someone get me the dvd for hana kimi can!!! i will be eternal greatful!!!!
i so wanna own the complete set!!
=( but i don't.
Saturday, March 17, 2007
nite nite.
its late! 3.20 am le but i still cant sleep. (must be the nap at 8pm.)
and worse, i cant log on to msn! =(
sianz.
and worse, i cant log on to msn! =(
sianz.
Thursday, March 15, 2007
EMO
.: W.H :.says:
its a path to choose mah
different ppl will be waiting at different end
its as good as saying from now, we are splitting!
we know
but we do not speak it out
the above emo conversation with hao is started by his emo post as follows.
I went Dim Sum Buffet as organised by Xue Li and went singing session at Ten Dollar Club with yong hui(jay zhou), qq (Pu Xue Liang!), jx (andy lau), chang da (wang li hom) and kelvin (lee sheng jie!). The meal was hearty and i almost vomit out since i ate with no limits. But its the singing session that starts making me wonder ...
What a emotional day for me as my brain finally can't block the urge to think wad's the future for me, and this group of friends whom i've spent 2-3 interesting years with countless memorable events. I really don't know. It's this uncertainty that sets me into a confused and lost feeling which i don't usually faced!
Being emotional a.k.a EMO is not a familiar habit for me but still i know i can manage it. However, a loss of word in describing how i feel currently. So plain in my mind now.
It's a sign for a brand new start? or is it time to sleep? LOL. Will do the thinking these few daes or maybe even in taiwan where it's a 'no-friends' environment. Only family.
(I wonder what will happen to them when i'm in taiwan ..... )
(Will i leave a empty space inside their heart when i leave? ..... )
Sometimes i wonder ...
i hate making that choice that hao is saying. i know myself, that is i got too comfortable in my comfort zone and is reluctant to leave. i mean.. we are all so into each other's life for the past 3 years can! its not easy.. to leave.. to let go.. it never is...
i hate to make choices/decisions that is life-changing. to make things worse, i am in the stage of my life where alot of these decision makings are happening.. too much changes.. more than what i can handle. the "friends" issue is jus a starting point.. which will eventually root out to more decisions that is coming my way. but of cos, i do hope i can handle them well!
anw.. i still hope that this cycle of friends in my poly life will stay forever.. i dun dare to ask for all of them to be.. but i will make my effort on my part.. and i hope it will be reciprocated yea.. single hand cant clap. lol. and of cos, the creator of this emo feeling mr lee wei hao will be one of them who stays. haa!
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
and the rotting continues.
as much as i want to get out and stop rotting, the financial status of me now does not allow me to. its all "outs" and no "ins" can! anw, hope i can go back to Dsg to work. have already sent the resume back to them liao. hohoho. lucky i sms HY to ask her bout temp-ing there..
anw, i have finished 花樣 too! ok i am abit slow.. but thats cos i waited for cousin to lend me the dvd and so i can watch it in comfort lah.. haa.. its not as flop as all had said la.. some may complaint that it is too ambiguous but i think that it is still ok lo. its just trying to 延續 the idea of the show, that is 曖昧是愛裏最美的. so what if rui xi does not know that quan already know she is a "she"? she knows that he love her. she more or less can guess that he knows she is a girl. then jiu hao liao ma. it also leaves clue that there is a part two.. aren't that better!! but must be the same cast la.. otherwise the feeling is all diff liao.. look what happen to goong S. total flop. haha!
anw, i have finished 花樣 too! ok i am abit slow.. but thats cos i waited for cousin to lend me the dvd and so i can watch it in comfort lah.. haa.. its not as flop as all had said la.. some may complaint that it is too ambiguous but i think that it is still ok lo. its just trying to 延續 the idea of the show, that is 曖昧是愛裏最美的. so what if rui xi does not know that quan already know she is a "she"? she knows that he love her. she more or less can guess that he knows she is a girl. then jiu hao liao ma. it also leaves clue that there is a part two.. aren't that better!! but must be the same cast la.. otherwise the feeling is all diff liao.. look what happen to goong S. total flop. haha!
quotes: from DTF
“这么多年，你现在才知道我好啊？” Ah Toot说了这句话，停顿了一下。在那一瞬间，我似乎可以感觉到他心里的伤感。但，他很快就把话当玩笑，开心地笑了。
i don't know why, but this sentence have a 淡淡的憂傷。
Monday, March 12, 2007
sick tired
hate to face this time over and again! i noe 家家有本難念的經 but why is mine never ending?
just when i tot peace is here, things happen over and again jus to prove me wrong. when will peaceful life come? i dun even dare to think what things would become when i go to the army...
its msia trip again today! but response was cold. only me and ka and qq and hao and hitsu. hitsu is last min i ask her go de. hoo~! little shopping, just went in there to eat.. cant really find the things that i wanna buy leh. maybe can cut down the number of times going in liao lo..
also, went to jx's house. first time hor, haha! no la. jus go there sit sit bond bond. cos the rest wanna go there dunno do what so i go together lo! life's been pretty mundane recently.. how long more can i hang on?
just when i tot peace is here, things happen over and again jus to prove me wrong. when will peaceful life come? i dun even dare to think what things would become when i go to the army...
*****
its msia trip again today! but response was cold. only me and ka and qq and hao and hitsu. hitsu is last min i ask her go de. hoo~! little shopping, just went in there to eat.. cant really find the things that i wanna buy leh. maybe can cut down the number of times going in liao lo..
also, went to jx's house. first time hor, haha! no la. jus go there sit sit bond bond. cos the rest wanna go there dunno do what so i go together lo! life's been pretty mundane recently.. how long more can i hang on?
Friday, March 09, 2007
抱抱！aka Hug Hug!
went to mos with the gang on wed. was kind of not used to going out at night, leaving home at 8 plus makes me feel so odd! hmm.. maybe i am just too used to going out in bright day light. get used to it by going out more frequently in the nights! (my mum's going to kill me if she see this. haa!)
out of the gang of 7 (herry, ter, ka, jx, hao, qq + myself) 4 was a "virgin.nite" at clubbing. hoho. was a crazy nite out. and i cant dance for nuts!!! even KA dance better than me!! was not so crowded at the time we reach at abt ten.. but by the time we leave at abt 4 it was a hell lots of people! met up with teri and amy there too! and teri is another party animal.. hoho..
from now on, my new nick name for herry is snake. cos when he dance he is like a snake!
slacked at mcd after that for breakfast.. at 4 am!! earliest breakfast i ever had! haha. a few of us quite seh liao and i actually fell asleep there at mcd.. boo boo to me! headed home with qq as we are the only two taking train and crashed bed the moment i reach home. first time i miss my bed so much.
as for the relation of the title to this post, its for us to know and not for you to find out. hohoho~
out of the gang of 7 (herry, ter, ka, jx, hao, qq + myself) 4 was a "virgin.nite" at clubbing. hoho. was a crazy nite out. and i cant dance for nuts!!! even KA dance better than me!! was not so crowded at the time we reach at abt ten.. but by the time we leave at abt 4 it was a hell lots of people! met up with teri and amy there too! and teri is another party animal.. hoho..
from now on, my new nick name for herry is snake. cos when he dance he is like a snake!
slacked at mcd after that for breakfast.. at 4 am!! earliest breakfast i ever had! haha. a few of us quite seh liao and i actually fell asleep there at mcd.. boo boo to me! headed home with qq as we are the only two taking train and crashed bed the moment i reach home. first time i miss my bed so much.
as for the relation of the title to this post, its for us to know and not for you to find out. hohoho~
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
pursuit of happyness.
its a not bad show. caught it yesterday with the gang. quite meaningful thou a bit boring. it made tEr yawned 3 times. haha! but still, i give it 3.5 pop corns!
before the movie, went to KA's house to do something to our hair.. qq and darren was there with me.. anw, i steamed my hair!! its more softer now. hehe. and i will be back soon for another session! *i hope i got enough money!*
after that, we went to ALIF! the long awaited meal there. havent been there for a long time. yh,hao, jx, herry,ter joined.
anw, i dunno why i am so tired after the movie that i headed home and crash bed. haha! nice day out with the gang! they're clubbing tmr and i arent sure if i can join.. mum's commenting that i spend too much going out yea. sianz!
before the movie, went to KA's house to do something to our hair.. qq and darren was there with me.. anw, i steamed my hair!! its more softer now. hehe. and i will be back soon for another session! *i hope i got enough money!*
after that, we went to ALIF! the long awaited meal there. havent been there for a long time. yh,hao, jx, herry,ter joined.
anw, i dunno why i am so tired after the movie that i headed home and crash bed. haha! nice day out with the gang! they're clubbing tmr and i arent sure if i can join.. mum's commenting that i spend too much going out yea. sianz!
Monday, March 05, 2007
It's Monday!
the first monday after i graduated. *I HOPE i really do*
its very... empty lei. i felt like there was no more purpose. sighs.
anw, work at Dsg seems to have been blown. i think YL arent working there anymore so no one from corp comm can bring me in liao. sigh sigh. gotta look for another job!
last sat, gathering at mrs quek's was quite a success, even thou there is only 3 of us who went. namely, its chelle, me and vic. had lots of fun chatting and bonding. Mrs quek was telling us about how we should plan for our marriage.. what kind of restaurants or hotels to book, how much ang pao to give etc.
We talked about school time and how this guy threatened Mrs quek when she was still a relief teacher in our school. We all thought it was someone chelle know and was very close. but after all the pics we showed quek, still cant recognise, haha! so it shall remain a mystery.
right after that was meeting yen to get the chocs she made for me *so sweet of her!!!!* thanks girl! also walked ard at the popular there.. and i am torn between getting the sheng ri kuai le sound track or its novel...
they had this 愛的主題曲 in the show.. 有多少愛可以重來。
when i always talk about love, i dun only talk about love between couples. it can be family love, friendship love. i love my family! i love my friends! so its universal thing ok.. dun be so narrowminded.. hee!
right now it applies to the love i have for my friends! the uncertainties. how will things be in the future?
don't know.
don't want to think.
its very... empty lei. i felt like there was no more purpose. sighs.
anw, work at Dsg seems to have been blown. i think YL arent working there anymore so no one from corp comm can bring me in liao. sigh sigh. gotta look for another job!
*****
last sat, gathering at mrs quek's was quite a success, even thou there is only 3 of us who went. namely, its chelle, me and vic. had lots of fun chatting and bonding. Mrs quek was telling us about how we should plan for our marriage.. what kind of restaurants or hotels to book, how much ang pao to give etc.
We talked about school time and how this guy threatened Mrs quek when she was still a relief teacher in our school. We all thought it was someone chelle know and was very close. but after all the pics we showed quek, still cant recognise, haha! so it shall remain a mystery.
right after that was meeting yen to get the chocs she made for me *so sweet of her!!!!* thanks girl! also walked ard at the popular there.. and i am torn between getting the sheng ri kuai le sound track or its novel...
*****
they had this 愛的主題曲 in the show.. 有多少愛可以重來。
有多少愛可以重來 有多少人願意等待 當懂得珍惜以後回來卻不知那份愛會不會還在
when i always talk about love, i dun only talk about love between couples. it can be family love, friendship love. i love my family! i love my friends! so its universal thing ok.. dun be so narrowminded.. hee!
right now it applies to the love i have for my friends! the uncertainties. how will things be in the future?
don't know.
don't want to think.
Saturday, March 03, 2007
我要點首歌
你累了没有 可否伸出双手
想拥抱 怎能握着拳头
我们还有很多梦没做
还有很多明天要走
要让世界听见我们的歌
准备好没有 时间不再回头
想要飞 不必任何理由
不管世界尽头多寂寞
你的身边一定有我
我们说过不管天高地厚
想飞到那最高最远最洒脱
想拥抱在最美丽的那一刻
想看见陪我到最后谁是朋友
你是我最期待的那一个
可以一起闯祸 一起沉默 一起走
可以一起飞翔 一起沦落
不管天高地厚陪着我
陪我一起大声狂吼
想飙到那最高最远最辽阔
想唱完那最感动的一首歌
没看见那天高地厚不肯放手
因为我有我想要的朋友
你是我最想要的朋友
*****
想拥抱 怎能握着拳头
我们还有很多梦没做
还有很多明天要走
要让世界听见我们的歌
准备好没有 时间不再回头
想要飞 不必任何理由
不管世界尽头多寂寞
你的身边一定有我
我们说过不管天高地厚
想飞到那最高最远最洒脱
想拥抱在最美丽的那一刻
想看见陪我到最后谁是朋友
你是我最期待的那一个
可以一起闯祸 一起沉默 一起走
可以一起飞翔 一起沦落
不管天高地厚陪着我
陪我一起大声狂吼
想飙到那最高最远最辽阔
想唱完那最感动的一首歌
没看见那天高地厚不肯放手
因为我有我想要的朋友
你是我最想要的朋友
*****
僅此把這首歌獻給所有人，愛我的，恨我的，謝謝你們在我的生命中留下了腳印。我會好好珍惜的！
*****
when you're tired
stretch out your hands.
how do you accept a hug
when you clutch your fists tightly?
we still have many dreams unfulfilled
we still have many tomorrows
and we want our views to be heard by the world.
are you prepared? time waits for no one.
you don't need a reason to venture out far into the sky.
it doesn't matter how lonely it is
i will always be around you.
we are all going to soar into the skies
who will be the one who will accompany me to the end?
i hope that you are the one.
****translation is specially for mr herry haryadi!!!
and so.. thats the end!
with the completion of today's final paper at nyp, it also marks the end of my poly life! woo! so fast, at a blink of the eyes. well the day was quite filled.. and still will be for the next 2 days.. so i think the feeling of emptyness won't come so fast rite? however, the other mixed feelings have set in - the feelings that i have for all the friends here.
nonetheless, the usual me who is always getting too comfortable in the comfort zone, is reluctant to the changes that will occur in my life. those people whom i won't be seeing that often anymore. those that i cant talk to everyday anymore. its not that we are all not going to meet liao. but some things jus arent going to be the same anymore..
am thankful that i met all of u! never regretted any moment..
*****
today, the gang went to suki sushi.. celebration for the end of school, and also mengsiang's birthday! happy birthday!!
the sushi buffet is great. lots of food. also, the time spent bonding rox yea! =)
after that its mabel's and gary's for the annual cny visit. jus gotta squeeze them later cos of the exams la.. tmr still got mrs quek's place to head to! once a year only to bond with them, how can not go?
nonetheless, the usual me who is always getting too comfortable in the comfort zone, is reluctant to the changes that will occur in my life. those people whom i won't be seeing that often anymore. those that i cant talk to everyday anymore. its not that we are all not going to meet liao. but some things jus arent going to be the same anymore..
am thankful that i met all of u! never regretted any moment..
*****
today, the gang went to suki sushi.. celebration for the end of school, and also mengsiang's birthday! happy birthday!!
the sushi buffet is great. lots of food. also, the time spent bonding rox yea! =)
after that its mabel's and gary's for the annual cny visit. jus gotta squeeze them later cos of the exams la.. tmr still got mrs quek's place to head to! once a year only to bond with them, how can not go?
Thursday, March 01, 2007
Hana Kimi
ok. now i get what jieying mean when she say this show is poisonous. it jus sucked me into it and i cant miss any episodes of it! the cast is good, the song is nice. and my ella is the lead!!! she is jus too cute.
ultra addictive. watch the show at your own risk.
other than the ever so cute ella and handsome wu zun, the ending theme is great. zhuan shu tian shi. another great song by tank. ahhh....
ultra addictive. watch the show at your own risk.other than the ever so cute ella and handsome wu zun, the ending theme is great. zhuan shu tian shi. another great song by tank. ahhh....
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
quotes: from ahleck
A simple gesture assured oneself that you had not spent your life waiting in vain. That's all that's required, isn't it. Having known that while you were thinking of and missing someone, your thoughts were reciprocated.
It helps to know, that we are both staring at the same blue sky.
如果错过了。。。那就不要再去追究。因为当你回到过去时，人事已变，而你想追回的从前，已经离你而去。
Monday, February 26, 2007
now playing: Tank - 專屬天使
我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽 而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想 透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
*****
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽 而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想 透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
*****
its suppose to be easy!! and yes the imc indeed is quite easy, but i cant finish the paper!!! T_T
i missed the last 16 marks.. blank blank no time to write!! sigh. there goes my grades. there goes my uni chance.. dammit!
super depressed. i dunno how to describe the depression but i think i jus have to pick myself up cos theres still crm tmr.
16 marks plus the mistakes that i will make at the other parts.. the badly done 10 min presentation and the written ica that is equally badly done.. god bless that i wont do that supp man! last exam le.. pls dun let me go through that supp paper...
Sunday, February 25, 2007
放縱
yesterday, i only studied the segmentation chapter and the campaign management system of crm. the rest of the day is endless food, mahjong and ban luck.
its cny! 我需要一點這樣的放縱!!
everything at aunt's house is simply fab. today they're all coming over to my house. hmm..
dun dare to look forward to any good grades for this exam. damn nyp for putting the exam at this time!!
its cny! 我需要一點這樣的放縱!!
everything at aunt's house is simply fab. today they're all coming over to my house. hmm..
dun dare to look forward to any good grades for this exam. damn nyp for putting the exam at this time!!
Friday, February 23, 2007
amazing!
sometimes, its just amazing how the internet works.
Dickson is a fren i get to know from cruz's comments section. i dunno since when, he started to see my blog regularly and tag my board. i think he is the first net friend that i actually communicated to! then, i start to see his blog regularly too and later, i added him on msn.
he's a great guy i will tell you. cos sometimes, he will msn me to tell me to be more positive and dun think so dully of things that happens to me. theres so much we can talk and chat!
know why i say he is great? cos he makes the effort. i am jus some one he noe on line. he has not seen me before. but still he showed concern from a fren. thats not something that he need to do yea? and i appreciates it alot.
so yups. i will be happy! as he says, its the new year! ^^
Dickson is a fren i get to know from cruz's comments section. i dunno since when, he started to see my blog regularly and tag my board. i think he is the first net friend that i actually communicated to! then, i start to see his blog regularly too and later, i added him on msn.
he's a great guy i will tell you. cos sometimes, he will msn me to tell me to be more positive and dun think so dully of things that happens to me. theres so much we can talk and chat!
know why i say he is great? cos he makes the effort. i am jus some one he noe on line. he has not seen me before. but still he showed concern from a fren. thats not something that he need to do yea? and i appreciates it alot.
so yups. i will be happy! as he says, its the new year! ^^
i've had enough.
tmr's cny gathering @ mrs quek's has to be postponed.
cos everyone say not free last min.
i mean come on.. its only once in a year and its not easy to organise.. with all the people scattled around.. and this is the kind of attitude? i mean at least make the effort to come lo! is it that dificult to come up with 2 hours there? action speaks louder than words and all your actions showed me how you guys were thinking.
next year i arent organising anymore. i will go myself. haha! why shd i care when no one wana go?
cos everyone say not free last min.
i mean come on.. its only once in a year and its not easy to organise.. with all the people scattled around.. and this is the kind of attitude? i mean at least make the effort to come lo! is it that dificult to come up with 2 hours there? action speaks louder than words and all your actions showed me how you guys were thinking.
next year i arent organising anymore. i will go myself. haha! why shd i care when no one wana go?
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Exams coming!!!
back from bangkok last nite. overall its a ok trip bah. haha. this year's cny is the most not cny de cny. haha. but still i hope the coming piggie year will be good!! not only for me and also for those ard me!! ^^
as for the cny eve reunion dinner..
the colorful yusheng
woohoo!!
in the kitchen during preparation..
yummy!
two boats this year. one tom yum and one original.
some pics from the BKK trip..
ok! if nothing much more "happening" happens, i shd be on hiatus till next fri.. the end of exams!!!
as for the cny eve reunion dinner..
the colorful yusheng
woohoo!!
in the kitchen during preparation..
yummy!
two boats this year. one tom yum and one original.*****
some pics from the BKK trip..
ok! if nothing much more "happening" happens, i shd be on hiatus till next fri.. the end of exams!!!
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