of the holiday is when i need to be "back". Back to the real world and be who i don't like to be. Cos in the real world, I don't like to work, i wanna sit and wait for money to come rolling to me, live the life like a rich tai tai.. *fat hope*

It's not that i hated working. I only hate the unnatural me when working."

the art of speaking.. with my brain.

i've got to learn it well and apply it in my everyday life..

wat to say..
wat not to say..

kel, you just have to think wad are all those things you are saying.. before you blurt them all out..

i am tired and frustrated of myself alrdy.. can someone sew up mouth? less talk, less trouble.. sighs..

sorry for the trouble caused..

back and recharged! erm ok.. maybe after one more night of sleep first.. haha..

i am back from my 3day recharge trip to batam!!! hehe.. not bad.. havent had a family outing for quite some times! so i share some fotos!

on our way there on the ferry! hehe.. aunt and cousin and nephew..

cousin and sister..

me and cousin..

no i did not abuse children.. its not mee...~!
batam ferry center!
..and we feast KFC in the hotel lobby.. haa~!

i can fit into my nephew's cot!! hahas!!!

the grand children and ah ma.

our family and ah ma.

and so i am back home for more tortures of the reality life. hahas!

bleahx!

sian

dun feel like sleeping

no one to chat to

finished reading all blogs

nothing more to do

ok la i shall rot in bed!

ok la. in the future i also want to be as selfish like you all.

my show started on tv. everyone watching it. but no one told me it has started.

nex time i better keep a close look out on my own.. hahas..

anw, kel's going to batam for the long weekend, will be back on sun! till then, no more post for the time being. enjoy ur time there!

ok. tep result is out. finally.

result abit below expectation. as expected. i think its cos of THAT particular stopover that pulled down overall. pissed, but what can i do?

over means its over. i am going to get over it and move on. life has to go on! and i will work hard for my classical to pull my grades up.

sianz.. i think i am going to be real sick soon.. sore throat came in yesterday, accompanied by cold feet and hand. i expect fever to come anytime soon, so good luck for me! haaz.. herry rena and jess has been stopping me from eating all those harmful foods since morn.. fries.. my french fries!! sighs. but its definately for my own good that i have to stop eating them for a while!

days had passsed pretty fast.. mid week 2 already.. i think before i noe it, i am going to grad soon. like so fast can!

yr 3 no longer like yr 1 and 2.. where the first week of the sem will still be slack.. serious lectures starts at the very first lect. still remember when we were yr 1s, always swear and curses when the 1st lect is just 15 mins.. now it starts at the first lect, we still hear swears and curses.. haha! i think we are all like that ba.. always not contented.. lol..

i jus looked thru some old fotos.. and the three of us were so close jus like yesterday! now only left me and one of them. the other one? close in the dist, not close in the heart.. sometimes back i was stil hoping that things might turn well.. but nowadays it jus seem that THAT might not happen.. cos the brokeoff time is too long? cos new people appeared in our lifes? how i hope things can be like before.. how i hope..

edit:
awe.. i have enough of it!! yest i saw layyin at mc there.. but she nearly cant recognise me!! reason: cos i am fatter, face so round till she cant recognise! today i saw ronald at the corridor, he commented that i and "a little" rounder too.. and ming teck forever cant recognise me!! issit cos i fat alot too!! haahaa..

i was starting to think.. if my blog has no readership at all.. lol.. cos as i was surfing ard.. people's blog has alot of tags.. hahas.. well if i am really the only on e then its not that bad at all.. its my memories! its my tots! lol..

anw.. today i went to THE CATHY to watch MISSION IMPOSSIBLE 3 with my family.. that place is fab! but.. there are some points to look after if u decide to go there often..

# bring a jacket! the cathy doesnt have to pay utility bills.. resulting in the coldness of the aircon..
# bring your own tidbits! the snack bars doesnt provide quality food..

other than that, the seats are good! and overall i like that place alot.. hahas.. so.. ONE MORE PLACE for future outings!!

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today went back to IM.. and they are shifting to their new home! hehes.. shall visit them wwhen they finish shifting!

Presenting to you.. the latest addition to my cosy bed room!!!

a new frame i got from ikea.. affordable price and nice and high class!
holds 4 pics.. handpicked by me!

from bottom:
1. me, jess, yh, miss cai, cheryl -> the msc days!!! (taken at christmas distribution aka miss cai bdae)
2. me and yh -> taken on my birthday!
3. me, kailing, zb, deb, shaune, ser ser -> the ardc gang!
4. me, angelia

and this frame is so so so so nice!!! i am going to get one or two more to put in my room.. muahahaha!!!

just home not long ago! the first friday that i have no official lessons.. i just feel so odd!!! maybe i am too used to going sch from 8-6 on every weekday.. so today, i went out to cut my hair!

its supposed to my a trip on my own down to the far far away far east plaza.. ahaha.. but half way on my trip down weihao decided to take pity on me this lonely soul and acc me to go cut.. and so he went down too. its our usual saloon, its our usual stylist. Thiery cuts our hair well! and then suddenly chang da and mengsiang also came.. i have been calling out to see if anyone wanna come with me but no one wants to.. but when hao came, they came too.. do i look like a monster? am i scary? hahs..

anw, after this, they decided to eat something.. and so they brought me to this place.. i din notice where it is but i think its lucky plaza. got a "rabbit" restaurant. dun misunderstood we are not eating rabbits! haha.. i think its cos they use rabbit brand products la.. got food like shark fin ommelette and abalone and veg.. thou portions quite small but its quite affordable.. $5+ only! sharks fin and abalone u noe~!

then came the rest at cine.. minzhen, lijuan, herry, jess, ka, jx, ter, darren. they are here to watch MI3 with hao and mengsiang.. but before i left i went to have a short dinner with them at pastamenia. shared a baked rice with hao cos we both ate alrdy and cant finish a whole portion mah.. and there we saw Campus Superstar!!! hahas.. its khim the cutie pie and zhiyang the champion! zy looks quite kiddy.. haha.. but thats of cos he is still young mah! haha.. i old liao la... so envy of these youngsters hu dares to pursue their dreams.. haha.. not like me, fat and old.. lol...

actually before we came in cine, we saw Project Superstars outside too! erm i think is silver, ruth, candyce and jason.. well.. too bad junyang is nt there.. haas! today i actually saw quite a lot of people.. PSS plus CSS, i saw joycelyn, i saw allan, i saw jessica's bro at kino too! lol..

then after this i headed to changi airport.. to pick up father.. and then changda also there to pick his mum.. so i saw him there lor..

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it's MUM'S BIRTHDAY~!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~!!!

from minzhen's again.. i forgot wad the tutor exactly said so i hafta copy.. haha.. =p

"oh ya! before i forgot.. previous tutorial class, there's this tutor whom now i can't rmb her name.. said something which i feel is really meaningful.. she says.. "the distance from our mind to our heart is very short. but often we do things differently from what we feel and think.. rationally, our brain tells us the right or theorically correct things, but often we did the opposite becos our hearts says so.. even if the distance between our heart and brain is sooo close, things/facts from our brain dun often get into our heart. they dun reach.."

similarly, my brain tells me that i should forgive and forget him.. but at times my heart feels injustified and is not willing to do so.."

meaningful rite? somehow i dunno y i felt it is directed at me.. hahas..

Tank - 我们小时候

小时候
女孩：我明天要搬家了
男孩：哦我知道了
女孩：你会忘记今天 忘记我 对吧


十年后
女孩回到这城市
但男孩 已不再
在
同一个城市
同一个记忆里
各自 生活着

记忆里
女孩：喝它中间的水 味道如何
男孩：嗯 很甜

小时候我总会这样牵着你的手
只是盼望能够在你的身边守候
为了保护你不小心割破手指头
这个小伤却让你泪流心痛

长大后我们越来越远
分隔地球的两边
何时才能够见面
熟悉微笑的脸

回忆起我们小时候
闭上眼就能够感受
在我们心中慢慢流动的温柔
离开了我们小时候
现在你会不会想我
也许你找到一个人为你守候
我瞭了

回忆起我们小时后
闭上眼就能够感受
站在窗前跟你说了晚安就走
离开了我们小时候 现在的你不在想我
这个时候 我瞭了

nice song.. by tank.. when we were young.. maybe even times not long ago.. why are there only reminiscence left?

In LianHe ZaoBao this morning. True True True~!

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　　詹时中也向吴资政发出挑战，要他解释，如果人民行动党波东巴西区候选人司徒宇斌赢得这次大选，掌管波东巴西市镇理事会，他要如何帮助司徒宇斌筹集资金，确保波东巴西的所有组屋，都能进行电梯翻新。

　　他说：“如果吴作栋说，会要求政府给予波东巴西额外的拨款，那么，人民会很不高兴。你我都是新加坡人，我们都缴税，儿子也都参加国民服役。为何到了电梯翻新，待遇（反对党选民和行动党选民）却不一样。”

　　“他们（行动党）是不是要告诉反对党选民，既然待遇不平等，反对党选民不需要缴税、儿子也不必履行国民服役的责任？如果政府要有个团结的国家，就应该一视同仁，平等对待所有新加坡人。”

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A rough translation of wat it means:

Chiam See Tong also sends out the challenge to SM Goh, wanting him to explain, if the PAP candidate Situ win this election and takes over the town council, how does he have to help Situ to collect the fund to guarantee that all the flats in Potong Pasir can carry on the elevator upgrade. He said that, "If Goh Chok Tong said he can request the government to give more funds, then, Singaporeans are not going to be very happy. We are all Singaporean, we all pay taxes, our sons also all participates in the national service. Why, when it comes to the elevator upgrade, the treatment (opposition party voters and action party voters) were actually not treated equally." "They (is action party) must tell the opposition party the voter, since the treatment is not equal, the opposition party voters do not need to pay taxes, their sons also do not need to fulfill the responsibility which the national serves? If the government must have a unity the country, they should treat impartially, equality of treatment all Singaporean people."

我转身离开
越走越远
你说你好累
但我又何尝不是

你到底有没有
想过我的感受？
我不想继续累赘
在你心里

我走吧
或许这样
你我都会更快乐。。

From Minzhen:

"...actually the one who give in first doesn't means you are the loser.. or whatsoever.. becos, instead of an enemy, you make a friend. you make your life easier.. really.. much more easier.. it's like putting off a heavy load off your mind..."

work while i am studying?

can i cope?

nt that i have not thought of it before.. but i really got no confidence if i can juggle between this two.. havent been working and already has so much prob with my grades.. who doesnt want extra cash to spend? but back to the same point, why cant i do it when some of my friends are doing it?

i don't know.. enlighten me please..

first day of school!!! rather peaceful and smooth.. thou i was NEARLY late today.. but nonetheless BOOKS is later than us.. haha.. his class is so boring!!! and i slept during lecture.. can u imagine!! first day only.. haha.. but its really his lecture is monotoneous and there is no notes for us!!! out of stock!! and he still goes on and on to teach.. sighs.. i better buck up on that module and relies on myself la!

notes nowadays getting more and more ex.. i dun noe y.. last time when it was like 70-80c and now it went up to like 7! last time the most is like 3+ to 4 also only.. jus one sem and paper gained value? ahahas..

life after TEP is definately more fun!!! get to see more familiar faces ard sch! today i saw hengleng, ben, cindy, kian how, gurpreet, diyana (finally back from IPP!!), joseph and alot more!! sch is so much more fun cos now i noe more people.. hahas!

Once in a lifetime...

From Antz's blog..

Once in a lifetime...

Think about this one...

This month, on Thursday, 4th of May, at two minutes and three seconds after 1.00am in the morning, the time and date will be

01:02:03 04/05/06

This won't ever happen again in our lifetime...

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Anw, sch is going to start tml. after 8 months of no lectures, no tutorials, no exams to rush for, i really dunno how long i will need to get back to classical mood. seriouly too adapted to TEP alrdy.. miss the places, activities, people, breaks, everything! but well, jieying has brought up one impt point: nothing never ends. i shd be happy i once enjoyed so much. i own the memories. so now, i shd be looking forward to sch! learn to take things as it goes.. =)

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can we talk politics here?? hahha i so scared wad i say will lead me to lawyer latters and headings in the newspapers!! haha.. but anw, last nite i told my mum, i dun understand y people of hougang and potong pasir has to pay taxes. cos wad eva the govt earn from using these taxes, they dun get to enjoy it. govt dun help them. their poor opposition town council has to work extra hard and raise fund to do it. i feel very sad for them la.. nt that i pro opposition and hate PAP.. NEVER! cos i also noe if nt for them we wud nt be here.. but the oppositions are sometimes also very poor thing leh.. like those of potong pasir and hougang.. hahas.. so.. good nite! and dun scold me, sue me, wadeva! jus my simple comment la.. lolx!

two weeks of holidays coming to an end soon.. has been going to my uncle's shop to help out.. still..

kinda looking forward to sch reopening.. cos i geto see peeps like herry,jess, minzhen and ser ser they all.. after more than 6 months of not in the same class.. haha.. and also after two weeks break i will get to see peeps like jessica,cheryl,peisin,cindy,yh,ben,jyz ,yy,chia,ling,zb and all from tep! haahhaas.. but then that means i will also see some other people.. so.. must take it in stride! haha.. so that it wont affect me much.. ahhaas..

c u guys back in sch!

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things have changed.. a lil bit after i told U how i felt.. but i still feel lucky tht we still talk like usual.. jus that u no longer initiates conversations.. hope everything will be back to wad it was!

Father: 你说！说！为什么你要偷auntie的钱！是不是要买Pokemon card? 讲！买这样多这种card来干吗！

Jerry: 我没有买Pokemon card！我只是。。想买你一个小时的时间来看我的演出。。

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too many things in life.. some important.. some is not.. y willa primary school kid say such a thing? issit cos the parent put something else on a higher priority instead of him, when it should be another way round?

我的心有一点抽痛。。但至少没遗憾了，不是吗？

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原来心酸比心痛难受
茫然的走到了门口
倔强还是念旧
我听见我回头说
你们要快乐要天长地久
你们没有错爱是自由
走出这扇门后至少我还有辽阔
你们要快乐要紧紧牵手
你们不幸福我会难过
成全最爱的人不是为了看着她寂寞

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sighs.

i think i got enough.

y must u make me feel so annoyed and vexed?

i wanna run away...

I've been asked to do this quiz..haha..so i shall obliged and do it before i update abt today...hahaha..=))

21 People
Can you name 21 people you can think of right of the top of your head?Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 21 people.*This is a lot funnier if you actually list the names first. No cheating, duhhh!*

1. Gary
2. Huishan
3. Jennifer
4. Michelle
5. Mabel
6. Yonghui
7. Jessica
8. Yuyan
9. Cheryl
10. Jorcelyn
11. Angelia
12. Herry
13. Kailing
14. Shaune
15. Serser
16. Rena
17. Weihao
18. Kang An
19. Serene
20.Jieying
21. Zibin

The Questions:

How did you meet 10?
Miss Chia. Met in TEP. my supervisor at MSC!

What would you do if you had never met 6?
Yonghui. from IM.. complicated.. maybe i wud lead a more miserable life.. hahas=)

What would you do if 19 and 15 dated?
Serene and Serser. LMAO* tt will not be possible. i think. haha!

Have you ever seen 13 cry?
Kailing. No.

Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?
Michelle and Herry. erm. no? cos my herry is already hapilly attached to his dear jessamine! hahahaha..=x

Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple?
Gary and Huishan?rofl.... nono cos gary is also happily attached to his dear!!=x

What is number 3's best quality?
Jenn. listening and giving good advices!=D

Desbribe 8:
Miss Cai. "Strong" bubbly gal! Full of lame jokes and fun to be with!=D

Do you like 12?
Herry. yeah~! herry is the love of my life!!! ..hahah~

Do you think 15 is attractive?
Serser. Definately! you will find ur white horse prince soon! ;)

Tell me something about 17?
Weihao. very friendly, creative, we go to the same saloon, we are room mates, we are both fat!! hhahaah~

What's 7's favorite color?
Jessica. i hope i dun get this wrong. its blue..haha~

What would you do if 1 just confessed he/she liked you?
Gary. LOL....we are best bros k!!! :p

When was the last time you talked to number 19?
Serene. two days ago when i tot she is in schand wanted to ask her if she wanna meet lunch.

Who is 21 going out with?
Zibin. no one i think....=x hahah~

What grade is 16 in?
Rena. she is same class as me!! my nu er!! =x

What is 5's favorite music?
Mabel. hahaha..lots. mostly Jay's =)

Would you ever date 11?
Angelia. y nt if i have chance? lol..

Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 2?
Huishan. DUH~?! we buddy buddy ok!

Where does 18 live?
Kang An. CCK..=p

What do you think about 20?
Jieyingz. Nice girl. quite quiet at times, but can be crazy too! lol... we talk alot..

What is the best thing about 2?
Huishan. talking to me and listen tome complaint.=D

What would you like to tell 9 right now?
Cheryl. xiao yao jing! hahaha...=x

How did you meet 15?
Serser. class mates since yr 2.=)

Are you going to know 1 forever?
Gary. DUH!tat goes without saying!

Copy and do one now!

awe.. one week holiday liao.. but havent rested alot.. went to uncle's shop to help out.. therefore i havent feel the effect of the post-tep-syndrome. miss the peeps there alot!!! hehe.. all the fun we had.. anw this week at shop also ate alot! some times 2 bowl of rice.. i think i am going fatter and fatter... bad to worse!! must control ar!! hahas..

bored recently.. always wanted to go online but my mother keeps on nagging and nagging that i goes online too often.. but wads the point of leaving it there not to use? moreover its holiday.. sianz..

just home! went to orchard to meet up my aunt and cousin for a swenson feast! its my aunt's birthday so its her treat.. thanks hor!!!

anw, today we all learnt something.. that is.. SWENSON AT ORCHARD IS MORE EX THAN AT OTHER OUTLETS!!! and its not jus one two bucks hor.. quite a lot can haha.. we ate quite alot! fish and chips.. grilled salmon thing.. steak.. baked rice.. ice cream.. and one new stuff that i have never tried before and strongly recommanded by them.. the banana crumbler!! so nice!!! wahlao.. now think already also can mouth water.. hahas!

You're a Wild Drunk

You can get enough drink. Seriously, you'll just go puke and start pounding them back again!

What Kind of Drunk Are You?

You Are An Intro-Extrovert!

Sometimes you're social - sometimes you're shy You've got a bit of an Introvert / Extrovert split going on You enjoy all sorts of situations. Parties, small groups, and alone time. Too much of one, and you'll long for the other. You need varity! Chances are, you've got both serious and fun friends - and they don't get along.

Are You An Extrovert or Introvert?

STARS of tep part II~*

zibin n kailing: buddies of ardc with me. went out to christmas lighting, exchange present, all the site visits and lotsa more activities! two good people who always remembers me.. love you two~!
shaune: hao ren. thru out ardc first few weeks was like only talking to her when ser ser is making fun of her and i join in. but after that found out she is really some one very nice and easy to talk to. during my final times at fsrc we really xiang yi wei ming.. cos alot of di ren ard us. haha...
debbie: last time when i was yr 1 she got online my class before.. but dat time never talked to her before for one whole sem. but at tep found out that she is a nice gal.. and part of our $2 breakfast gang! (kailing zibin me and deb)

#not in pic:
Mr Steven Lee.
very good guy who is my lecturer at ardc. guides me alot and a good mentor. had fun and many meaningful talks together!

Yonghui: this guy don't knw me after 9 weeks at ardc. initial stages a very cool guy. talk LITTLE and its really very little. then gradually opens up alot. a gd buddy in tep! been thru thick and thin together and also SOMETIMES quite take care of me ba hahas!
Jessica: my best jie mei. a friend special in my heart cos she fulfilled my years long dream of celebrating my bdae with a cake in sch. haha.. i will never forget..
Cheryl: heys some one who is tall and i am taller.. (only we will noe wad this means) hahas..
#note: we are the fantastic 4!

Jieying: heys.. first generation ops. very friendly and we talked alot! remembered my birthday nt like someone. haha.. and really a good girl.. all the time trying to pull me back together with some "friends".. haha.. but well somethings jus cant mian qiang one la haha..

Peisin: hardcore SHE and HIM artist fan. very da jie da to us.. hahas.. yay~
Cindy: heys cindy is a quite girl in the beginning.. but after that we all became chatty.. a good listener to me..

Ben: like me has a bad temper and like to attitude.. hahas.. jus like me!!!

#not in pic:
Miss Cai: a good mentor to me who has talked some sense into me sometimes.. and also another one who always give me good makan! ahhaas.. one of the first few i bonded with in my MSC days.. and i am going to miss those days!
Miss Chia: lolx we all do finance with hasanah and cindy.. i miss those days! those lunch.. those fun we all had..

Angelia: got to noe her during open house.. and i remembered her cos of her hp number XXXX5566! a nice girl i would not forget.. and also she is i think the only one who does not think i walks too fast. i will miss the cam-whoring days! miss ya!

Tat wee, Rachel, Erica, Janet: nice people! cheryl's friend.. and cheryl always pang seh us for them haha.. so later we decided to all mix together!!

#not in pics
Cheers people: people like kian how huixiang constance aiqing shaun and the rest! rrhahas.. one thing bout my terrible last stop is that there is too much free time and cheers is growing to be like my second home.. will miss those talking with kh and others.. and my lo mai kai!!

Keemeng: the batch of IM after me.. crazy guy who is very gay and go around love biting people.. and sadly i am one of his victim.. haha.. but dun siao siao leh he cycle for singapore one hor haha.

Joseph: "father" of IM. hahas. we all noe y. a easy to chat with guy!

Sihui: i miss eating instant noodle with u at the place where we are not suppose to! hahas

Shiyun: nice girl who will chat with me at lifestyle.. cos we are direct neighbours! in the same room! haha..
Pebble: you love swee heng!!!! haha.. pebble always go hyper when i brings swee heng to school for her.. and her piano is fantastic.. all the pop songs she listen a few times can play liaos. clever rite?

Christina and Christine: known from IM days.. i am in qiubing's possession while christine is mei ya.. the mother of shinchan(which is me).. arrghh complicated.. hahas

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sorry if i missed out anyone.. but all of you that i have known made an impact in me.. maybe soon we will lose contact.. but we all also noe that we will never forget these days that we have gone thru.. rite?
=)

ok i am just home! today was a eventful day.. went to GARY's house for the dinner for his birthday.. advance celebration wor~~

reached ard 4 plus and i am late!!! luckily his parents not home yet and no one noe i was late except him and his girl.. haa~ then watched tv and ate biscuits.. lazed ard like no one's business laa.. cos we all so close liao.. haha.. even his parents ard i also like that de.. then we talk talk.. until near to six when his parents came home. then rested a while then his uncle's family also came and we proceeded to the zi char place to eat. yummy~!

talked alot. crapped alot. as usual. also crapped with his cousin, chatted with his parents and aunt and uncle. cos last time he stays nex door to me only.. and his cousin always stay at his home.. so we all sort of like all noe each other one la. so its really like at my own home like that. hahas

then today the reason i am there is also its the first time he is bringing his gf back home. and i am there!!! got a bit gan dong.. cos we are grow up tog one.. and to see each other grew up is like.. "wah.. time flies.. so many yrs liao.." this feeling.. and the fact that i am the only friend there with the family, i noe that my weight to him is equal to that of him in me. ( meaning i am also a important friend of his, jus like he is to me) its like.. meet the parent got a special meaning.. and he hopes that i am there.. haha.. i am so touched can!

i feel so very the fortunate that i have a buddy like gary. i was never sad thou i have only one. cos its already enough. cos when i am lost, i noe who i can go to. i still love my other friends!

dedicates this to ma dearest GARy!!!

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A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself or herself.

A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his or her address book.

A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.

A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk to you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A real friend calls you after you had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them. A real friend expects to always be there for you!
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last day at TEP.

nothing much happening at fsrc. also no people org farewell. morn time was like wondering ard and ate swee heng with pebble and co. they really like the cakes la! haha..

went ard sharing the cake.. i was actually quite sad. like now, all of us are so bonded. i noe where i can go to find who. yonghui and miss cai at IM. Ben at OPs. ms chia at 309. serene at eldc. ser ser at small room. sighs. but all these ends today - the end of my tep.

ben doesnt understand why i am so sad.. to be frank i couldnt really mix well with my class.. only a few i can talk to. thats why when i came to tep and am pampered like hell, i couldnt think of wad life would be like without those pals at tep.

i will miss those days. the days at ARDC and IM.

Featuring...

my STARS of tep.. gr8 people that i have knew here!

Evonne n Jamie: nice girls that i met at ardc.. i will miss the fun gaming with jamie and the shaker fries times with evonne..

Serene: alot of fun with her.. even after ardc.. and the fun continues to her aldc times.. when we were both at level 4.. all the crapping and eating and everything!!!

Zahidah: a gal from my sec school.. but we dunno each other before ardc.. maybe noe the existance of each other la.. thats y can recognise each other.
Siew Chun: fun loving gal!! equally crazy like me.. haha! we talk alot and crap alot.. she is also the buddy of candise!
Xuehui: woo.. mature gal.. also my talking khaki at ardc..
*the above 3 are actually DBI students.. thats y they are only here for a short time.. but the are gr8 friends!

Lijia: since last time noe her this person liao cos of mingsiang.. but last time i tot she is tao tao one.. cos exam time we study at the library too noisy.. she will tiao us one.. haha.. but fact is she turned out to be someone more pleasant. very chat-able and friendly..

*- end of part one due to blogger server hang. to be continued.. people not featured yet dun panic. -*

Pebble is so clever!
she plays piano so well!

wah.. when i hear her play "feng" i sososo surprised.. but she did played well!!

to thank her for the nice piano.. i shall bring swee heng to our fsrc room tml.

*pebble jumping ard in joy

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Pebble says:

sometimes
people say
the people who appear the happiest
are actually the ones who need more love and care

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woo yesterday i watched the show 15. Singapore production. and the director is Roysten Tan.

well its a pretty vulgar show. but the topic is about 15yo ah bengs leh so i think it fits the theme well. haha.. FYI, one of the main cast Shaun is from my secondary sch. when i was sec one he got stare at me in the tuckshop before. haa! long long ago history liao..

seeing this show brings back alot of memories.. cos like the show last time my sec sch is really like that one. gang fights, gang cheers. sudden alot of bengs gathers.. i can still remember some of those cheers that i used to hear all the time.. several scenes in the show thats kinda gross, like the parts of piercing and drug trafficking by swallowing it. but some how see the show liao also abit sad.. esp there are parts where they talked about their future. its like.. "all i can see is only darkness ahead of me.. wads the use of thinking so much?"

are we really given a chance to replent the mistakes we made?
are they given one?

a show about brotherhood love, loyalty and gang life.

see the brothers share life and death.
see the brothers in a show of their real life.

“感动”难以说明，它是一种很微妙的感觉。

人生就像坐公车一样。
不同的驿站就代表着我们人生不同的阶段。
而在不同驿站上车、下车的人，
就是我们在这一生中不同时候、不同阶段
所结识并分享经历的朋友。

但是，
谁都不能保证谁会陪谁走到最后,
更不能保证谁不会先下车，从此离去。
是朋友也好，是情人也罢，
只要是能遇上能够分享旅程的有缘人，
就是一种 “ blessing ”。
而这 “ blessing ”，
是绝对可欲不可求的。

oh my gawd~! i saw them on the mags and i think i want them!!!

maybe no one will noe wad sesame street means to me.. cos its my only entertainment when i was a kid.. accompanied me thru many lonely hours and taught me ABC.. *hahas!

childish but its me! muahahaha..

awe.. thats so sweet of angi to leave this message at my com today when i was away.. but.. y this pic instead one of mine? issit cos we look alike???

*pukes

okok.. i got it.. =X

i think i am going to be cooked soon.. in the FSRC room.. cos they simply dun let me switch on the aircon!!!

-__-

like so hot can. for some moments i tot i am in a sauna, for some moments i tot i was suffocating.. cos there is just no windows in the room for ventilation! ok, the supervisors please dun blame me if i am away from the room. maybe i was some where out there "running away from the heat". Lolz. Maybe pebble is rite that i am born in egypt in my previous life. cos i simply cant stand it if its too heaty and suffocating! if its like in the sun natural heat then its ok. but if the heat is from no-moving-air-no-ventilation-suffocating then it nono for me.. haa~!

**fotos cant be uploaded.. so wait for them in the next post! =)

also, the time table is out today. no sch for fridays~! *yays
everyone is running here and there.. announcing the releasing of the timetable and compairing it.. and i got one lecture that is same with jieying, kailing, shaune and some more.. so nice to be able to meet them again in classical!

the lecturer for this module is simon leong.. the one who taught us before when we were yr 1.. i still remember that time, after teaching us for one sem at the last lesson, he suddenly commented that me and sammy look alike.. like brothers.. well, i think now no longer liao cos i grew even fatter. haa! so, its good to have familiar faces to look forward to!

>> am having mixed feelings. shd i look forward to the starting of classical lessons? actually i wasn't really.. i rather hoped there will be more of tep. cos times here are definately betteR! better working partners, better friends, everyone cared about me.. how i feel and wad i really wants. its really some thing i don't really experience while i am in class. for the pass six months alot of things happened.. lost u and u. and maybe alot more unknowingly. have a talk with peisin and jessica over lunch, and i have came to a conclusion: instead of complaining more i shd cherish the present! =)