Maybe you might even forget me one day.

happen to talk to the topic of fotos with mabel.. and i was saying we all grow old.. and the fotos will bring back memories.. and to cherish the long friendship in the fotos so as not to lose them..

since i went out with her yesterday, have been feeling quite blue. not that the outing is not fun, its damn fun. and thats why making me blue today. after the happy feeling we had.. i start to think today, why i cant feel so happy everyday? is like i only feel so happy with good friends.. and sadly i can only meet them once in a while.. like 2 months or so.. in class.. herry and jess always mia.. then jun xiong is with kang an.. sam has to work.. left with the rest which i cant realli break into.. i mean i was close to pple like weihao, qq, jingfa and chang da.. but since when we drifted really apart. i don't noe why. there has been a few times they went out without calling me.. going for the movie we wanted to watch together themselves.. forming their small cliques.. i feel ostracised.. cant help but realli did.. i mean even felt far with weihao, who i shouldnt as we known from yr1.. i realli don understand. i mean sometimes i think back is it something i had done? and sometimes it landed myself to be really frustrated.. i dont wanted to but i jus cant be as natural and unrestrained like jx.. all these small things realli make me frustrated.. i am not angry at anyone.. but just i am frustrated.. with myself..