> now playing: yang chen lin - yu shang ai <

aweee... today i slept till 2? or near to 3? not sure.. but its definately shiok.. would have to wake up earlier if not for mum and sis going to genting.. they would be waking me early at like 9+? shiok lor.. i think its really YEARS since i last got such luxurious sleeps.. and i am not exaggerating.. but last nite is also a late one lo.. slept at 4+.. but still, sleeping till so late is nice~! but not to be done often.. cos it will make us lazy pigs.. haa!

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quoted from bbc.com

In her presentation for the conference, she says students do not necessarily see anything wrong with copying other people's work.

She says they say things like "if they are stupid enough to give us three assignments with the same deadline, what can they expect?" and "I just couldn't say it better myself".

some professionals talking about plagarism in students.. a strict no no in school for us too.. and its quite a serious offence if we are caught doing so.. so dun do lor.. haha.. but the replies in the quote are quite true too.. its like.. most of the times our tutors and lecturers always says that there is only one ica for us to do.. but they seriously forget that there are actually 8 modules we are taking.. one each = 6 icas.. alot of work, alot of stress, not alot of time.. but still, its a strict offence.. so dun do it..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GILLIAN CHUA BEE PING~!

> now playing: the pussycat dolls - stick with you <

while going home today.. had a talk with kenji while we were waiting for the cab to come.. and we talked alot lo.. mostly bout work.. and he told me some of his views.. well.. i think work is like that de ba.. he said he is thinking of quit after june.. well, at least he work not happy he can change job ba.. i dunno if in the future, i can got the courage to do so too when i am in the same situation..

and he treated marybrown for dinner today.. cos everyone is craving for kfc but the best we could get is this.. haa! ate alot.. 3 and 1/2 piece? and lots of fries.. and also the kaya toast from wang jiao.. the best friend of people working there.. cos there got coffee.. bread and some makan.. haha.. ate too much lor! there goes my plans to slim down..

anw, today's post is going to be one full of quotes! firstly will be two xin li ce yan from cruzteng.com..

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冬至到了。你会选怎样的汤圆？

a. 包芝麻、花生的甜汤圆

b. 包肉或其他香料的咸汤圆

c. 没有任何馅料的汤圆

d. 油炸汤圆

测试你有多任性。

我选甜汤圆。。。啊！！！还真准！！！

a. 包芝麻、花生的甜汤圆
你的任性是众所周知的。对于自己不喜欢的事情一定会快速地远离，打死都不愿意轻易的接触。撒娇、耍赖是你最拿手的绝招。凡事先挑简单轻松的来做，不轻易招揽责任。只要不合你意，马上会大发少爷/小姐脾气。

b. 包肉或其他香料的咸汤圆
你是一个相当成熟的人，从小就是小大人的模样。同辈、长辈一样信任你。你常担任照顾他人、保护他人的角色。要你任性妄为真的谈何容易。

c. 没有任何馅料的汤圆
你是一个不会任意耍脾气的人。面对许多事情都会先想好处理的方式。就算你任性、耍脾气，也是经过思考的。

d. 油炸汤圆
你的个性带点天真、孩子气。不由自主、自然而然就会任性的举动。你会想要大家把焦点放在你身上，因而忘了顾虑他人的感受与辛苦。虽然你不是故意的，但会让部分朋友受不了。

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Lingzhi and I saw this 色彩占卜 online this morning. Supposedly, it’ll tell you why you’re still single.

Mary and I found it to be amazingly accurate!

Now between four colour combinations, please choose one:

a. Orange + Yellow

b. Red + Yellow

c. Purple + Pink

d. Green + Pink

I choose Red + Yellow, and woah….!

Orange + Yellow
你過於保護自己讓人覺得太過現實，考量太多現實層面的狀況會讓你太過理智，顯得過於保護自己，一旦覺得不快樂的時候就馬上拒絕對方，這樣的態度自然阻擋了追求者的出現，而且記得要把對舊情人的愛完全放掉，才能重新找到新感情。

Red + Yellow
因為你的強勢把追求者嚇跑了，基本上你太過大男人或大女人主義，具有強烈的掌握慾望，處處想要佔上風，所以你會想要約束對方，但這樣的態度反而會讓人不敢接近。

Purple + Pink
太過被動的等待愛情是你的致命傷，如果想要被人追求就得先轉變生活圈，才有可能會遇到好的對象。選擇這個顏色的人個性會比較保守而且對愛完全理想化，雖然平時可能給人家的感覺是非常開放的，但是她的內在卻非常傳統，一旦談戀愛就做好嫁人的心理準備。

Green + Pink
眼光太高而且愛挑剔別人的你，讓人有距離感不敢靠近你，試著把標準放低一點，追求者自然會出現！

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freaking accurate lahs.. the results.. haha...

and more from jessica's latest posts..

Want to lose weight so bad but each day i jus forget abt what i promised myself. Everyone is telling me my weight is acceptable, COME ON LA. Stop lying for goodness sake, its my body and i can feel it, I am fat and that's final. So quit telling me "No la, where got fat, u are alright lor, u think too much la." LIARS!

waa.. no wonder is my hao jie mei.. also in the same situation as me.. haha!!!

> now playing: wan fang - xin bu liao qing <

true faces of people. the power of being in power in the work society. i saw that. cos when u got power, u can use it to shoot people that you dont like, till he got many many holes all over..

wa! must be careful.. otherwise i may be the next target. ha!

> now playing: su hui lun - zhao dao xing fu na nian <


找到幸福那年
你我太傻看不见
永恒离你的承诺并不远
最後离别之前
拥抱时你的侧面
一直是最靠近我的永远

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actually i am quite lucky that most of my shifts so far are afternoon shifts.. cos if u ask me to wake early.. its gonna kill me.. if i have to go late in to the nights.. i think i can do that better.. haha! last night was diseaster..cos me is new. suzie is not new but its her first day come airport. kenji alone have to handle everything lah! stock cant tally. paper work not done. bahz!

and then tonnes of japanese here.. and they dont speak english!!! arrgghh!! have to use my very broken jap to comm with them.. sia suay! i am going to get my text back and revise.. haha!

another late night. reach home at 2+.. who ask me stay sengkang leh.. must wait for others in the same area to come.. then after that i was channel-browsing.. and guess wat? malaysia kanasai tv 1 is showing world cup live!!!!!

!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*

f**k the singapore tv mans.. we pay tv tax, mediacorp earn so much, and they dont even show something that comes only once every 4 years? and the tv 1 got alot of inteferance.. i think its the works of singapore tv mans! cos other days when theres no world cup i can see these channels very clearly.. but anw, last nite also too tired.. see till half time then i knock off liao.. hhaha!

edit:
waa! i jus went to check out the results! last nite when i knock off at half time the results is mexico 0 - 0 angola. and thats the final results too!

> now playing: hu yan bin - waiting for you <

one day he told me that friends are just like your girlfriend/boyfriend...
the only difference is u dun kiss, hug or do whatever with your friends...
i totally agree with this...

i remember my bro telling his friends,
"we're more than hi bye friends, we say fuck in between"

- lijuan's blog

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yesterday was my first day at Changi Airport.. our outlet is at T2.. the people there are quite nice and they are helping me very much.. hmm.. and most of the people are foreigners.. so there are foreign currencies! quite nervous at handling them.. cos and shortages would have to be topped up lo! well.. walking ard the airport is quite fun.. all the past experiences are as tourists.. but this time is diff.. but also more responsibility lor.. working leh.. anw, yesterdays shift ends at 1am.. closing.. and then got prob with stock count.. and then it drags to 130am!!! waited for the taxi to pick us up and by then it was 2.. reached home bout 220am... shag lor! wonder if i can take it when school starts mans.. maybe after ipp i really need to request transfer to outside liao.. haha!

first day then got to meet some one familiar.. i saw xue hui therE! that lucky girl.. going to shanghai with her dad.. and i reckon its SQ they are taking cos we are at T2.. been ages since i last seen here.. theres gonne be more catching up when she is back!

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as for today, its off day! and so its day out with jessica, cheryl, tatwee, rachel and janet. had a meal at pizza hut, and we got one extra pizza! cos the set meal we ordered has a normal pizza and a stuffed crust one. but both that came are normal.. and we did not realise it until we ate till both left one slice only can! and so the third one came.. and we were all so full.. haa.. after that its movie at lido.. silent hill sucks.. please dont watch it..

and guess wat? even thou tatwee brought his cam there, we all forgot to take any pics.. bahz!

rmb the happy times,
the pple who will bring u happiness,
and forget those who bring u sadness....
n not let them affect u anymore,
life would be better...


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANGELIA~!

> now playing: she - yi yan wan nian <


my temper is always my weakness
not to mention
something that everyone knows
my pride

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so rot.. today instead of going to bugis i went to marina sq to relieve.. cos someone from there is on mc.. before i left bugis, lina told me that she thanks me for being there to help and everything... and i am really quite touched lo.. cos frankly here isnt the first place i came when i enter levi's.. but its definately the first place i felt that i learnt something and the people there are really pleasant.. all the guidance they gave.. i really wanted to say thanks to lina to.. but i scared i got too emo.. haha! so in the end i got steph to help pass the message.. i hope she remembers.. haa!

anw, marina sq is really a outlet with very little customers can! if compared to bugis i think the ratio is like 100 to 10 customers per hour? the diff is this big.. and since i am so free there i took some time to learn more bout those product.. hope i can go on well.. =)

> now playing: li sheng jie - hen xiang shuo <


the picture frames have changed
and so has your name
- zibin's msn nick

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i dunno y this two days i very nua.. like rotting.. and what more i have been resting at home manz. sianz.

and juz-b is out of superband!!! wtf!! what the big big f**k!!! i jus tot THAT group with the lowest points shd be out.. sighs..

luckily, milo bing and soul still in.. haa!

> now playing: she - lian ren wei man <


i've only a lifetime
to love, to hug, to cry, to share
is that really enough?

> now playing: lin jun jie - yuan lai <

woo.. today after work went to esplanade there makan.. lina's treat again.. so paiseh.. haa.. but then after that we left too late sia.. then i only manage to take train to dhoby ghaut.. lucky i met jean.. and we shared cab home.. she also just finish work.. haa..

i really think that peoples at bugis here is very nice.. cos they taught me quite alot of things.. thou sometimes i still quite blur la.. cos jus starting mah.. then sometimes also make them pek cek.. sighs.. but they are really gr8! thanks for everything!

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from a personality test site kailing gave me.. drawahouse.com

my results? as follows..

You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

> now playing: zhang hui mei - ren zhi <

GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!

woo.. its coming.. saw this unique and creative ad at the bugis bus stop.. everyday on my way home.. wanna do some shopping!! but not to spend too much la.. hhaha.. over spending is bad lo.. cos it will empty my account only.. so.. my short short list is:

• da levi's pouch (ex leh! one small pouch 26 bucks.. think this will be last on the list haha)
• da pair of shoe from m:industries
• da doraemon cup from more than words

warauz.. only like that then i think i can spend a bomb liao.. but then its a sale of the year.. and its the first time i am participating! woohoo~!

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today after work went to supper.. with lina, kelvin ( no not me, got another kelvin), kailun and stephanie. cos lina is hungry and want supper.. so i cant be so anti social mah haha.. rite? then we talked lo.. chatted bout alot of things.. actually kailun did ask me something in the day over lunch.. that bout me going over to airport this wed.. actually like he says i am already quite used to bugis here liao.. then going to change.. come to think of it really like she bu de la.. cos also used to and familiar with this place liao.. and the people here is not bad too.. noe that we all have to face changes all the time.. and that there will always be nice people all ard.. but getting used to some thing and having to leave it soo soon is a terrible thing.. the terrible feeling.. sighs..

all the best to me mans.

> now playing: jolin - tian kong <

warauz.. now is 1.50 am. i jus reached home at 1am. siao liao lor. haha. tired.. cos of today's midnight sales.

i make a secret promise in my heart: i am going to slaughter who ever it is who came up with this idea of MIDNIGHT SALE!!!

towards midnite its so torturous can.. eye almost closing.. meanwhile hand never stop folding the jeans.. i almost frothing.. and i start to say nonsense to the customers man.. thing like "this is a skirt" starts coming out and i cant believe it! omg.. busy busy..

anw, thank god that today no need to do stock count before go home.. also dunno y.. haha! and that there is taxi home.. yays.. can claim from company.. and then my house reach first.. haa!

ok. i am blabbering nonsense again. good nite. zzZZzzZ liaoz..

i really dont understand..
y is it that
now my words will all be like thorns to your ears?

even when i dont mean anything at all,
you feel that it is directed towards you.

we werent like that.
i hope we were like before.

sometimes i wonder
if its cos of me telling you
my feelings, my tots.

i really regretted,
cos otherwise
we would still be like before.

now i really believe,

有人說
兩條平行的線很悲哀
因爲永遠只能互相遙望

其實兩條平行的線很幸福
儘管無法接近
但亦不曾遠離
不像兩條相交的線

有過一個交點
便漸行漸遠

有时我真的宁愿我们
只是两条平行的线
从来没有越来越远过...

> now playing: khim ng - xin dong <

心动

有多久没见你
以为你在那里
原来就住在我的心底
陪伴着我的呼吸

有多远的距离
以为闻不到你的气息
谁知道你背影这么长
回头就看到你

过去让它过去
来不及
从头喜欢你
白云缠绕着蓝天
如果 不能够永远都在一起
也至少给我们
怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白
我心动的痕迹

过去让它过去
来不及
从头喜欢你
白云缠绕着蓝天
如果 不能够永远都在一起
也至少给我们
怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白
我心动的痕迹

总是想再见你
还试着打探你的消息
原来你就住在我的身体
守护我的回忆

love this song very much.. its gives a sad feeling.. but sonewhat it keeps telling me.. that the love that is gone is still around you..

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i wanna say a big THANK YOU to herry and jess.. for the hp accessory! its a sign for our one big family.. makes me wanna sing the barney song..

i love you.. you love me..

we are happy family..
with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you..
won't you say you love me too?

> now playing: tanya - beautiful love <

ser ser is the cutest!

> now playing: jolin - wu niang <

wa raus!! tml got to work till midnight!!! cos of stupid great singapore sale!!! grrhh..

sia la.. and wed have to go make airport pass.. and then cant go to wed the cycling with herry they all.. arrhgg!!! sorry sorry please please.. dun expel me out of the family... cannot confiscate tigger.. T_T

> now playing: jay chou - an jing<

kinda stress.. CCMgt ICA today.. got one qns i dunno how to ans.. sighs.. then after that i submitted my resume too.. i wonder if it really helps to fetch me to a better place for IPP. seriously hope will.. but its vague lo.. cos we are not "the selected few" you see..

anw work today is good. there is also two kelvins in this outlet! haa.. one is me and one is him. lol. we are of same age, but i think i look younger than him. he tot i am 16 only! bahz... my face is too childish.. haha.. anw he was from nyp too de.. but he dropped out le.. everythings quite fine at work.. yea finally.. but i can foresee when i am going to changi airport its going to repeat again..

so.. its going to be term break next week le... kinda fast.. and worried.. cos that means exam coming soon too.. lalalala... shall not think so much of things thats not going to come soon.. haha! jus going to do my part for studying can liao..

> now playing: wang li hong - da cheng xiao ai <

interesting article on TODAY. author is mr brown (yes its the blogger).

It's every NSman's yearly rite of passage

Don't forget to suss out great buys at the army store during reservist training

Friday - June 2, 2006

every morning, my two-and-a-half-year-old son barges into our room with a hearty push of the door. My wife and I rarely need to depend on the alarm, because the bang of the door - when he pushes his way into our room - leaves a ringing in our ears that only goes away after we brush our teeth, and each day, a little bit of concrete from the wall behind the door falls like snow onto the floor.

Isaac almost did not recognise his old man because these few mornings, I have been donning my camouflage greens to report for reservist. It is a mad rush in the morning as it takes a lot longer to put on a Number Four uniform than work clothes. The boots alone take twice as long.

While to a man every reservist (or NSmen as we are called now) will bitch and moan about reporting for our duty, it is always nice to see old friends and make new ones.

The thing that strikes me most about in-camp training is meeting people from all walks of life. Between waiting for the next instruction from your superiors, there is ample time to talk and find out about each other. Executives, businessmen, bus drivers, technicians, insurance agents, property agents, bak chor mee hawkers, columnists ... we all hang out together for two weeks - brought together by this yearly rite of passage. It is a great leveller of men, this event.

By and large, everyone does what they need to do. There is no rah-rah patriotism, although I am sure we know our duty, but more of a stoic sense of "we're here, we've got to be here, so let's co-operate and get this done quickly so we can all go home on time and safely to our families and loved ones".

One thing about going for in-camp training is that you tend to forget what day of the week it is. Yet, the brain compensates by developing a heightened sense of the time of the day. Without looking at his watch, an NSman can know when is lunch, tea break, and book-out time.

It is an instinct, as if the part of the brain that tracks these details is turned on when one dons one's Number Four uniform.

The other thing that also returns to the brain is the word "canteen". "Where is the canteen ah?" is a very common first-day quest9ion. Outside of camp, we eat at food courts and hawker centres. Inside, it is cookhouse and canteen.

One of the interesting experiences about going back to camp is the visit to the e-mart, or army supplies store.

The Great Singapore Sale exists here too, as we men line up in the stuffy little store to buy our army goods with our army credit.

We pore over the track shoes, uniforms, boots, socks and helmet chin straps on sale. Some have to buy new uniforms, because they have become more, er, prosperous. That may explain why the large and extra-large shirts and pants always seem to sell out fastest when we reservists visit the shop.

Meanwhile, the auntie next door who cuts hair makes a killing sewing rank patches on newly-bought uniforms.

They have a mobile service where they set up next to the in-processing office on Day One to "help" servicemen who have non-regulation hair styles - either too long or in the wrong colour (black is the only right colour for hair in the army).

I kid you not. For a small fee, you get your funky highlighted hair dyed back to regulation colour. Of course, you are expected to report in the correct hairdo, or risk being charged. So it is best not to depend on the auntie on the day itself.

As part of this column's public service, I shall tell you what I think are good Great Singapore Sale buys in the army store.

Those running shoes are good buys, at about $40. Socks are also good to get, since, as one man puts it, "working time can still wear".

I happen to be partial to the Goretex boots too - a little pricey at $109 - but they are extremely comfortable, light, and waterproof. Sure it almost wipes out a year's worth of army credit, but it is good for a few years of reservist, I think.

Those boots go with everything you wear in the army, like green, green and green. And they can even survive the rigours of treks through the jungle and the trips to the canteen.

mr brown is the accidental author of a popular website that has been documenting the dysfunctional side of Singapore life since 1997. He has re-learned the ability to sleep, sorry, rest his eyes, in any position.

> now playing: energy - yi zhi dao zui hou <

okaes. i did some edits to my skin and now its finally more presentable.. yays! and not forgetting how blogger treats me just now: hang jus moments before i press the save setting button. bahz! all edits gone can! freak. have to redo. but now finish liao lo.. haha.. going to sleep.. yays..

actually i shd be studying rite? =X

> now playing: wu yin liang pin - shen bian <

thats sweet can. at least someone comforted me when i am on the verge of going insane from all that is happening to me. sighs.

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just watched superband result show. like ma chiam heart attack like that. cos milo bing was still on stage at the final stage of elimination can! but the pulled thru. whew~! and finally THAT group is out.. muahahahaha! like so happy can!

finally.

> now playing: jj lin - sa rang ha yo zhi dui ni shuo<

from angelia's bulletin at friendster:-

:If you could go back in time, and change something, what would it be?
-- i dunno. probably not, everything happen for a
reason

if its years ago, i would have said thing like "i would not do this and do that.." sort of answer.. but as i grew older i start to understant that every thing happens has a purpose for its happening..

so.. lets all have no regrets!

saying this, however, i couldnt gaurentee that i will think this way. sighs..

contradictions within me!

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suddenly i feel super demotivated to work. in fact today got this feeling that i dont want to go on wed at all! dunno if this is phoebia.. cos of yesterday's incident that hit my confidence level deeply... sighs.. how? have only started for a week.. and then like that liao.. looks like i really have to cross this hurdle soon.. otherwise it will only drag me deeper into the quiksand..

ggrrhhss!!!!

> now playing: guang liang - wei ming tian <

ahyos!!! the malu-ness i cant describe can!

today's work is at boutique... Bugis Junction.. first time work boutique so i dont know wat to do at all mahs.. the first 4 days were at the wagon there.. totally different from here can! i want to go back wagon! haha.. this morn when i came, again they are not informed that i am going to work here.. just like OG Albert.. sighs.. and i think peeps here are totally not happy with the way i serve customers and the way i fold the jeans. while i am serving, they would shake their head and this demoralised me a great lot. and when i fold finish one section of the shelf, comments will come.

" kelvin you got learn how to fold the jeans one or not ha? ma chiam like not folded at all. "
" ahhs u like that serve customers one ar. ahyos.. X (someone) u take over him.. "

mum asked if i was sad bout this comment made. but then cannot say sad la.. i wasnt really sad. jus demoralised lo.. since i have decided to come out to work i am mentally prepared that this kind of things will happen one.. so, i am more or less prepared.. haa!

back to the main issue on the malu event, today since my serving tactics are so bad, i was told to fold the jeans. first i was commented that i folded them so ugly. fine. so i asked one of the guy to teach me. and then i folded.. slowly nice liao. so happily fold and put back shelf.

a few hours later after i come back from lunch, there starts to be questioning on the jeans: y the order wrong one ar. who go and arrange one ha? then i tot what only so i say is me lor.. actually if i never say they will also noe. haha. then it bacame the biggest joke in levi's history: the boy who mixed up the order of the jeans. and its not just one rack can. 4 racks with shelves on both sides can. redo till i siao. malus lor.. that i dont even talk to the rest for the rest of the day.. cos i cant imagone as they talk to me, deep in their heart they are laughing like hell. wth.

haas... but then it is going to be a learning point la. haa! nitey!

> now playing: tong en - ben lai (my all time fav) <

i dunno alot of thing.

i knew i couldnt cope with studies and work at the first place. thats why i resisted the idea right from the start, since i was yr 1. but now i am doing it. right now. i dunno if it was a right choice made. wanted to go to a uni one.. but i know that my grades arent that good and i have to put in one hundred more percent.

i was telling mum that work is definately going to affect my grades cos it will eat into my sleep time, my revision time, make me tired, cant concentrate in class. and guess what she says?

" so you think by not working your grades would be better? "

sighs. i really got nothing to say. relatives keeps saying that i have to work otherwise i will become lazy bones. my mum says this too. i cant believe she is saying things this sarcastic. i want to strive better too. i want better grades too. but since young i was never the material to study.. the constant meet-the-parents when i was in sec sch.. i will never forget my father says how much i had disgraced.

who doesnt want good grades? dont i want to go to uni? definately i want. and i will do it eventually. i hope nothing would be able to stop me.. I HOPE.

> now playing: lin jun jie - hui you na me yi tian <

baahhzz... i think everyone in the class have to submit a resume.. sighs.. dunno wat to write one.. cos not really involved in cca.. studies also so so only.. sianz!! times at writing resumes are the time i feel for inferior i am.. dun care la dun care la!

anw, yest went to pc show with minzhen, nicholas, qq and the rest. saw alot of things laa... there are just too many people there... like flooded with people..!

i dun care
i dun care
i dun care
i dun care
i dun care
i dun care
i dun care
i dun care
i dun care
i dun care

a pic from the PS class..
poor thing.. the lecturer who took over simon leong.. haha.. but wells, at least i am there to attend the lecture so i am a good student k. haha.

> now playing: nil <

"jieying says we looks like siblings!"

ok la gan jie. xin nian kuai le. hong bao na lai.
hahahah!

> now playing: wen lan - di yu tian shi <

warauz!!! mouth itchy!! wanna go k!!! *scratch scratch

this morn was free from class and wanted to jio ling and zb go de.. but then they both not free can!!! and zb was blogging bout his fun at party world the other day with his gang.

i so wanna go!!!! sianz..

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today simon leong did not come for the PSlecture.. and some one came to take over instead.. another one who like to talk crap.. but at least better then simon.. haha! wasnt really listening thou.. cos he is simply like presenting whats on the slides, which we all already has and can read.. was scribbling and drawing my notes practically..

hao going to start work tml at CK Tangs! Luck to him! and to yonghui and herry who are going down for interview soon.. then we will soon have the levi's family in class.. haa!!!

> now playing: hong jun yang - sha sha de shui <

i saw something from cruz teng's blog, and its so bloody nice and meaningful can! i am going to quote again.

I cringe uncontrollably… I might even froth at the mouth… At the mention of Forever.

Who’re you kidding, Lee Hom? was the reaction when I heard Forever Love.

I thought the line in 大城小爱 was more appropriate.

千万不要说天长地久 免得你觉得我不切实际

Ps: remember the story i told you kailing? the story bout me and someone?

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Yes, I made new friends. Along the way, I drifted away from old friends, or is it the other way round, as in they drifted away from me?

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Most significantly, I fell out with a rather close buddy eleven (8 months and 5 months for my case) months ago. At least, he made it seemed that we were close.

I then realised that the juvenile poems in primary school autograph books really made sense.

知人知面不知心 劝你交友要小心

Oh yes, be careful everyone.

It brings us back to the old topic of friendship.

How much you value and treasure your friends.

I believe that my philosophy isn’t gonna to make too many people happy
but I still abide by the saying, Whatever will be, will be.(Hey, it rhymes!)

> now playing: nan quan ma ma - wa jie <

[.*¨«Öº®ìgíñä£*º°·Smile~°· ©¨*.] - . says:
I LOVE U ALL TWO CAN

[.*¨«Öº®ìgíñä£*º°·Smile~°· ©¨*.] - . says:
BOTH SEND ME THE SAME SONG AT THE SAME TIME

[.*¨«Öº®ìgíñä£*º°·Smile~°· ©¨*.] - . says:
AND ITS THE SONG I WANT LOR

最快樂的人不一定擁有最好的東西，他們只是把握和珍惜所有他們得到的東西。™ says:
omg!!

最快樂的人不一定擁有最好的東西，他們只是把握和珍惜所有他們得到的東西。™ says:
haa

最快樂的人不一定擁有最好的東西，他們只是把握和珍惜所有他們得到的東西。™ says:
kel ^5

最快樂的人不一定擁有最好的東西，他們只是把握和珍惜所有他們得到的東西。™ says:
haa

[.*¨«Öº®ìgíñä£*º°·Smile~°· ©¨*.] - . says:
i got 1 declaration to make:

[.*¨«Öº®ìgíñä£*º°·Smile~°· ©¨*.] - . says:
i love u all

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Love ya all too! Haa!

> now playing: jay chou - dao dai <

home from work.. surprisingly not that tired.. haa.. anw its day 4 at OG Albert.. also da last day.. only 4 of us at weagon.. compared to the week ends 9 of us.. haa alot of diff rite? since only me, siqi, waileong and zi yuan, then we all talked lo.. haa. jus when i am on the track with them liao, then seperating. sighs. life is always like that. sianz. but will meet them again de la.. haa..

i will miss the people there.
i will miss the talks we had.
i will miss the ba chor mee.. with fried wanton and chicken chop.
i will miss punch card time. (thou always forget to)
i will miss OG albert!

and off i go.. to the next stop: changi airport.

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anw, today had the first written ica this sem.. CustBehavior... think i can pass ba.. cos most of the answer i can do.. either i noe or i jus chunk in something and got it right.. haha.. lucky leh..

oh before i forgot to blog about last nite.. went to meet up with the PEICAI people.. gathering! cos yizhi back on vocation from Canada.. therefore it is organised by him. and since its not me organising, didnt noe who was going.. went with chee wei.. at first i is cant go one.. cos work.. then sudden no need work. tot of staying home to study for ica but luckily i didnt! went with chee wei.. then on the escalator sudden someone called us.. its emma!! so shock and surprise.. haha.. very thrilling and ci ji.. cos i don't know who is going.. at all.. love this kind of feeling! full of mystery and surprise.. anw, alot of us went! the peeps got yizhi, me, huishan, cheewei, des, ross, emma, thiong ming, ms kang, ming chuan, edwin, shandy, yuto, derrick, zaiquan, xinghui, ronald. grand event k.. lol.. since we graduated 3 yrs ago havent got a gathering with such complete people.. haa.. ate at swenson while we all talked.. bout the old times.. the teachers.. others in class.. our "good behaviors".. how our hair was washed and ankle socks caught.. how we do maths corrections for each other, chinese essays, squating when we forget calculators, detention and all! seems like just yesterday but its already years.. wa! old liao. haa.

it is great to see all of them.. especially peeps like yizhi, edwin, mingchuan etc.. havent seen them for like 3 years? gatherings are a good time to connect back with each other.. thou last time we may not be close, its certainly wont be a barrier now. like wat yizhi said, brotherhood like that is only in sec school.. which i agree.. suffer together, play together, happy together, sad together. i think further down in my road of life, this kind of friendship will not appear liao.. cos there wont be time like the past. now, "friends" calculate when they befriend you. last time no one lor. like edwin, last time we also not close, but now he still can motivate me for study and life. cos of the old time friendship.

however, i believe life still have hopes. there will still be good people. =)

edit:
today ba zang day also leh.. haha.. everyone got eat ba zang not? i had mine! those we made ourselves... yummy!!

> now playing: nil <

specially for our dear miss carrie huang...

hp ≠ Hewlett-Packard only can!

haha.. she tot i was refering to some printer or what when i asked her bout it last nite.. but actually i was only asking her something bout HANDPHONES lo... haa!!!

so sian! now in report writing lab..

> now playing: she - yi qi kai shi de lu cheng <

some pics kailing shared with me and zibin.. so cute!! the food! wonder if i will eat it if i got to see them.. maybe she bu de eat them can! haa..

> now playing: fan yi chen - love story <

and then i goes off.. lightly.. soundlessly..

jus like the way i entered your life.

off i go.. just like wind.. will you ever still remembers me?

once there a place in your life.. but no longer now..

> now playing: yang chen ling - ai mei <


四叶草代表的是得到幸福，快乐，健康。

我把我的幸福，快乐，健康送给了你，
但却不再看到你带着它。

可能你再也不需要我在你的世界了吧？

你要快乐。

你要幸福。

因为这是我的期望。

> now playing: yang chen ling - zuo bian <

warauz.. i forget to punch card at the cashier when i return from lunch today.. but then nora says as long as i got punch at security there then ok liao. sighs, later they dun want to pay me for the hours then i cry no tears leh.. haha..

anw today's time passed alot faster.. me and charmaine was like talk and talk and talk whole morn.. then after lunch wai long and jasmine (the 17 yo girl in the prev post) came.. and me and charmaine and jasmine crapped the rest of the days of can.. and then jasmine was talking racist jokes.. not noeing some indians are behind us.. arrggh... i think they heard us.. lol!!

and there is smuggling of sweets in and all sorts. generally today is a better day! gotta work for tues and wed.. and after that i will not be at OG Albert anymore. sighs.. also good la.. here the punch card system so ma fan.. haha.. but i will miss the good food and some of the nice people here!

> now playing: tank - wo men xiao shi hou <

was home.. second day.. and its slightly better! peeps are more friendly.. people i have not seen before is on shift today.. and nice people! wai long (hope i spell it correctly) has been very friendly and talking to me.. guiding me on the way and roughly explained to me wad the code numbers meaned.. *no one did that yet* nice guy! and then this girl called charmaine (also hope the spelling is correct) talks to me now and then and very friendly. haa! and then got this one more girl, who is so astonished i am 19. she keeps insisting i am only 17 like her! haa~~! but then i fotgot to ask wats her name. bahz!

i still dunno wad are the days i am working next week yet.. sighs.. all due to my bad memories la.. joshua told me but i forgot.. and no hp in OG so i got no place to record it.. anw, working in OG means u surrender ur hp and wallet and all electronics devices at the security. and when u work, tap cards at 2 places. same when u go lunch, back, and go home. ma fan rite? punch card still 2 times.. one at cashier one at level 3 security.. yest first day dat time, when i have to go for lunch, i suddenly for get is level 2 or 3 is the security at lo! and so malu, have to ask the other promoter aunties over there la.. lol.. but today i remembered liao lo.. today also got told off by the OG supervisor cos i am 5 min late.. missed the bus laa! tml must earlier.. lol..

awe.. jus home from first day of work.. whole body pain.. cos stand whole day.. haa.. no seat AT ALL except lunch one hr. siao lor lol.

the peeps are.. erm.. "OK" lor.. haha.. all i can say is they are not very friendly la.. maybe cos its the first day, but it really arent nice to bully the "new bird" in the group.. haa! they really openly say one lor..

"haha newbie is like that one la"
"haa i think he is working for the first time. u think he how old ar? 16? 17?"

ok la.. not that bad.. people thinks that i am a yr or two younger.. haa! but nonetheless the people at counter is much more friendly. nora they all.. when i am stationed there they still got tok to me and tell me jokes.. haha.. good good.. this time i managed an image as one who talks little.. lol!

today hao, qq and darren also came to visit.. nice of them k! and also met xuelian there.. lol.. so.. all the best for my next few days there before i get transferred to changi airport outlet~!

from mr yip zi bin:

i dunnnnnnnnnnnn like classical.

a lot of things pissing me off.

樂? gone. definitely.

awwee.. dun be as frustrated.. i noe its cos u dun get to see my since classical started.. =P

> now playing: zhang zhi cheng - kuai le <

a song i like a lot! then coincidently jus now i was still waiting for a nice song to be played for inspiration to blog.. then ser ser suggested this song to me.. meaningful lyrics and motivational!

你是你自己的作者

何必寫那麼難演的劇本

別怪話說的太多了

我只是不要你不快樂

被愛　應該是幸福的

去愛　沒有想像的愚蠢

相愛　可以非常地單純

因為愛全是與生俱來的

> now playing: hong jun yan - guardian angel <

today theres supposed to be the final episode for meng ping tu one.. but i didnt watch. haa! to think i have been catching it since start. but as it proceeds to the end i dun really like it laa. lynn (by kelly) died in the end. tot she could survive after the cancer treatment leh. then Aj (by junyang) actually accepted the father's mistress and their son to this home! ridiculars. noe all these thru the i weekly. maybe later in the night i may catch the repeat.. MAYBE...

anw was just home not long ago.. the night class again.. every thurs.. but today yh came and sat with me.. and then after that we also go and find yy.. and we 3 walked home tog! a long long time since we last do.. brought back memories.. hehe.. days that have passed are always the nicest.. if only.. we can go back to last times.. haa.. but thats impossible..

so.. tml is going to be my first day working.. kinda nervous thou.. but i think i can still brave thru it! haa..

*ps* i am still traumetised by THAT conversation last nite.. haa!

> now playing：zhang hui mei - wo yao kuai le <

有人說
兩條平行的線很悲哀
因爲永遠只能互相遙望

其實
兩條平行的線很幸福
儘管無法接近
但亦不曾遠離
不像兩條相交的線

有過一個交點
便漸行漸遠

>now playing: zhang hui mei - ren zhen<

i have stopped believing.. for there is no more reason for me to believe in you anymore..

>now playing: zhou hui - bu xiang rang ni zhi dao<

its outing dae.. went to watch the da vinci code.. with mabel.. nice show! thou the plot abit too absurd lar.. offsprings of jesus?! but nonetheless.. its jus a film for entertainment.. so look at it from entertainment point of view!


i give it..

and after the show, we went to pepper lunch! have been wanting to go since the last time i went with yy and jc they all..


and i ordered the same old dish..

pepper beef rice!

yummy.. nice.. after that we went to get some ice creams..

thanks to mabel for the treat! and the wonderful outing.. lets dun care the someone who didnt come.. its his lost.. haa!

[.*¨«Öº®ìgíñä£*º°·Smile~°· ©¨*.] - you will NEVER know the truth behind my smile says:

anyway

the mr kho wee leong kelvin in my eyes is not a failure. =)

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thanks mr yip zi bin.. u brighten up my dark nite.. and also thanks to xiu for talking to me!!!

xiu says:

u nOe actually u appear to b a happy-go-lucky type o person, do u nOe that? but if like knOw u, talk to u.. u r quite (- )ive abt tings..

dun worry too much abt tings ba.. take tings one step @ a tiMe.. dun think so much, dun think too far..


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feeling very vexed.. frustrated.. i got no reason for it.. maybe i jus feel stressful ba.. sighs.. life's hard and everyone gotta accept it!

"will you hold on.. to my hand.. forever?"

i love this pic alot. although abit off focus, it give jus sets the right feeling.. and of cos i took this pic! heehee.. not going to enclose who are the main leads..

so.. jus enjoy this wonderful pic i took! if u like, can send to your stead too.. tell them to hold on to your hand too.. haha..

i am finally being employed again.. no more unemployment.. no more boring days cos of no money.



yays!

like so nervous can! i think it has been years since i went for an interview.. thou i work quite a few jobs before, most of them is either my relative's shop (therefore no interview), friend recommand, or some don't even need interviews (distribute flyers interview for wad? haa).. i think the last time i interview is before i came into poly.. interview for the job at NTUC.. haa.. donkey years ago..

anw, hao and me went to the office after sch today.. yea.. pulled him along.. cos got good job lobang we share.. haha.. then waited for the interview by the HR dept people.. i think they are pretty busy cos the interview is a fast game. hao first followed by me. and we think we got the job.. haa.. and one thing, the HR person say that i am too soft spoken.. HA HA!

ahya all cos of me la.. usual time talk loud too used to it liao.. then suddenly i tot interview should lower the volume abit.. then lower too much.. haa! but anw, its going to be a new learning experience for me, and i will learn more more things! how to serve cust, how to promote etc etc. lol..

wish me luck!
wish hao luck!

talking bout the primary school gathering some times back, had this discussion on marriage.

well, we were just counting.. the years to come. now they (those girls from JC not going to army) are going into Uni soon.. and nex yr i am going into the army.. three years later, when i ord, they grad. IF i get into a Uni.. they would have already grad when i enrol in.. then when i grad rite, they might have been married and with kids already..

kel: ahya.. nex time rite.. wanna call u all out, u all will say "cant la.. i have to take care of kids". guys may say "have to acc wife cos she giving birth".

this started to make us all panic, cos it jus says how fast time passes.. haaa..

and for numerous times, the topic on getting married came out a few times. well, i think these are the topics when u start to get level up in the age aspects.. haha..

and so its sunday nite again.. only week 3 and i have 2 ica already. one already passed up last tues and the second one on this coming tues.. Proposal Writing!

luckily i have finished it.. to my own surprise too for being quite fast.. haa.. however the late nights i spent on it is also not easy k.. i do till 3.30am on thurs and fri do whole day.. sat i also do till evening.. anw i hate icas.. cos it means i will always have trouble finding time to go out.. hehe..

well, i have decided that i am going to levi's to interview tml. a long decision making process and i finally decided to give it a try to see if i can have a good juggle between work, school and home. hee.. wish me luck!

rice dumpling day coming.. and its time to make those yummy rice dumpling again! some pics..

its ma creation!! my production!! hehe..

the ingredients: mushrooms, meat, glutinous rice and chestnut.

its cooking.. in the pot..

and the final product~!

first some rice

some meat

mushrooms

and tie it on the rafia! off it goes to the pot!

*a joint prodution of cousin, aunt, mum and me =)

let the pictures say the words..


met up with the old school peoples.. for dinner and chilling outs.. was at swenson marina sq with xiu, ru, ruimei, meiqi, kelvin tan and munirah. other than xiu and ru that i see once in a while, the rest of them i have not seen them for 8 years! omg.. so long liao.. haha.. nearly cant recognise them at all already.. how time flies.. haha..

well, that nite is a success.. seldom not i org one.. so today i jus relax and go.. lol~! more of it to come please.. haha..

another attempt to diy dye my hair.

as advised by kailing, i should get the palty dye.

however, itchy hand me got the gatsby one.

BIG MISTAKE!!!

cos in the end, i couldnt get the colour i desire..

bahx.. next time i am going to get kailing buy the same dye for me.. haa.. but anw, still not too bad cos my hair now at least got a bit color~!

jus watched the repeat telecast of the super band.. well, all i can say is surprises.. haa.. xia ri feng proceeds on into the competition with 19 points.. (19=fail!) issit really that they call themselves or wat?

nevermind bout that, but happy that my favs are still in and performing! mi lu bing!! getting higher marks every week!! and shi no bi.. wa.. the atmosphere they bring is very good.. other than them i think brods also improved alot? and soul, the group who can dance well! haahaa..

ok. she go and continue on my proposal report..

buai~!

i am so sick of projects where my team keeps saying that i am doing nothing much.

someone loves to take credits.

someone talk alot of bullshits.

sianx. i am going to wash my hands off the final problem. no one seems to care.

from shaune's blog:

I have 456898213 projects due and the two weeks term break would do me good, again. Barely three weeks ago i was nagging about how i hated hols, looking forward to school etc.

PUI.

Back to project now, my grade's at stake. :DD

any objections to this comment? i think everyone thinks the same.. haa!

quoted from cjx's blog..

Lose it,
and don't regret because it's your decision...

arent it meaningful?

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anw i changed blog skin again! haa.. but some parts arent so right and i am going to get expertise to edit it for me... haha!!!

cheers! its thursday.. school is starting late at 3pm.. proposals not done, epc project pending, tonnes of ica starting at jus week 3??? sighs.. big diff when u r in yr 3... and i couldnt go out!!

sorry angelia.. i noe u are angry..

ooh.. got present got present haha.. yest i exchages present with jessica lim qiu yan.. cos we both went oversaes last weekend for the long weekend! heehee.. she went genting while i went to batam.. and so there is this present exchange! haa.. i got her a wristband that is similar to mine.. and guess wat?ｉ forgot to take off the price tag!!!! so malu!!! haha.. and she got me a keychain/hp accessory with initial D on it! nice and useful cos there is a mirror inside!

this is how the keychain looked like..

thank you so much!! like it alot.. hee!!

anw.. it has been one month since i last see her.. since tep ends.. so long liao!! haha.. and she cut her hair liao.. going to post the pics her once they got to me! hehe..

whats with me these two days..

said things i shouldn't have said

asked someone out but in the end i couldn't make it

i think i have made everyone pissed of me.

sighs....

inspirations from mInZhEn...

"Holidays are poison. It makes you forget about your habits, your life, and perhaps yourself. But i love holidays. Alot. During holidays, i can be my real self - someone i like, the most natural me. I can wake up whenever i want to, eat whatever and whenever i feel like it. I can even talk as and when i want or not talk the whole day. I can day dream of anything and everything i want, and i don't have to account to anyone or be held responsible for anything. I can follow my own timing, and do whatever i love doing. There's no limits, no date lines, no project dues or even the pressure of exams. The only date line is the end of the holiday break.

And the end of the holiday is when i need to be "back". Back to the real world and be who i don't like to be. Cos in the real world, I don't like to work, i wanna sit and wait for money to come rolling to me, live the life like a rich tai tai.. *fat hope*

It's not that i hated working. I only hate the unnatural me when working."

the art of speaking.. with my brain.

i've got to learn it well and apply it in my everyday life..

wat to say..
wat not to say..

kel, you just have to think wad are all those things you are saying.. before you blurt them all out..

i am tired and frustrated of myself alrdy.. can someone sew up mouth? less talk, less trouble.. sighs..

sorry for the trouble caused..

back and recharged! erm ok.. maybe after one more night of sleep first.. haha..

i am back from my 3day recharge trip to batam!!! hehe.. not bad.. havent had a family outing for quite some times! so i share some fotos!

on our way there on the ferry! hehe.. aunt and cousin and nephew..

cousin and sister..

me and cousin..

no i did not abuse children.. its not mee...~!
batam ferry center!
..and we feast KFC in the hotel lobby.. haa~!

i can fit into my nephew's cot!! hahas!!!

the grand children and ah ma.

our family and ah ma.

and so i am back home for more tortures of the reality life. hahas!

bleahx!

sian

dun feel like sleeping

no one to chat to

finished reading all blogs

nothing more to do

ok la i shall rot in bed!

ok la. in the future i also want to be as selfish like you all.

my show started on tv. everyone watching it. but no one told me it has started.

nex time i better keep a close look out on my own.. hahas..

anw, kel's going to batam for the long weekend, will be back on sun! till then, no more post for the time being. enjoy ur time there!

ok. tep result is out. finally.

result abit below expectation. as expected. i think its cos of THAT particular stopover that pulled down overall. pissed, but what can i do?

over means its over. i am going to get over it and move on. life has to go on! and i will work hard for my classical to pull my grades up.

sianz.. i think i am going to be real sick soon.. sore throat came in yesterday, accompanied by cold feet and hand. i expect fever to come anytime soon, so good luck for me! haaz.. herry rena and jess has been stopping me from eating all those harmful foods since morn.. fries.. my french fries!! sighs. but its definately for my own good that i have to stop eating them for a while!

days had passsed pretty fast.. mid week 2 already.. i think before i noe it, i am going to grad soon. like so fast can!

yr 3 no longer like yr 1 and 2.. where the first week of the sem will still be slack.. serious lectures starts at the very first lect. still remember when we were yr 1s, always swear and curses when the 1st lect is just 15 mins.. now it starts at the first lect, we still hear swears and curses.. haha! i think we are all like that ba.. always not contented.. lol..

i jus looked thru some old fotos.. and the three of us were so close jus like yesterday! now only left me and one of them. the other one? close in the dist, not close in the heart.. sometimes back i was stil hoping that things might turn well.. but nowadays it jus seem that THAT might not happen.. cos the brokeoff time is too long? cos new people appeared in our lifes? how i hope things can be like before.. how i hope..

edit:
awe.. i have enough of it!! yest i saw layyin at mc there.. but she nearly cant recognise me!! reason: cos i am fatter, face so round till she cant recognise! today i saw ronald at the corridor, he commented that i and "a little" rounder too.. and ming teck forever cant recognise me!! issit cos i fat alot too!! haahaa..

i was starting to think.. if my blog has no readership at all.. lol.. cos as i was surfing ard.. people's blog has alot of tags.. hahas.. well if i am really the only on e then its not that bad at all.. its my memories! its my tots! lol..

anw.. today i went to THE CATHY to watch MISSION IMPOSSIBLE 3 with my family.. that place is fab! but.. there are some points to look after if u decide to go there often..

# bring a jacket! the cathy doesnt have to pay utility bills.. resulting in the coldness of the aircon..
# bring your own tidbits! the snack bars doesnt provide quality food..

other than that, the seats are good! and overall i like that place alot.. hahas.. so.. ONE MORE PLACE for future outings!!

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today went back to IM.. and they are shifting to their new home! hehes.. shall visit them wwhen they finish shifting!

Presenting to you.. the latest addition to my cosy bed room!!!

a new frame i got from ikea.. affordable price and nice and high class!
holds 4 pics.. handpicked by me!

from bottom:
1. me, jess, yh, miss cai, cheryl -> the msc days!!! (taken at christmas distribution aka miss cai bdae)
2. me and yh -> taken on my birthday!
3. me, kailing, zb, deb, shaune, ser ser -> the ardc gang!
4. me, angelia

and this frame is so so so so nice!!! i am going to get one or two more to put in my room.. muahahaha!!!

just home not long ago! the first friday that i have no official lessons.. i just feel so odd!!! maybe i am too used to going sch from 8-6 on every weekday.. so today, i went out to cut my hair!

its supposed to my a trip on my own down to the far far away far east plaza.. ahaha.. but half way on my trip down weihao decided to take pity on me this lonely soul and acc me to go cut.. and so he went down too. its our usual saloon, its our usual stylist. Thiery cuts our hair well! and then suddenly chang da and mengsiang also came.. i have been calling out to see if anyone wanna come with me but no one wants to.. but when hao came, they came too.. do i look like a monster? am i scary? hahs..

anw, after this, they decided to eat something.. and so they brought me to this place.. i din notice where it is but i think its lucky plaza. got a "rabbit" restaurant. dun misunderstood we are not eating rabbits! haha.. i think its cos they use rabbit brand products la.. got food like shark fin ommelette and abalone and veg.. thou portions quite small but its quite affordable.. $5+ only! sharks fin and abalone u noe~!

then came the rest at cine.. minzhen, lijuan, herry, jess, ka, jx, ter, darren. they are here to watch MI3 with hao and mengsiang.. but before i left i went to have a short dinner with them at pastamenia. shared a baked rice with hao cos we both ate alrdy and cant finish a whole portion mah.. and there we saw Campus Superstar!!! hahas.. its khim the cutie pie and zhiyang the champion! zy looks quite kiddy.. haha.. but thats of cos he is still young mah! haha.. i old liao la... so envy of these youngsters hu dares to pursue their dreams.. haha.. not like me, fat and old.. lol...

actually before we came in cine, we saw Project Superstars outside too! erm i think is silver, ruth, candyce and jason.. well.. too bad junyang is nt there.. haas! today i actually saw quite a lot of people.. PSS plus CSS, i saw joycelyn, i saw allan, i saw jessica's bro at kino too! lol..

then after this i headed to changi airport.. to pick up father.. and then changda also there to pick his mum.. so i saw him there lor..

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it's MUM'S BIRTHDAY~!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~!!!

from minzhen's again.. i forgot wad the tutor exactly said so i hafta copy.. haha.. =p

"oh ya! before i forgot.. previous tutorial class, there's this tutor whom now i can't rmb her name.. said something which i feel is really meaningful.. she says.. "the distance from our mind to our heart is very short. but often we do things differently from what we feel and think.. rationally, our brain tells us the right or theorically correct things, but often we did the opposite becos our hearts says so.. even if the distance between our heart and brain is sooo close, things/facts from our brain dun often get into our heart. they dun reach.."

similarly, my brain tells me that i should forgive and forget him.. but at times my heart feels injustified and is not willing to do so.."

meaningful rite? somehow i dunno y i felt it is directed at me.. hahas..

Tank - 我们小时候

小时候
女孩：我明天要搬家了
男孩：哦我知道了
女孩：你会忘记今天 忘记我 对吧


十年后
女孩回到这城市
但男孩 已不再
在
同一个城市
同一个记忆里
各自 生活着

记忆里
女孩：喝它中间的水 味道如何
男孩：嗯 很甜

小时候我总会这样牵着你的手
只是盼望能够在你的身边守候
为了保护你不小心割破手指头
这个小伤却让你泪流心痛

长大后我们越来越远
分隔地球的两边
何时才能够见面
熟悉微笑的脸

回忆起我们小时候
闭上眼就能够感受
在我们心中慢慢流动的温柔
离开了我们小时候
现在你会不会想我
也许你找到一个人为你守候
我瞭了

回忆起我们小时后
闭上眼就能够感受
站在窗前跟你说了晚安就走
离开了我们小时候 现在的你不在想我
这个时候 我瞭了

nice song.. by tank.. when we were young.. maybe even times not long ago.. why are there only reminiscence left?

In LianHe ZaoBao this morning. True True True~!

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　　詹时中也向吴资政发出挑战，要他解释，如果人民行动党波东巴西区候选人司徒宇斌赢得这次大选，掌管波东巴西市镇理事会，他要如何帮助司徒宇斌筹集资金，确保波东巴西的所有组屋，都能进行电梯翻新。

　　他说：“如果吴作栋说，会要求政府给予波东巴西额外的拨款，那么，人民会很不高兴。你我都是新加坡人，我们都缴税，儿子也都参加国民服役。为何到了电梯翻新，待遇（反对党选民和行动党选民）却不一样。”

　　“他们（行动党）是不是要告诉反对党选民，既然待遇不平等，反对党选民不需要缴税、儿子也不必履行国民服役的责任？如果政府要有个团结的国家，就应该一视同仁，平等对待所有新加坡人。”

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A rough translation of wat it means:

Chiam See Tong also sends out the challenge to SM Goh, wanting him to explain, if the PAP candidate Situ win this election and takes over the town council, how does he have to help Situ to collect the fund to guarantee that all the flats in Potong Pasir can carry on the elevator upgrade. He said that, "If Goh Chok Tong said he can request the government to give more funds, then, Singaporeans are not going to be very happy. We are all Singaporean, we all pay taxes, our sons also all participates in the national service. Why, when it comes to the elevator upgrade, the treatment (opposition party voters and action party voters) were actually not treated equally." "They (is action party) must tell the opposition party the voter, since the treatment is not equal, the opposition party voters do not need to pay taxes, their sons also do not need to fulfill the responsibility which the national serves? If the government must have a unity the country, they should treat impartially, equality of treatment all Singaporean people."

我转身离开
越走越远
你说你好累
但我又何尝不是

你到底有没有
想过我的感受？
我不想继续累赘
在你心里

我走吧
或许这样
你我都会更快乐。。

From Minzhen:

"...actually the one who give in first doesn't means you are the loser.. or whatsoever.. becos, instead of an enemy, you make a friend. you make your life easier.. really.. much more easier.. it's like putting off a heavy load off your mind..."

work while i am studying?

can i cope?

nt that i have not thought of it before.. but i really got no confidence if i can juggle between this two.. havent been working and already has so much prob with my grades.. who doesnt want extra cash to spend? but back to the same point, why cant i do it when some of my friends are doing it?

i don't know.. enlighten me please..

first day of school!!! rather peaceful and smooth.. thou i was NEARLY late today.. but nonetheless BOOKS is later than us.. haha.. his class is so boring!!! and i slept during lecture.. can u imagine!! first day only.. haha.. but its really his lecture is monotoneous and there is no notes for us!!! out of stock!! and he still goes on and on to teach.. sighs.. i better buck up on that module and relies on myself la!

notes nowadays getting more and more ex.. i dun noe y.. last time when it was like 70-80c and now it went up to like 7! last time the most is like 3+ to 4 also only.. jus one sem and paper gained value? ahahas..

life after TEP is definately more fun!!! get to see more familiar faces ard sch! today i saw hengleng, ben, cindy, kian how, gurpreet, diyana (finally back from IPP!!), joseph and alot more!! sch is so much more fun cos now i noe more people.. hahas!

Once in a lifetime...

From Antz's blog..

Once in a lifetime...

Think about this one...

This month, on Thursday, 4th of May, at two minutes and three seconds after 1.00am in the morning, the time and date will be

01:02:03 04/05/06

This won't ever happen again in our lifetime...

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Anw, sch is going to start tml. after 8 months of no lectures, no tutorials, no exams to rush for, i really dunno how long i will need to get back to classical mood. seriouly too adapted to TEP alrdy.. miss the places, activities, people, breaks, everything! but well, jieying has brought up one impt point: nothing never ends. i shd be happy i once enjoyed so much. i own the memories. so now, i shd be looking forward to sch! learn to take things as it goes.. =)

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can we talk politics here?? hahha i so scared wad i say will lead me to lawyer latters and headings in the newspapers!! haha.. but anw, last nite i told my mum, i dun understand y people of hougang and potong pasir has to pay taxes. cos wad eva the govt earn from using these taxes, they dun get to enjoy it. govt dun help them. their poor opposition town council has to work extra hard and raise fund to do it. i feel very sad for them la.. nt that i pro opposition and hate PAP.. NEVER! cos i also noe if nt for them we wud nt be here.. but the oppositions are sometimes also very poor thing leh.. like those of potong pasir and hougang.. hahas.. so.. good nite! and dun scold me, sue me, wadeva! jus my simple comment la.. lolx!